`` ~ ୨୧ ♡ · unpinning when i reach 60kg

being sick is so boring like i don’t have the energy to do anything but i feel so unproductive and gross so anything that would feel fun feels like a waste and boring

11:11 make a wish mine is to be skinny

idk how many calories i ate today but i did have a lot of protein + more water than ive been having. i’m going to start an accountability thread tomorrow to make me unpin my pinned post

breakfast! 245 cals // 37g protein

breakfast before vs after (it’s a poached egg, and turkey bacon that i only had 1 piece of, and i did not add syrup to the pancakes)

normal eating today (at least until i can maybe go lay down when i get home) because my mom is starting to catch on about me not eating enough

i miss my scale i’ve been fantasizing about it for like hours now instead of sleeping i just wish i was at home

guys yesterday i asked my older cousin to lie to my family and tell them i ate dinner when i didn’t and hes actually the goat cause he did and i only had to eat a little bit of food yesterday 🙏🙏

i forgot to show you guys everything i ate yesterday so here was my accidental OMAD that im so incredibly grateful it turned out to be just this

i must be really hungry cause they’re cooking bacon rn and it smells good and i don’t even like bacon 😭

my mother is forcing me to eat food and she called me out for only eating 1/4th of a sandwich all day… oopsies

my mother just asked if i wasn’t eating to try and lose weight and that felt too close so now im going to share 1/2 of a croissant sandwich with her

going to be getting on the plane soon, i am scared for whenever this f4st will end cause idk what food i might be given and im scared in advance

losing scale access after tomorrow morning until sunday night and i’m not excited + i’m going to be with people for every meal. i hope we don’t have to go out for dinner much

guys, how disordered would you consider this because i think either it’s extremely or not at all. my phone died before i could take a photo of my food so i used my moms phone to take a photo of both my meal + my leftovers to send to myself so i could post it here 😭

birthday omad ordered vs eaten (+ a bit of a brownie they gave us as a free desert and i had 1/2 of another piece of garlic bread. my mom and i shared our meals, and they brought each half out on its own plate which is why it looks like so much 😭)

first stop completed 🥰🥰

i’m so excited to go to lcbo and a dispensary asap 🥰

i just got off the phone with a relative who has called me for my birthday and the piece of advice i was given was “things get better. get pregnant, that’s the solution to a bunch of problems women have… and the cause of a bunch more” 😭😨