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decaying celiac vegan ⋆ 23 ⋆ ed diary ⋆ 157cm ⋆ she/her

〘 hw: 227 ↠ cw: 121.6 lbs 〙
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
i wish people would understand that saying medical fatphobia is real is not the same as HAES. a close family friend is currently dying of a brain tumour that went undiagnosed until she lost the ability to walk/eat because they blamed all symptoms on her weight.
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
this actually made me tear up i remember this feeling so clearly :(
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
i’ve never seen trish look so defeated i feel like she’s gonna give in to the LA ozempic epidemic she’s been so mean to herself lately :((
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
NESSA ⁉️
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
oh my GODDD the quotes are so annoying you realize this is EDTWT right i’m talking about tearing up because this triggered me back to being fucking bmi 42 and remembering how awful I FELT 💀💀
@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
this actually made me tear up i remember this feeling so clearly :(
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
@bellesdiet omg yr giving me so much hope for my lips 😭 they def fit your face better !!!
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
if this had been caught earlier she really might have had a chance but they turned her away multiple times until a nurse friend went with and forced them to run tests. she has 3 kids and 2 grandchildren, and she’s not even 50 yet :(
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
not to mention she’s one of the best people i’ve ever met, and the reason she’s gained weight over the years was due to dedicating her life to keeping her suic¡dal daughter alive, bc she attempts almost everytime she’s left alone. she did everything for others :(
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
but because she’s “fat” she got shut down by doctors about her concerns until it was too late. and now her daughter will probably end up offing herself at the end of all this, it’s so fucking unfair. she deserved so much better.
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
this is such a cry for help on her part i hope people close to her are looking out for her :(
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
@girrlshrinking SAME :( i’m glad she’s being open about it though i hope g¡venchy makes her custom boots she deserves them ‼️
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
IVE OFFICIALLY LOST 100LBS IM IN TEARS
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
@crystalsnpurge i really hope so ahhh :((
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
okay am i the crazy one here or is this the furthest thing from a “snack” plate 😭 like i’m genuinely so confused is this not just a large meal ?!!!!
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
not the ana economics 😭😭
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
@sidedish0fkate everyday i open this app and see your legs get noticeably smaller each time it’s truly incredible 😭
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@elengelic
marina ❁
11 months
been maintaining at bmi 22.8 for a lil min now, i hate the weight that my loose skin adds 😖
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
rice is such a safe food of mine <3 156 cals including the soy aminos, i know most of u never touch rice anymore but it’s really not as bad as ppl make it out to be </3 and it’s so comforting, like i would 200% rather eat this than 5 rice cakes, so worth it 🙏🏻
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
520 cals and 76gs of vegan protein :) i need to go back on my orthorexic shit i feel so good
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
i’ve convinced my parents over the years that this is the normal amount of drinks to have and we’re now getting a special drink fridge ❤️
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
oh my god i’m genuinely SO SAD :( but also shoutout to her for being so open and vulnerable about this because so many people go through it alone. it was clothing shopping that triggered my relapse to the point where i’ve lost 100lbs, it fucks you up :(
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
this actually made me tear up i remember this feeling so clearly :(
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
100 fucking pounds GONE. that was the biggest dream i’ve ever had, i remember at my hw laying in bed at night picturing the instagram posts i would make, the outfits i would wear, what my friends would say (spoiler you lose them all), and the day is finally here <3
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
KIMBERLY???
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
@xscats no fr cause why am i a consistent medium at bmi 26 😭 and i can fit in smalls sometimes too like???
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
my back profile at 227 lbs vs 150 lbs (today) 🫶
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@elengelic
marina ❁
11 months
i made the BEST muffins with gf pumpkin bread mix, a can of coke zero sugar, and a lil extra gf baking flour 🩷 and a simple maple sugar glaze on top !!
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
was gonna fast yesterday but i never refuse a man taking me out to dinner so i got thai red curry with tofu for my omad instead 😻
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@elengelic
marina ❁
11 months
smoked tofu with fried mushrooms on gluten free sourdough with vegan parm and balsamic glaze 🫶
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
not to mention the vast majority of bad things she’s done were when she was on hard drugs and so unbothered about living that she would do anything to feel seen and get attention, and we should all remember not to attribute to malice what can be attributed to blatant stupidity:)
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
these zoodles r gonna carry me to 127lbs <3
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
this isn’t low cal necessarily but it IS the best vegan chocolate milk i’ve ever had 🫶
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
review dropping soon she’s just spending an hour in the freezer for peak chill levels ❤️
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
i could write a whole dissertation on this photo and female rage
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
today was the first day i’ve ever been able to fit the rings that have been passed down on my moms side for generations and she actually teared up with happiness i hadn’t even realized that was something that made her sad before :( but i’m so obsessed with them <3
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
oh my god i am officially no longer obese :’) my starting bmi was literally 43 this feels unreal
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
@kloudynoirana @whelveny this actually breaks my heart i’m so sorry that this happened to you :( it’s so unfair and fucked up, nobody deserves to be treated like that.
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
lost a lb overnight and now i’m .3 lbs away from being OFFICIALLY 100lbs down !!!
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
look at this pj set i got from old n @vy for literally $4 ?! it’s a kids XL i’m OBSESSED????
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
@wishfulxthinnin honestly disordered people thinking other people clock that is just us projecting 😭 people check for allergies, sugar bc diabetes, vegan, non-gmo, no ingredients u can’t pronounce, etc like SO many different things, live ur truth and read everything 🫶
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
pre pilates 🩰
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
omg i figured out how to add my lose it cals to my apple watch face i’m obsessed with this <33
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
like yes she’s without a doubt said things that were racist and fetishized certain groups but as someone who’s watched her for 8+ years it clear she’s literally just dumb and uneducated, anytime someone takes the time to explain to her a complex social situation … +
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
he knows i’m disordered do y’all think he cares about me at all 😭 this actually hurt lowkey 🥴
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
everyone in the comments being like … that’s TINY 😡 … normalize portions like this at restaurants please god
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
omg my dad told me he found a pasta place in LA that he wanted me to try and i was so stressed but then THIS was the menu 😭<3 an0rexic dream fr i-??? literally full meals under 100 cals whoever runs this place belongs here
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
i’m not actually crying over 6k boots i don’t believe those should even exist, but i see a HUMAN who’s struggling and honestly humiliated in front of the world, and i relate to that feeling deeply :( being able to turn off your compassion like that is not a flex, do better🩷
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
first day of work today was so good!!!!!living laughing and loving actually
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
i genuinely cannot believe my size is a small now. and even my boss just automatically handed me a shirt in a small THATS INSANE???? i had bought a few 3xl pieces at my hw… i’m gonna have body dysmorphia forever 😍
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
@dietedibles it rly is LMAO, also it’s giving irl hot not just very specific angles on the internet hot so winner x2
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
so obsessed with my lamp <3
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
back on my 888 diet plan <3 i successfully maintained for 2 months just to prove to myself that i could and give my loose skin a chance to catch up, but i’m ready to get Real Skinny now :’)
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
i cant believe i’m bmi 25.8 i KNOW that’s massive on here but after being bmi 42 it means a lot to me :’)
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
omg my first progress pics on here vs now (unposed!!) i’m 😀 i’m like 90lbs lighter than the very first photo now that’s CRAZY considering the difference isn’t rly that stark imo 😭
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
still so far to go but <3 ive lost like 40 pounds since that photo
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
just went ahead and scheduled a private skin removal consult because waiting for the public healthcare system in canada is a joke rn and i feel like i’m about to take a knife to my body myself 😍 i genuinely look so bad unposed it’s a joke
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
ok someone on here like a month ago said to dry brush your tits upwards to help with loose skin and sagging and THEY WERE RIGHT???? like it’s a legit night and day difference after a few weeks, i might not even want a lift done anymore?!?!?!?
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
controversial but i love being lovebombed sometimes 😭
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
eee!! i love the twit balloons every year fr it’s small but important 2 me 💖
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
@baasickate you look so pretty and sweet 😭 if you’re actually feeling bad about this gorg pic go on gettyimages rn and look at celebs candid and not photoshopped they would die to look like u 🫶
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
@pizzaomad that’s what it was originally supposed to be so ur not wrong!! but it definitely got taken over to now mean that you can Be Healthy At Every Size aka someone can be 400lbs and still healthy according to most HAES activists, which is objectively false :(
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
oh my fucking god there’s SO MANY DONUTS AT MY WORKPLACE … they BROUGHT THESE FOR ME AND MY ONE‼️ (1!) COWORKER ?!?! i love celiac so much actually i need a permanent block between me and these cause what the hell 😭😭
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
@xscats this literally would have sent 13 year old me into a coma.
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
i tried on the same dress 1 year apart in the right size :) XL vs small!
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
i give everyone one edtwt full permission to bully the one in the second pic she’s the WORST and bullied girls in highschool NONstop for being fat then gained a fuck ton of weight and decided to profit off it after traumatizing so many people, also a racist cheater!! nic0le zaj @c
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
i’m 15lbs away from being a normal weight i need to get my shit together and st @rve better 😐 i’ve literally never been normal since i have memory of my weight (first grade🙃) and hitting that milestone will be so vindicating for young me :’)
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
you only push them further away from the collective and make them feel like their current behaviour doesn’t matter, therefore they end up acting the same if not worse than before because there’s no point in trying. like guys i’m literally a c0mmun¡st over here…+
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
stonerexic hack take your multivitamins right before smoking because the high levels of vitamin C will get you higher 💖
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
and let’s her ask questions and doesn’t make her feel like she’s a complete idiot, you can tell she’s deeply compassionate. it’s actually extremely dangerous to label people who clearly have the ability to learn and be better as irredeemable…+
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
canadian moots if u have this cart brand at ur local dispensary… GET IT. the highest i’ve ever been from a cart and i’ve tried a TON. i have a high ass tolerance from smoking shatter for 3 years straight and this hits like nothing else
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
skinnyfat 🥴
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
i luv combing thru my hair a few times and getting this ❤️ having the real ed side effects while still overweight is such a JOKE
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
@sparkIyspice @lanasbIackswan @ziiggystarrdust YES thank you !!! i’ve been biting my tongue to not argue with people since i would probably start a Whole thing but ur entirely right, her sober is a completely different person i wish more people took the time to understand her past before criticizing her so harshly :(
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
next level tmi / nsfw dry brushing has helped my loose skin so much it actually tightened up my vag skin and somehow MOVED my cl¡t upwards with it?! i’ve had to move both of my long term fwbs hands upwards this week cause they go too low 😭😭😭
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@elengelic
marina ❁
11 months
anorexic and fat at the same time 😖😖😖 # weird
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
this is so real
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@elengelic
marina ❁
11 months
omfggg just learned that you can replicate expensive ass red light therapy using the right frequency of plant growing red lights,,, this is a game changer i gotta try it for loose skin!!!
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
thank u t break 💪🫶 im now 10lbs away from being a normal bmi it actually feels fucking unreal.
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
i hit 167 ive officially lost 60 pounds <3
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
i would kms without these i am So serious. canadian moots if u don’t have these stock UP and make a rule u have to eat at least 2-4 if u feel urself about to binge, they save me daily + no gelatin!!
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
@baasickate you would look hot fully bald even but i would def consider how your hair might not grow back in the same way you want bc of deficiencies :(
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
the amount of people that i’ve ran into at uni this sem that straight up don’t recognize me is actually so insane i didn’t think i looked that different but i can see in their eyes that they think i’m a literally stranger ?!
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
i genuinely don’t understand how this stuff is 64gs of protein for 280 cals but i simply won’t be questioning it ❤️
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
i think i need my belly button pierced the loose skin is decimating the vibes … how do i look obese with a thigh gap. this is a joke. also love my new jeans <3
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
trying to maintain my weight again to give loose skin a chance + still be able to fill out this dress properly in may 😭
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
okay when i hit 127lbs i’m getting my first tattoo in celebration 🫶 that’ll mean i’ve officially lost 100lbs and i wanna buy myself something meaningful :)
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
the world is healing
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
the hugging emoji (🫂) deserves a makeover fr like what is that??????
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
i’m actually so excited to work … i can’t believe this but like i’ve been unemployed for 4 years and i’ve barely talked to anyone since losing 100lbs, i can’t wait to see how i get treated compared to my ugly days cause i’ve already noticed massive changes
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
arm check 😐
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
MY NEIGHBOUR JUST RANDOMLY TOLD ME IVE LOST A LOT OF WEIGHT AND LOOKED REALLY GOOD 🙏 i love middle aged women who comment on weight loss they’re some of the only ones left and i need that validation 🤭
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@elengelic
marina ❁
2 years
my parents got my vday candy and they’re the cutest thing EVER and also 45 cals?!?! im actually upset this would be a new safe food if they were regularly available i even ate 1 of them before taking the pic 😭
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
i’ve gained a lot of new followers fast this last week so i haven’t followed a lot of people back yet so basically if ur over 18 and tweet your own thoughts often interact with me and i’ll fb! (not just retweets sorry babes love u guys tho i just like how personal my tl feels)
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
aaaaa i’m going clothes shopping with my mom today for a TON of new stuff since basically everything i own fits like this now :’) also at one point these pants were too small and i couldn’t even do them up 🙃
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@elengelic
marina ❁
1 year
@bellesdiet the biggest hack that got me my job was applying within a minute or so of the job being posted online!! capitalist hell fr but i’ve heard from a few people that it’s how they got theirs too 🥴🥴 like fr after an hour or so max i think they stop checking it’s SICK 😭
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