Jessica
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Recovering addict 2/20/2022. Gen X. Agoraphobic. Wife. Dog Mom. Bonus Mom. High Strange. Woke. #HarrisWalz2024 #wearenotgoingback
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130 days sober. 47 years on the planet. Happy Birthday to me. 🎂🥳
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Hi, my name is Jessica and I’m an addict. Two years ago today I stood in my darkened bedroom and completely surrendered. I was powerless. My life had been unmanageable for some time. Today I celebrate two years of sobriety and recovery. I am grateful.
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Today I am 8 months free of marijuana and 237 days of continuous sobriety. I am so very grateful.
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As I close out this day I find myself grateful for many things. Perhaps the most important is that for the last 203 days I haven’t wanted to end my life. I haven’t felt like a burden on my family. I haven’t felt like a waste of space. I know I am loved
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Took Dolly for a walk, made dinner, did laundry, now we’re all laying in bed watching a documentary. Grateful for 50 days sober.
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First Sober Christmas is a success. My belly is full. My heart is full. I am grateful for so much.
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Good morning 180 days! 6 months of continuous sobriety. Half a year baby. I can’t believe where I was and where I am now. The gifts of sobriety.
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Feeling a deep sense of gratitude and love. One year of continuous sobriety. 💜☺️
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Day 80. Woke up at 3:45a with my 4th heavy in my chest. Coffee just finished brewing. Facing this head on. Be fearless today Jessica. You deserve it.
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Today I have 22 months of sobriety. My second sober Christmas where I will be fully present with my family. Emotional and grateful.
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6 months ago when I started going to meetings, I cried in every meeting. My tears were full of bitterness and rage. And now, I still cry in meetings. But the tears are softer, gentler. Tears filled with acceptance and grace. Kinder and loving.
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Dolly the emotional support recovery puppy doing her job and being super cute
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Day 198. It’s been a real struggle lately. I feel paralyzed and terrified to take the next steps. I’ve felt the depression and anxiety come roaring back, leaving my head fuzzy and out of sorts. Holding on and praying.
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I don’t know if I’m allowed to use this hashtag,
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but I’m on day 2 and this is hard and I’m just putting it out there bc it feels very lonely
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Sitting in my dark kitchen, drinking hot strong coffee and listening to a thunderstorm move in. Good morning day 51.
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Good night fam. Sober to bed for the 13th night in a row. See you tomorrow for 14!
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A year and a half ago I started on a journey. I was afraid, angry, hurting and broken. I had nothing left, I’d lost everything. I thought my only way out was death. Until I saw a speck of light and held onto it with all my strength.
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#wedorecover
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Day 12. Focusing on reading and going to meetings. I have 12 days sober y’all. 12 days!
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The pic on the left is 3 days before I got sober. The right is today at 128 days sober. The blessings of recovery. I can’t stop crying.
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Day 717. Today I would have bought drugs if I could. I would have given up nearly two years. I would have lied. I would have broken myself for the last time.
But I fucking didn’t.
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THIRTY DAYS! 30. Thirty days. I’m very emotional
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yes I absolutely stayed up until midnight.
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Hiding in the car at soccer practice, sobbing. Day 438 feels like day three. I hate this.
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Tonight I go to bed sober for the 7th night in a row. I am grateful.
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Today is 6 months off marijuana, 189 days off stimulants, and 176 days fully sober. I can still feel the desperation and fear. The panic. I can also feel it’s not who I am any more. Incredibly grateful today.
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Soccer practice for 6 year old's starts tonight. Pray for us. ⚽️🤣
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Day 124. Woke up sober. I have people who love me. For that I am grateful.
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I am so overwhelmed by how much love and support
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has given me. I was so scared to tweet that yesterday. Y’all came through and I’m so grateful for all of you. Day 3.
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It’s been a hard day of brutal honesty, accountability and self reflection. My sobriety date has been reset, but my progress hasn’t. Let’s do this
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I’m just over here quietly counting days. I am grateful for 17 months sober.
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Tonight I almost relapsed. I messaged my sponsor (didn’t call) and went to a meeting. My sponsor showed up at the meeting. She told me she loved me. She told me I’m not a burden. I am very grateful for her. 💜💜 Tomorrow is day 18.
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Day 4. Kicked my ass. I still did it. And took care of my family. And drank water. And cried. I still did it. This is the longest I’ve gone with substances in over ten years. I’m doing it
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I’ve isolated myself into nothingness again. Not reaching out, not talking to anyone, not showing up. This is such an ongoing battle for me. I hate it so much.
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Today in front of God and everyone, my step daughter hugged me and told me she loved me. For the first time. That is what recovery has given me today. I am deeply, emotionally grateful.
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Another 5 meetings. Still cried a lot. Told my sponsor my deepest shame. Survived. Ate sushi. And that's Day 28. See you tomorrow for Day 29
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fam. I love you all.
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Learned some things today. Reset to zero. I slipped. I knew it immediately and took action to stop it. But today is Zero. Meeting at 2.
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Day 185. Am I eating pudding for breakfast? Yes, yes I am. But I added fresh raspberries so it’s totally healthy.
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Nothing about this day has gone the way I had planned. Still surviving. Still sober.
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Just heard in a meeting "How free do you want to be" and I started crying uncontrollably. So yeah, day 19 🤘
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Yesterday I raked leaves. Today I shovel snow. It the most Michigan thing to ever happen to me
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Good morning Day 11. Feeling fragile but determined. Let’s do this.
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Day 53: Today I learned that just because you have long term sobriety doesn't mean you're happy, joyous and free.
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Today I admit I am powerless over alcohol and drugs and my life has become completely fucking unmanageable. I surrender.
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Tonight I go to bed grateful for my ten days. I love you all 💜
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It feels appropriate to write a gratitude list tonight. I am grateful for 125 days sober. I am grateful for my family, who surround me with love & laughter. I am grateful for the incredible women I have met. Women strong enough to hold up the sun and the moon. ☀️🌙❤️
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I am tired. I have been tired for such a long time. I’m scared I don’t have the fortitude to fight this battle. I can’t take another failure.
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Had a rough few days. Today I went into the woods and walked the trails until I felt better.
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Feeling a bit sad tonight. I'm allowing myself to simply feel it, to be in it. I don't have to run from it. Sometimes things are sad. That's okay. I am also grateful for my 15 days. I'm proud of myself.
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Today in a meeting the speaker said we have to chase our sobriety just like we chased our drug. Chasing my drug brought me to the darkest places. Why am I so willing to run headfirst into the darkness and so afraid to even consider the light?
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3 meetings, 1 deleted tweet, lots of crying, lots of feelings, 86 new slogans. Day 30. That's what it looked like.
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See you tomorrow for Day 31.
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A few things I’m grateful for, in no particular order: My husband & puppy, my sponsor, 36 days, my home group, a roof and food, my body, Hope. ❤️ See you tomorrow for day 37.
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There's been a lot today. I am feeling things. Bowl of sobriety ice cream and history documentaries with my husband and puppy. See you tomorrow for day 35
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Day 191. Going to meet the kids and be with them as they walk into their first day of 5th and 2nd grade. I couldn’t have done this 192 days ago.
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Well this has been interesting. Feeling the support and encouragement! Day 84.
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Went to 5 meetings. Cried all day. Angry all day. Grieving all day. Afraid all day. Day 27. This is what it looked like.
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Tonight I am grateful to keep it simple. I am grateful for a furry puppy who snuggles up beside me. I am grateful for my husband with his unwavering support. Day 337.
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Good morning Day 56. Sitting in the kitchen, drinking coffee and journaling. Everyone else is still asleep. Soaking up the quiet.
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Just left meeting. Sponsored up. I have to work the fucking steps. I want a life where I have laughter and joy.
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And just like that 🫰🏼 it’s 20 months. I am filled with an unbelievable gratitude. And my heart has been touched by grace.
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Day 47. Woke up sick. Again.
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I also want to say that I'm 60 days off amphetamines, which is a huge deal.
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My dad is coming to visit. He hasn't known me sober in 15 years. I'm not panicking (narrator: she was, in fact, panicking).
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I need to disclose something. Alcohol isn’t my doc. I’m not ready to put out what is yet. I’m so shaky and scared.
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Well the Ghirardelli Squares aren’t gonna make it to stocking stuffers. Someone ate them all. (Me. It was me).
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Today I am grateful for an incredible group of people, who I have never met, who are cheering for me to succeed. 😭❤️ I love you all.
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Day 202. I’m awake. Woke up at 4:30am. So incredibly amazing. My eyes hurt
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Today I used my mortar and pestle for the first time since getting sober. It took 319 days before I felt strong enough. It may seem small, but it’s a big deal for me.
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