okay so boom 140lb weight loss and a complete identity 180 face edition
these are both terrible pictures of me but i keep it raw and real here on x dot com
this day last year vs today
ik y’all bout to come for me for this one cause i’m still big but cmon 😭 if u say there isn’t a difference ur either fuckinf stupid or blind this is a 70lb diff 😭😭 bffr rn
some of y’all might unfollow but my goal is not to be underweight
im losing weight to what i think is beautiful personally which is 20-22
fuck what society thinks is beauty
the standard is always changing so im gonna do what i want
recovering at 170ish pounds is kinda hard for me to accept
but i have to remember i have already lost 130lbs and i did it extremely unhealthily and i an suffering the consequences
the disorder is telling me it’s too early but i’m telling me it’s time
@tvgirlenjoyer_
i mean she is probably eating enough cals to maintain yhat weight u dont have to eat under 1000 to be skinny and most naturally skinny ppl dont they eat their maintenance which is like 1800+
in addition to this, i want to live
not just get by
i couldn’t live when i was morbidly obese and i wouldn’t be able to live underweight either
i want to be happy
some of y’all might unfollow but my goal is not to be underweight
im losing weight to what i think is beautiful personally which is 20-22
fuck what society thinks is beauty
the standard is always changing so im gonna do what i want
if some of you could accept that it might take longer than youd like to reach your goals, you wouldnt be in so much misery
take it slow, build the right habits, and you will get there
BACKGROUND ☆
growing up, i was severely neglected and abused. my mother would starve me for extended periods purposefully. we were also poor, so food was scarce as is. this made me develop an obsession with food that would haunt me for years to come.
idk who needs to hear this but eating less than 1.3k cals is not a normal
it’s ⭐️ving
babies need more than that
pls don’t feel like you have to eat 1k or less to be valid in your disorder
you are actively hurting yourself
don’t compare yourself to sick ppl
just a reminder u won’t gain if u don’t eat over ur maintenance cals
doesn’t matter what u eat
u cannot gain body fat eating at ur maintenance and below it’s not scientifically possible
i am immune to fatphobes i am literally a fat person LOSING WEIGHT!! A FAT PERSON DIETING !! u can’t tell me anything that i don’t already know or i’m not already doing so u just look stupid as fuck
if any of y’all struggle with dark inner thighs or 🐱 this shit will save ur life fr
it’s gentle on the skin and it literally like bleaches ur skin
it’s all natural tho it’s amazing
i saw results in like a week
DISCLAIMER ‼️
this is an informative thread. a lot of you guys have dm’d me asking for this thread, and i have been hesitant because i do not want to promote these behaviors, so PLEASE DO NOT DO WHAT I DID.
i now struggle with side effects from my methods.
THE BEGINNING 。・°°・
jan-feb 23’ i started out healthily. i was eating around 1.8k-2k and going to the gym. i mostly did cardio with a few leg days thrown in there. i slipped up quite a few times, but i lost abt 20lbs in a month.
RECENTLY ✿
when i hit 200lbs, i decided to fast for 100hrs. i got to 192.6lbs beginning of feb. i ended up experiencing what i believe to be extreme hunger. since then, i have been plateauing on low cals.
if ur fatphobic u can’t come for me
especially when u talk about how much u “binge” all the time on ur page
girly u have more fat behavior than me shhh