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25 | tw:ed | literally just a diary | 🍃
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Joined December 2022
@baasickate when you wake up, midnight feels like i’m cheating my way into eating more in one day.
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@rivieraa20 no bc this happened to me when i was at my highest weight 🤧 i think it was my brains coping mechanism lmaoo.
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@rivieraa20 i didn’t weigh myself often at all at my hw because i hated seeing it so it was easy to trick my brain into thinking i weighed so much less, but then when i started losing and weighing every other day it put it into perspective that i was notttt as small as i thought i was lmao.
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am i the only one on edtwt that doesn’t count netcals? like fr if my limit for the day is 700 and i burn 700 i’m still gonna log that i consumed 700, idk it just doesn’t feel like i’m actually losing it like there’s no way you burn it all off the same day you eat it.
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@cryingcalories2 i’ve had these before, it’s like a sort of chalky textured water. it’s kindaaa weird at first but if you find a flavor you like it’s not bad at all:).
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i’m not in any way fatphobic i have a high sw but this video annoyed tf out of me lmao being overweight IS a health concern and a serious issue i don’t get what people are missing from that.
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if my scale is right, i have lost 10lbs since last monday. that’s 10lbs in one single week wtfff.
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@cryingcalories2 like it has a thickness to it, but it’s dry. it definitely does feel the same way drinking cranberry juice does!.
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edtwt if you’re reading this go drink a glass of water <3 stay hydrated babes.
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morning routine = wake n bake and scroll through edtwt for motivation for the day.
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interact w this tweet if you want to be in my group chat 💌 18+ only, no minors xoxo.
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i think i’ve gotten past my binging faze (🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼) because it’s been a few months since the last time i did and now when i say im ‘binging’ i really mean i ate a full serving size of something lol.
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the way i love spicy food so much i would still eat this if i was binging.
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i eat one single 200cal meal and feel like i can see the fat growing on my body from it.
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when i started losing a lot in middle school when i had first developed my ed, my bestfriend at the time told me word for word “no i don’t want you to lose weight i’m gonna miss having a fat friend” i have never ever everrrr stopped thinking about that all these years lol 🙃.
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i eat 1 meal a day unless i’m fasting and typically keep that meal under 6-700cals so WHY am i not losing edtwt.
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y’all know that specific feeling when you’re in a depression episode where you just wish your mom was holding you and rubbing your back because that’s where i’m at rn and it hurts a lot lol.
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what are your go-to weight loss pills or supplements? like from amazon, target etc PLEASE.
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there was a point where i was weighing myself every day sometimes multiple times in a day and now even though i’m still losing it makes my skin crawl thinking about stepping on the scale bc no matter what number shows up i want to end it alllllll lol.
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daydreaming about August when i was purging every meal and c/s when i wanted to binge. i was doing so good that month and i’m bring that back !! 😤.
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omad today edtwt . 1 egg white - 17cal.1/2 cup strawberries - 24cal.1/3 cup grapes - 39cal.1/3 cup cantaloupe - 9cal . total - 89cal <3.
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i see so many ppl that say being on edtwt makes it harder for them to 🌟ve but it’s the opposite for me.
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being a stoner with an eating disorder is like youre adding another obstacle.
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edtwt is there anyone else who has a fear of drinking too much water a day bc of the water weight ??.
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does anyone know if bjelcat is okay? she’s been inpatient but hasn’t posted since the 24th of october, naturally i worry but i don’t want to message her bc it might be weird of me since i don’t know her personally :(.
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convinced that ppl who call obviously skinny ppl fat are simply just jealous it’s not them.
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it’s the way that I LOVE SPICY FOOD SO MUCH like to the point it makes me cry and sniffle while i eat it, butttt purging that??? oh hell nah.
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i’m finally getting back on track from the week of eating “normal” and i feel high on lifeee 🌟.
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all these “it’s so hard for me to gain weight” bitches are going to be my 13th reason why.
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for my 21+ edtwt babes, do y’all end your fast when you drink alcohol or do you keep it going? i personally keep it going but am curious how other people feel about ittt.
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as a kid i always told myself i would k!ll myself before the age 25. i’ll be 25 in march and i still want to die just as badly, but obvi haven’t done it. i wonder where i’ll be by the time march comes.
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healing processes are weird as fuck. yesterday morning i woke up from my sleep crying and screaming out about the situation im going through right now, this morning i woke up and my first thought was IDGAF about anythinggg 😊.
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@ar_ight exactly!! i feel guilty but also they probably have the same thoughts about me when im fluctuating and i remind myself we’re both just vry ill lol.
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ended a 32hr fast with a 800cal meal 😕 i feel so heavy and regret it but IT’S FINE.
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hearing a ballerina say that anything over a 1,000cal limit is for fat people triggered the fuck out of me.
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it’s about 11:30am and i’m 2/3 of the way done with my step goal for today.
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24hrs into a fast without realizing, i love when this happens 😋 it’ll probably be another 14hrs until i eat hopefully longerrr.
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i touch my ribs like every 30 seconds of the day just to make sure i can still feel them poking out and the layer of fat isn’t getting thicker.
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starving until i feel like edtwt won’t completely ruin my life if i posted a bodycheck lmao.
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not sure when i’ll break it but i am at the stage of fasting where im high on life rnnn so prob not until tomorrow
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my fav ed account is in recovery now, but she’s in the “shove recovery down everyone’s throat and make them feel stupid for having an ed” stage of recovery rn 😬.
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where are all my edtwt girlies that have hypothyroidism thoughhh, pls i need to speak with you lmaoo 😭.
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first full day fast in a while today 🥰 i usually go 24hrs in between so with that i eat an omad everyday recently. but i need to fkn get myself back into fasting days in a row ASAPPP.
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