Diary of Lydia
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#lgbt #actuallyautistic #sober 🦋26🦋London🦋 she/her 🦋arthritis, pots, t1 diabetes, adhd, autism, Schizoaffective bipolar type, bpd, ednos, ptsd, anxiety 🦋
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Hi I’m Lydia I’m 25 and currently studying film production at university, I run a YouTube channel where I vlog daily life and talk openly about my struggles with mental illness. I also live in a mental health care home.
Check out my YouTube channel here
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Do you ever just want to curl up in a ball and stop existing?
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Took myself to my local weatherspoons, I’m trying to get more confident at eating out alone.
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hi i'm Lydia i'm 24 and currently living in a mental health care home, i make youtube videos talking openly about my chronic and mental health. it would mean the world to me if you could check out what i post and give this post a share. xox
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I take psychiatric medication and I’m not ashamed to say it literally gets me through the day
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I’m so proud of myself I bought some medication with the intention of overdosing on it but instead I opened my distraction box and sat using it for an hour and now the urge has passed.
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I passed my assignment! Fuck yes I get to graduate later this year! Holy fuck I’m happy.
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It needs to be said, surviving a suicide attempt is traumatic.
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Here’s a picture of my new tattoo. It’s a little rainbow
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Does anybody else have a friend that always has to be worse off? because I do and its doing my head in.
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I've officially handed in all my assignments from semester 1 with no extensions, pretty dam proud of myself
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My mum bought me light up rubber ducks for Christmas among other things
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Built the chair it’s literally taken me an hour to put together 😂😂😂 but I really like it 💕
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So I got a new tattoo my arm hurts but I like the tattoo
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Feeling really dissociated today been on 4 busses actually ate lunch now I’m running a hot bath and then I’m gonna try and sleep for a bit. God I hate feeling like this!
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Do you ever just sit there and wonder how you got to this point
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So I live in a mental health care home, it’s given me so much independence since leaving inpatient. I get support with things I struggle with, and the staff here are loverly. This was 100% the right placement for me.
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Okay so I’m getting sick of people telling me to come off my meds FUCK YOU!
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So there was a time when I was working (yes I’ve had jobs before) that I went private for my mental health and the support I received was some of the best support I’ve ever gotten. I was treated like a human being didn’t have long waiting lists and it was all around brilliant!
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My boyfriend broke up with me, absolutely devastated.
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if you feel alone right now just know I'm here rooting for you .
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Can I just say it’s not okay to tell someone to “just get over it” when it comes to mental illness or chronic illness. Because to be honest with you is dam well disrespectful, ignorant, rude and a bunch other words I could use just don’t do it!
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what I wish people understood about living with mental illness:
- it doesn't just come and go
- medication isn't always a choice
- getting out of bed is hard
- recovery isn't straight forward
- therapy doesn't always help
- somedays we may be fine others we may not be okay
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Would you guys watch a video titled “attempting to explain borderline personality disorder”
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To anybody wondering if I have a special interest or not, the answer is yes I do have one and it’s ducks 🦆
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Should I do a video on the trauma of surviving a suicide attempt?
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No news on when I’ll be getting out of here. Didn’t get a ward round this week. It hasn’t been a good week I got in a fight (I didn’t start it) I’ve been im’d (injected) 4 times this week, it just hasn’t been a good week…
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Had such a wonderful birthday! Spent time with my family, had so many birthday wishes from you on both here and Instagram!
One of my followers on Instagram gifted me a £50 gift card for amazon which honestly I’m still in shock from.
My mum got me some editing headphones.
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just wanted to say i'm proud of you for making it through another day!
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Well I don’t have a dick to show. And Diary is not my name 😂😂😂
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Went in to uni today got some coursework done so that’s a win.
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Some twat of a doctor came in saying how all this is attention seeking. So I walked out and made it home
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Okay I had a fab time… my back is absolutely killing me but it was worth it looking forward to starting lessons
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So I went ice skating again today and started to work on backwards skating I’m not that’s good at backwards skating but I tried and I’ll have another go on Monday!
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So I ended up in a&e after overdosing on insulin, I’m currently waiting for a mental health bed. I’m not okay.
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When I next see my psychiatrist I’m going to ask if I can be put on a waiting list for emdr. I really want to overcome some of my trauma this year.
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Just want to take a moment to say how proud I am of you for making it through another day!
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Our final duckie of the day (will return next December) todays duckie of the day is….
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Happy Christmas everyone (well those who celebrate it)
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Just wanted to hop on here and say I hope those who celebrate this time of the year have a wonderful time and if your struggling know that your not alone 💕
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My little Christmas present to myself (it did cost me £59) a USA exclusive squishmallow Bigfoot I’m a very happy human right now ☺️😊
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And these are the three rubber duckies from the last three days 💕
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No matter whats going on in your life right now, I'm proud of you for making it through another day
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Took a mental health day today and didn’t go into uni. My body needed to rest so I let it, had a relaxing bath. It’s okay to take time off to take care of your mental health!
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Getting a new tattoo to cover scars tomorrow and I’m super excited. I’m getting it when I finish uni tomorrow
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I’m currently hospitalised because of my mental health issues. Medication has been a game changer for me, it’s given me independence, and saved my life.
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Can’t believe I’ll be graduating with a first class degree in November
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Stop judging people for what they spend their pip on. Personally I rely on it for food as it’s the only money I have coming in. Yes I spend it on other things too but that’s my choice to make.
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So I just checked my blood sugar (I check it twice a day) and I’m Hypoglycemic my blood sugar was 3.2
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So for my assignment I’m planning a documentary, should I actually make the documentary?
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So today i went skating, and I decided to try and learn a two foot spin and I’m pleased to say I managed to do it!
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Could you please go check out my good friend Alana has started a go fund me to help with her cfs/me if you can please support her
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I want to thank you guys for having my back while I’ve been dealing with a break up thankfully I’m in a place of acceptance that the relationship is over and I’m building myself back up. But thank you for all the support xx
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I dyed my hair and in the process became a pink monster.
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When I graduate uni this year I'm celebrating not only the fact I've finished 7 long years of studying but also the fact that I'm alive to see the day.
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Sorry for been absent on here. I haven’t had the best of days, I ended up in a fight with another patient (they started on me) not getting discharged till next week at the earliest. It’s just been a real shit time to be honest.
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I do want to add I handed over the medication to staff in my supported living.
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You know what FUCK student finance they haven’t paid my tuition loan so now I’ve got to come up with £9250 by April 4th or I get kicked off my course. What should I do?
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On the way to uni feeling better than I did yesterday
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Having a pizza for dinner because I’ve not eaten anything today.
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And just like that I've handed in my final assignment!
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Why are bras so painful! What did we do to deserve this?
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Meet Kyle, my boyfriend. Really happy to be in a relationship. 💕💕💕
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I have 28 rubber ducks 3 light up ducks, a wooden duck, a duck calendar, duck AirPod case.
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