BOTTOMS: Have you dreamed of getting nullified? TOPS: Have you fantasized about taking someone's cock and leaving them just a hole? Here's your chance to live vicariously, throw a couple bucks towards my friend
@borgpup
and help them get their surgery!
I pissed out of my new pisshole for the first time! Perhaps not the perspective you were expecting to hear, but this is actually a huge triumph in the healing process!
#nullo2020
Please not ask me for pics yet, either in replys or DMs. This is an incredibly personal journey for me, and I need time to heal and figure out my new body.
Does anyone else use the breading meat rule "left hand wet hand, right hand dry hand" for solo playing with toys at home? It's nice to have a hand free to control porn on the laptop, but I'm also a madman.
Hi y'all! My friend
@MarkSadeSF
was an a huge help in my kink journey early on, and brought me to sub spaces with rope and whips that I had only dreamed of. He's also the first kinkster I told IRL that I wanted to be a nullo and he was super supportive. Check out his work!
Day 3 of being a nullo: still really sore, but am starting to get some feeling in my new crotch. And if I think too much about how cool it is to be a new nullo, I start to get hard and then *ouch*. So mostly it's naps and TV.
#nullo2020
Week 4 healing update: I'm "recovered" in that the pain is passed, much of the swelling is down, I'm well enough to be feeling bored at home, and can do general life stuff. I need more healing time before I feel ready to exercise or have sex though.
Just did my tests to get back on PrEP after going off for Covid. I laughed that I still have to get checked for STIs in my urethra when I have no more dick. Also it was really hard to aim for the little urine sample cup. 😭💦
My Sunday... The good: great day chilling and showing off at the nude beach. The bad: sore crotch from the hike there, seven weeks is *not* fully healed. The ugly: ugly crying wishing the world felt just a little more normal right now.
Isn't it Ironic: jacking off to
@versasspunk
's xtube video and dreaming of being a nullo for collecting my sperm sample to bank before surgery. Dont'cha think?
PSA that consent and communication are sexy! I just got hit up by someone I sort of know to hook up and he *welcomed* an outdoor meeting first to get to know each other and talk Covid risk levels. I'm even more turned on now...
It means the world to hear that I'm inspiring some of you. I know there's very little material on what this journey is really like, and that's part of why I'm here. When, and if, I feel ready to, I will share more.
Since somebody asked: there's still a little erectile tissue around my new pisshole and a little at the former base of my dick. It won't be visible from the outside, so I like having a small stump that can be felt with fingers.
So I was listening to Kylie Minogue while in the shower this morning and randomly started dancing a bit... I don't *do* that randomly. Like ever. It just actually felt good to move my body a little (without the extra bits)!
My therapist pointed out that decades ago the words "transsexual" and "transgender" were reserved for people who'd had surgery, the way "nullo" is reserved now. We both wondered how the word and identity of "nullo" will change as more people pursue it...
I was also amused that a couple others assumed I was trans... To the point of trying very hard to find a vagina somewhere on my crotch using their dick.
Healing from surgery + heat wave in SF: I'm packing a sock in my boxers like an FTM guy, only it's filled with ice. Plus I'm binge watching Star Trek Picard.
#nullo2020
Hey y'all, thanks for the good wishes and reaching out. Vague-booking was not my intent, I had just wanted to say that it's okay, healthy even, to have mixed emotions and feel bad about the world right now and let your feelings out.
Oooof. The remains of my cremaster muscles are spasming. (Anatomy lesson: creamaster muscles connect the testicles to the abdomen). This is definitely the weirdest nullo feeling so far.
@i_nullified
@versasspunk
I for one plan to jack off as much or more once I'm healed from surgery! 😉 There just won't be any more sperm in my cum, and it will just come out of my new pisshole. I can't wait.
Why, part 1: somehow, inside, I've just always wanted to be a nullo for almost as long as I can remember; for my body to be masculine but with no cock or balls.
#nullo2020
Nullo project update: I consulted with a local surgeon yesterday. He's able to do it (even with the silicone), the cost is quite reasonable, and only minimal wait to get on his calendar. *I* just have to be ready.
#nullo2020
@aidenhartxxx
@brooklynectomy
@versasspunk
Yeah! As far as we can figure, we're the first nullo-nullo couple ever. It's wild and unbelievably wonderful thing to get to share with the man I love. 😈
Also, it's interesting how "nullo" is distinctly a noun. Most preferred identity terms have changed over to adjectives ie "homesexual" to "gay" or "transexual" to "trans/transgender".