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i want blood, guts, and angel cake

blk🇳🇬 8teen she/her bulimic
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
what I’ve noticed is that most people irl don’t even have thigh gaps
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
i just reached the weight i thought was gonna be my ugw…fucking sickening cause i thought i was fr gonna be skinny
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
ok but why post this
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
i wore low rise jeans to school today and this girl goes “wow you must have so much confidence to wear those”EXCUSE ME?? i didnt think I looked THAT bad😭the audacity people have istg
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@fatbitxchh
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i fantasize about looking so sick and skinny to the extent that my dad finally cares abt me and has tears in his eyes begging me to eat bc he doesn’t want me to die
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
not even to sound like a pick me gatekeeping bitch but why is everyone going around saying they have an ed. like almost every body and their mother has bad body image and shit but that doesn’t mean you have a full blown DISORDER. this shit isn’t lighthearted and quirky
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
net cals is what really matters right??? like eating 900cals and burning 700 from exercise is the same as eating 200 with no exercise? right???
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
“how i lost 15lbs in 10days: a thread 🧵” and the entire thread is just a long ass way of saying they starved and worked out
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
very short🧵 before and afters of me
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
LMFAO WHAT
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
hear me out…
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
i have so much respect for people that high res cause i could never. like wdym your daily intake is 300 calories😀
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
bye i went to dollar tree and as i was paying the cashier was like “oh my god you’re so skinny” and I just awkwardly laughed and she starts fake crying??and then called her coworker to see how skinny i was😭 i can’t make this shit up
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
pls my hairdresser was like youve lost so much weight are you not eating? and i was like haha lol i do eat. And she’s like you’re too skinny you need to start eating more and she goes and orders pizza for me… I DONT EANNA EAT PIZZA PLS IVE FINALLY NOT BEEN BINGING
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
i feel like shit when i restrict i feel like shit when i binge i feel like shit when i purge i feel like shit when i starve i just always feel like shit i cant do this anymore
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
@iamdolly it’s giving “erm…i just did a bad thing🥺”
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@fatbitxchh
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3 years
Purging? No❌ Fingering my throat? Yes ✅😩
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
the way all my problems would be solved if i had a treadmill at home
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@fatbitxchh
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2 years
@hungrybitch02 23cals🥰 rt if you want the recipe!!!
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1 year
guys how many absences do you have from school (i need to make myself feel better)
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1 year
i broke down in my moms arms abt how i hated myself and didn’t like my body and i wanted to tell her abt my ed but then she goes “but you’re skinny you have no idea the lengths people go to for your body. they literally starve themselves” and that killed me
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
is halo top actually good or are y’all lying
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1 year
“what app is this?” and the app is lose it
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
is it fun getting high by yourself
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
twitter please get rid of views. that shit is so embarrassing
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
this. this is exactly what I want to look like
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
yas
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1 year
gym pic cause the abs r lowkey abbing
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1 year
@skinily if it was anyone else that said this I would’ve taken it as a compliment but this girl is always coming for me😭 like the other day I brought a salad to school and she was like “goddamn that’s a big salad someone must be hungry” im used to it by now😭😭
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
this pic does something to me
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
my friend said his adhd meds gave him temporary anorexia…TEMPORARY ANOREXIA??? just say you lost your appetite and go😭
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
guys be honest. is my torso abnormally short?
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
screaming crying throwing up. and my mom is making puff puff now
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
bc cause im finally losing🥳 just reducing the amount of times i b/p has made sm of a difference mentally and physically for me
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1 year
gettin ready to go to the beach 😁
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1 year
stop bodychecking in the school bathroom challenge go!
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1 year
this smacked omg. new safe food fr just 240 cals
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
losing weight is so easy. literally just starve yourself it’s not that hard. why cant I do it
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
tiktok comments are so outta pocket
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
GUYS LOOK AT MY LEGS NOW.
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1 year
i was cussing at my little sister’s bullies and all they could say was “shutup youre so skinny”… pls like I’m not gonna take that as a compliment💀
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1 year
my boy bsf who has a gf added my tiktok to his favorites😀 pls im not tryna be a home wrecker
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
@calskill3r this has been a debate on edtwt for too long im tired😭
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
NEW LW LETS FUCKING GO
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1 year
i hate how pissy this disorder makes me. I’m always so mad at everything and everyone and I keep lashing out at people
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i don’t get how people c/s cause ive tried but my fatass always ends up swallowing 😭
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1 year
i see a bc of someone who is obvi not skinny and the comments are like oh my gosh you’re so tiny or you’re so thinspo!!! which makes me not believe yall in the comments of my bodychecks cause y’all just be LYINGGG
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
look what my dad sent me 😭the day this man finds out I have an ed…
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
how do i get on ed pinterest
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
intuitive eating my ass. my body doesn’t fucking know what it wants
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
i genuinely thought i could stop whenever i wanted
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
bc// i wanna be in the 16s so bad
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
bc in school bathroom🤞 literally why am i so muscly i haven’t worked out a day in my life
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1 year
this top works wonders for me
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
y’all corny as hell
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do you guys ever binge early on the day and then you feel like there’s no point in restricting for the rest of the day so you just eat everything in sight bc same
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@fatbitxchh
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i waste my calories on the dumbest shit it’s actually sad
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
JUST LOOK and it’s my fav color too
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
grades high bmi low😫
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1 year
calling sh “playing fruit ninja” is lowkey corny
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
i was watching a tiktok i made and my bod from the side caught me so off guard
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athena
1 year
ok i deleted the beach post cause people were calling me a bitch for posting it cause my friends were in the pic. my friends aren’t even fat and we all posted the pic publicly but i see where people are coming from so yeah leave me alone i love my friends!
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1 year
HELP?????
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1 year
“sideways for attention longways for results” what the fuck does that even mean
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1 year
in love w the neck line of this top
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@beakcals literally what I was thinking
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
ive had such a productive day today so far i feel on top of the world
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1 year
idc how didsorded i get. i am not using a cassie audio on tiktok. “i didnt eat for three days so i could be lovely 🥺” fiytb
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posted these on the gram
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aint no way the worst ed symptom just happened to me…
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1 year
I asked my sister if i could post this pic for my spam insta and she goes “no your legs look like this meme” WHAT??????
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me coming to edtwt to ask a question that can easily be answered by a google search
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bc
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@fatbitxchh
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i wish i was a tiny petite 5’3 girl i hate being 6’1” i feel ginormous
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I wish the days would go by faster, I’m tired of waiting to lose weight
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my friends lunch… 2 rice cakes, blueberries and vitamin water…kms
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@fatbitxchh
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~get worse diet accountability~
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kms
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@fatbitxchh
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my binge belly is actually fucking insane rn
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BIG 17
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@fatbitxchh
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MY BEST FRIEND THREW ME A SURPRISE BDAY PARTY LAST NIGHT I LITERALLY CRIED. IT WAS PINK THEMED AND EVERYTHING
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abt to devour this
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@fatbitxchh
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help i ghosted my bestfriend for a week cause i wasnt in the right mental headspace to talk to anyone and I finally apologized and she told me she still loved me and now she’s sending me tiktoks like nothing happened I love her sm
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@fatbitxchh
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idc idc i see a slight difference
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
haven’t had time to follow people back so reply to this if youre active and want to be moots🫶🏾
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@fatbitxchh
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1 year
just found out my little sister cuts herself and im so mad. i know i shouldn’t be cause I’ve ive gone through this too but I’m so fucking mad. i don’t even mean to invalidate her feelings but I know it’s my fault cause shes always looked up to me
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my dad just bodychecked me…you know that thing that we do where we wrap our hands round our thighs…yeah he did that to me and was like omg your legs are so skinny 😀
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fat people that have a thigh gap are actually gods favorite
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aphrodite blessed y- STFU
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i hate how the phrase “i wanna kms” has lost all shock value
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this old lady at the gym just came up to me and grabbed my braids and was like wow is this your real hair I love it😍…we still doing this shit in 2023
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me waiting for the usual roster to like my tweet
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@fatbitxchh
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lunch😍😍😍
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this is my last straw
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