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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
10 months
w/o going through my acc what bmi do my thighs look???
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
july vs august
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1 year
am i tripping or are my chestbones a little slightly visible?
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
2 years
i did this in 19 days i can so it again
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
2 years
pizza is pretty low cal if you eat only one slice
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
i made 5 calorie “ice cream” its more like a sorbet but still 1000/10
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
10 months
does it look like i have lost?
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
tw: bc what bmi do my thighs look?
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
Thinspo??? Bonespo even? Damn look at the thighgap
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
1 year
tw: bc what bmi do my thighs look?
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
1 year
NO FUCKING WAY😭😭😭😭
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
2 years
OMG IT WORKED i rubbed two rice cakes together so they’ll become thinner and lower in calories at first they were 16 grams (8 each) which is between 30 to 33 calories and i was able to reduce them to 11grams (one 5 and one 6g) which is 19 and 23 calories each. also the powder/
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
wait i have a genius idea
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
Idk how but starving feels good
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
how many cals do yall think😭????
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
look at my 45 calorie lunch
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
not losing 10lbs a day? in pride month? HOMOPHOBIC
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
@PUPRlKA to keep them closed and prevent them from getting infected or reopened but taking them off hurts like shit
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
2 years
Alright edtwt reply this and I'll make you a diet based on the vibe you (your layout) give off <3 non edtwt dni
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
that was left from rubbing them together i kept so could use it as “rice flour” but not sure if it’s going to work also i can eat less cheese (any toppings) with my rice cakes now and it wont only taste like plain rice cakes IM SO HAPPY
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1 year
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
how do i lose 4kgs in 3 days then maintain for a month and go crazy again and lose another 5kgs in a week then maintain for a month and lose 5kgs in a week till my ugw then maintain
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@IceyJady @myoxc i ate between 500~1000 most of the days but binged like once or twice a week😭 also i fasted as much as i could like 20/4 16/8 and worked out for 30 minutes max 3 or 4 times a week i also purged after every meal (please don’t my stomach is genuinely fucked now) i was also fasting
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
@glossdiet i lowkey got pissed off watching this😭
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
FUCK YOU
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@pnkmancalz i was rubbing for like half an hour😭
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nix (semi recovery)
10 months
im bmi 9s its not a functioning bmi i dont wanna die
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@zeezsowner ew stop overestimating
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
the rice flour didn’t work you should also add a little all purpose flour
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
ALSO add vanilla extract
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
@airkgs atp im morbidly obese
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
2 years
im muting this cause its scary😭 i mostly did sit ups as a workout and max 8k steps for yall asking
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@IceyJady @myoxc i ate between 500~1000 most of the days but binged like once or twice a week😭 also i fasted as much as i could like 20/4 16/8 and worked out for 30 minutes max 3 or 4 times a week i also purged after every meal (please don’t my stomach is genuinely fucked now) i was also fasting
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
2 years
50g of protein for 265 cals????? holy shit
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
looking at them now it disgusts me how i can see the chunks of fat around my armpit era
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
GUYYYYS i did this again i was able to reduce eat rice cake into 4 grams which is half of an actual rice cake which means two rice cakes for the calories of one🫨
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@zflbs football fans🚩🚩🚩🚩
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@TWICESP0 stop overestimating your calories😡
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@heathencals this is what yall mean while tweeting bmi 25 thighs bmi 18 arms
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2 years
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
NOOOOO I WAS GONNA TWEET THIS ON MY TWT CIRCLE
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
i want an edtwt buddy so we can weight in together everyday share our cals intake wieiad our workouts etc it sounds toxic but please hi hello🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
1 year
what if i told ya’ll all these cookies has less than 15 calories with +3 grams of protein
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
don’t bully me😢
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@47kilosdown we dont have them were i live
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
GUYS recommend me monster ultra flavours i’ve only ever had the ultra and it tasted horrible
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
my first hater omg💪
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
How tf some of y’all have dni if fatphobic in your bios and post fatspo😭??
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
why did yall bookmark😟
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
@pseudothin if you like the taste of coffee YEEEES
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
me when i can’t function properly on <250 cals a day
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
its bmi 19s vs 15s idrk tho bc idk my height accurately
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
@_deaddove_ around 9kgs and my intakes weren’t steady but if i didn’t binge it would be somewhere between 300-600 i used to b/p alot during july that made me swell and become puffy like shit but reduced it to almost 0 which helped me alot with the swelling and i was rotting in bed all day
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@IceyJady @myoxc i ate between 500~1000 most of the days but binged like once or twice a week😭 also i fasted as much as i could like 20/4 16/8 and worked out for 30 minutes max 3 or 4 times a week i also purged after every meal (please don’t my stomach is genuinely fucked now) i was also fasting
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nix (semi recovery)
11 months
im 33.7kgs which means i have entered the bmi 12s if im +162cm
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
STOLEN FROM TL but reply and I’ll design this lil kitty based on your layout
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
I dont look fat. I AM FAT
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
Like when your stomach rowwwrs
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
@antikcalprodick hardest food poll in the entire edtwt history
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@f4twhorse the girl in this pics was actually arrested bc of editing and posting herself on social media she's in jail now
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nix (semi recovery)
10 months
im trying to recover
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
@_deaddove_ around 9kgs and my intakes weren’t steady but if i didn’t binge it would be somewhere between 300-600 i used to b/p alot during july that made me swell and become puffy like shit but reduced it to almost 0 which helped me alot with the swelling and i was rotting in bed all day
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
you got it wrong babe
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nix (semi recovery)
11 months
look at the meow meow cat i found on my walk yesterday
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nix (semi recovery)
11 months
say hi to her
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2 years
@dino_kcals this is kinda triggering
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nix (semi recovery)
10 months
slowly killing myself with this stupid ass disorder
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2 years
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
bobobobobobo
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
i wanna be 36 kgs so i can say ive lost half my body weight
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
look at my eyeeee
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
Guys someone just told me that having an eating disorder is not healthy. So I decided to stop having an ed yall should do the same i bet you didnt know.
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
how many calories do yall think she has??? im desperate please give me an estimate
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@liviastarves i counted it as 800😭
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nix (semi recovery)
10 months
i disgust myself my face, my body, everything; i hate hate hate what i have done. PLEASE recover if you still can you’re never gonna stop losing and recover suddenly when you reach your ugw. its not worth it istg.
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nix (semi recovery)
10 months
i love my moots🤭🪻🪲👾👾🕷️🪲🐝🦗🪱🥩🍇🦟🐛👺😭🪻🪰🐠🍀🐌🎲💞💕💖💘💓💗
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@suci666_ nah its gonna become smaller and gets finished faster
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
@dewkals yes and it made my constipation 100 times worse
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2 years
a hit tweet yall
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
@skinnyatheartt noooo don’t expose us
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
AIRFRY YOUR PROTEIN BARS omgggg
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
Edtwt im making a gc so we can try this diet together (from monday) bc ill def give up if i do it by myself Soooo reply if you’re in Dont let this flop im begging PLZ MAKE SURE YOUR DMS ARE OPEN
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
I CAN WRAP MY FINGERS AROUND MY UPPER ARM
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nix (semi recovery)
11 months
@leosdiet HOLYSHIT you upgraded it like 9999x time omg omg
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
i think i have fucked my metabolism for good cause why the fuck am i gaining while restricting on <300
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
“Last binge fr fr” gotta be the joke of the year
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
this is like my favourite snack and its less than 30 cals
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@coveroisin Go lower then eat whatever i want till i get to my ugw again
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nix (semi recovery)
11 months
i actually do feel like this lol not this intense but sometimes it feels like my ED is the only thing im doing in my life atm and it’s somehow the only focus and purpose of my life
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nix (semi recovery)
10 months
apparently my body is ugly and disgusting for other people
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
@escitalophram is that even legal 😭
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
@crystalsnpurge if they weight you with cloth on put stuff into your pockets like metallic things and drink tons of water (i peed my pants last i did this omg it was so embarrassing) someone said soaked pads in bra but its so risky idk
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@f3paq
nix (semi recovery)
1 year
hello new oomfs who followed me, look at this awsome octopus i found on tumblr
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
Me when i gained after fasting for a day
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
Edtwt comment or drop something and ill draw you badly based on how i think you look. Please please please
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
why the fuck non disordered people think people with eds are scared of food😭😭😭
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the hilarious ross matthews
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A lot of people would be scared here. A lot of people would be scared and I’ll name them
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
you dont get it
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nix (semi recovery)
2 years
Me when me when
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nix (semi recovery)
10 months
interact with me plplplease i need new oomfs and mooties
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nix (semi recovery)
1 year
ended at 120 sth
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