@vixencals
the first time i fainted it was on a public bus which SUCKED ASS but then everyone was like "wow u rly need to eat more 😦!! have u eaten today??!" and i had just fasted for 2 days and i lowkey felt great about it later (after i got over the actual dizziness)
non disordered guy ik keeps congratulating me on my wl (he knows im disordered) and telling me its probably not an ed makes me want to be underweight so badly just so he actually fucking sees me as disordered
my dad just said he used to be worried about me because i was "really chunky" and he thought i would "grow up to be,, you know" and then he said "but [he's] not worried anymore because [I've] lost tons of weight this year" .....
@nanqji
@7vnko_
YES i had to eat like 90% of food and now i feel really like guilty for not finishing a plate even if im full,, like i feel like im wasting sm food
@psychwardkid
all ur recent tweets have actually made me so sad, ik this is weird but ur one of my favourite accounts on edtwt n u have been for a while :( i really hope you start feeling better soon
guys .. i have to admit something...
when im making a meal i usually dont weigh out the ingredients even tho i have a food scale i jst estimate cals and convince myself its right
moots request??
- 16 (idc abt u aslong as ur not like 12)
- im atleast semi active
- edtwt
- pls pls interact with me i hate feeling like im talking to the void 🥹
starving not only helps me lose weight but also save money. this means if i starve hard enough one day i will be able to purchase and look good in minga crop tops
holy fuck im irl skinny. i swear last time i looked at this i was chubby. the grasp this chart has over me is unhealthy and i will not rest until i am slender
guys i got this milk bread that 1. is so cute cos the slices are circles and 2. is 49cal/slice!!!?? i can have toast again without wanting to kay emm ess!!!!
" rules " :
1. any liquid is ok (incl protein shakes + soups)
2. stay under 800 cals as an absolute limit
3. personally I don't track cals of like "drinks" (hot chocolate, juice etc)
4. continue for as long as I can/until my parents stop me
5. post everything i 'eat' here :3
@vixencals
idk if this counts but when people make comments... like it feels so awkward in the moment but thinking abt it feels so validating. comments like "[name] never eats anything" "thats such a small portion!" "you've lost so much weight recently"
can someone explain in simple terms why i gain weight while im still technically eating in a defecit?? (i gain when i eat like 1200 cals) pls i am in hell
was talking to a mate about wl and i go "ive lost like 16kg" and he was like "that seems like enough, i don't think u need to lose any more" and then i weigh myself when i get home and ive lost another kg idk its funny to me