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21 | ed diary | cw: 46kgs | read pinned

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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
2 months
new #edtwt intro <3 💙 21 (03) 🩵 she/her 💙 ifb 18+ with age in bio! 🩵 diagnosed anorexic 💙 pro recovery always 🩵 cozy games, anime, manga & weed 💙professional bed rotter 🩵 pls don’t interact if you post s/h! DNI: shtwt / fatphobes etc
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
me: i should probably recover someday my brain: LMFAOO recover from what?? your fake ed?
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
so you’re telling me my ed is slowly ruining my relationship with myself and others but not making me skinny? got it.
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
6 years
hearing people complaining about being “too skinny” makes me want to jump off a building
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
5 months
the slower you eat the fuller you feel but it’s SO hard not to wolf down my only meal of the day
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
6 years
For those who binged or accidentally broke their fast today, I want you to know that you shouldn’t have to feel ashamed to come on ed twt. I promise you, we’ve all felt the same shit you’re feeling at this moment. Stay safe my loves. My DMs are always open.
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
5 years
⚠️REGARDING BTS WORLD⚠️ Everyone with an ed please be careful!!!! There’s some triggering stuff with jimin and him collapsing from lack of food, overworking himself etc. Please stay safe everyone 💖💖 #BTSWORLD
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
6 years
Tomorrow is my first day of inpatient. I’m so fucking scared. Wish me luck angels :(
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
i wanna be as skinny as the feminine dress to impress roblox avatar
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
6 years
I’m still waiting for those sweet words “omg have you lost weight??”
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
2 months
BIRTHDAY FIT i’m 21 now <3
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
6 years
The nice thing about ed twt is that you won’t get criticized for the sick, fucked up mindset you have. It becomes understood that helping yourself is incredibly hard when at the same time you strive to help others.
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
2 months
how im tryna be
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
i’ve been seeing a lot of mean stuff on edtwt lately and i just want to let you guys know that i don’t care what you look like or what your cw is i think you all matter just as much. everyone is welcome here with open arms 🫶🏻
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
6 years
For those who just broke a fast or binged, WELCOME BACK TO ED TWT WE ALL LOVE AND ACCEPT YOU NO MATTER WHAT ! YOU ARE VALID ❤️
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
6 years
The tl is full of thinspos but the crazy part is that they’re ALL BODY CHECKS
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
5 months
you guys are onto something with putting cinnamon on your apples. i’ve never done that before and i NEED to try it
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
don’t eat = constipated eat = constipated i can’t win
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
can i PLEASE get unhealthily skinny without exercising
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
FOOD HAULLLL (i’m not eating this all in one sitting btw)
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
so corny to put “fatphobic <3” on your intro
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
gm mooties! I LOST A POUND THIS MORNING SO NEW LW YIPPEEE
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
hey guys if i just like ur comment and not respond back it’s just bc i don’t know what to say back it’s nothing personal AT ALL 💗
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
i want to run and dance and move freely without the fear of being perceived as fat
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
2 months
i think my hipbones actually made the fit look worse
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
doing house chores on an empty stomach
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
waist felt snatched here
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
6 years
My daily love tweet for anyone who’s reading this,, I love you! 🙈❤️
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
THE THEME WAS MERMAID AND I GOT LAST PLACE
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
hair appointment YUH
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
i gave in hello yogurt bowl
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
6 years
A thing I’ve noticed about ed twt is that a lot of people are afraid to give words of encouragement. All they can do is like and retweet. I feel that it’s important to take the time to make sure that person feels important, no matter how fucked up our mental health is.
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
cinnamon apple best lunch 🙏
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
giving u all hugs rn (if u want them)
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
i know a lot of ppl wish they had irl friends with eds but as someone who actually developed an ed with a friend it’s not something you want. the guilt of watching your friend destroy themselves while you do the same is so painful
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
everyone is so skinny i wanna kms
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
wishing nothing but the best for you guys
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
do u guys like my new snack basket i bought today 🥰 it’s nothing special but i finally have a place to put them all!
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
distracting myself by making pretty sims
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
5 months
@Anniexo01 @gothicyearning and it’s always in the family photos on facebook too
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
i was very sad earlier and my cat who is not very affectionate practically sat on my lap just now and i want to sob
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
bodycheck during work break u said?
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
i think the good thing about having a metab day is i can finally get rid of a portion of the snacks i’ve been hoarding for WEEKS
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
i’m absolutely clueless about bmi and honestly i don’t really mind it because it looks different on everyone. i just don’t think it’s accurate at all
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
tw b/c post yogurt bowl lol
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
5 months
edtwt in a nutshell
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
woke up too early again
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
seeing a thinspo pic you know you won’t ever look like due to bone structure
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
hitting the unpause button on a youtube video but accidentally hitting the stupid arrow that takes you to another video
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
bodychecks i genuinely don’t know if i’m making any noticeable progress but i’m hoping i’ll be able to tell soon enough
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
GM MOOTIES today is the day i leave for vaycay 😎
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
bye why did i take a bc of my ankles
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
now why are u out here complaining about getting blocked for being 14 on edtwt let’s be serious for a second
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
5 months
i am going to lock in. *dad orders pizza for dinner*
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
i refused a s’more be proud of me
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
WE ARE GETTING THERE SLOWLY BUT SURELY
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
2 months
21 but i still feel like a teenager
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
where do you guys keep your bcs? i’m too scared to keep them in my icloud
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
am i a fake ana for going slightly over 1k cals
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
i hadn’t weighed myself since before july 12th and I LOST 3 FUCKING POUNDS LETS GOOOOOOO officially 104 lbs
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
it’s not much of a ‘food’ haul but i’m still excited about it lol also fun fact: parmesan goldfish have a higher serving size than cheddar which is 60 pieces instead of 55 🫶🏻
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
@boobee_cals literally everyone deserves to at least enjoy themselves and not let this awful illness ruin life’s special occasions. i know it’s meanspo but it still makes me angry. i wish everyone happiness 😔🩷
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
2 months
i love my mom. my sister is visiting soon and i compare myself to her a lot. mom came in my room to tell me she sees how i shrink inside myself when my sister is around and that she’s proud of me and wants me to be myself
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
good morning, if anyone needs someone to talk to my dms are open. there is so much more to life than this horrible disorder and you all deserve to live the best one possible. i hope you’re all doing okay 🩵
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
i’m sorry?? 😭
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
6 years
Today is a new day. I’m rooting for all of you.
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
does anyone else watch càse0h? i love that man sm
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
lunch
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@flowerbea_
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4 months
do u guys like interactions from me be honest
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
hey guys just a PSA please block/soft block me if you post, repost, or interact with graphic self harm images!! just had to sb a mutual for reposting an extremely graphic photo 🫠
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
5 months
@85notes my brain can’t comprehend how someone can eat that entire thing without vomiting or c/s
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
as much as i love yapping to you all i must sleep for work tomorrow 🥲 i hope everyone had a wonderful sunday, goodnight!
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
heyyy so i’m not planning on abusing lax but for when i need it, is there a specific brand i should look for?
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
watching cute pc desk snack videos and wishing i could do this without it being hundreds of cals for just some candy 🫠
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
i have to keep telling myself this suffering will be worth it when i get skinny. i’m so discouraged because i’m always maintaining but it has to change at some point right?
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
i need to learn how to make my own iced oatmilk shaken expresso bc i miss it so much but i’m tryna boycott 😔
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
my grandma wants to go to this place that sells these milkshakes and i’ve never wanted to avoid a place so bad
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
when the calorie tracker doesn’t let you enter an underweight gw so u just delete the app
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
3 months
when i get skinny arms you best believe i will be buying a plethora of tank tops
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@flowerbea_
bea (edtwt)
4 months
i’m gonna make a twitter list for interactions since some of my mutuals get buried in my timeline! like or comment if you wanna be put on it 💗
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