to think about it, i did string him along because i never wanted to lose the bond we had. i was so wrong when i did this. i felt so bad turning him down because our friendship is what i admired and he thought of it as more than friends but i didn’t :/ it doesn't matter now
@enoughofmeok
this is like so real. ryan and margot are talented i get it but you can’t possibly want more than cillian murphy who is starring in a movie directed by christopher nolen
@atlhawksstan
@Lakshya13901390
it’s not about finding someone attractive. it’s about the bond we share. by using “guilt” i guess what i meant was if things would have been different. maybe if i had reciprocated those feelings, we would have worked out and stayed friends. what could’ve been, would’ve been
I don’t want to date, I want to form a reluctant friendship with someone seemingly incompatible with me and over several years form a profound bond and realise in the middle of a particularly vulnerable 3 AM conversation that I’ve fallen madly in love.
@vviddhi
The song of Achilles, verity, me before you, we were liars, reminders of him (basically every book by coho), the love hypothesis, the silent patient