because i dont know what happened to mofu's thread and id still like to have one up for general awareness, on monday feb. 6th i was stabbed by
@bl4ckdevoured
11 times. alex is in jail for breaking and entering, attempted murder, and more.
@bl4ckdevoured
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@bl4ckhurting
is a terrible person. im sharing my side of the story since it never got out; alex was extremely manipulative the entirety of our relationship and physically abusive. (i dont feel like retyping it, see screenshots)
fuck you fuck you fuck you i cant even sleep at night because im so paranoid being in my own fucking room! even though the window locks now i cant sleep! you ripped away the only place i felt safe in and im too scared to even turn off my fucking lights anymore
eatshiteatshiteatshiteatshit you KNEW about my two closest friends committing, one i watched do it, and you STILL thought itd be a good idea to attempt in the same room as me while i slept. i honest to god wish you the fucking worst
im not alex's only victim. multiple others have stepped up and said something, and statements have been made by others to my local police department to help better gather information.
theyre discharging me tomorrow morning when they have not at all gotten my pain down or gotten me comfortable with mobility yet !! i love the american healthcare system !!
@mlkkore
fuck you dude i have a possibility of never walking again. im in severe pain, i can barely even breathe right because she scraped my lung. eat shit, this isn't something to be romanticized.
fuck you fuck you fuck you i hate that i cant even sleep in my own room because everytime i turn out my lights my adrenaline spikes. every little noise sets me into a nearly full blown fight or flight response, you ruined the one place i felt safe
day 42; 250 cal limit
i ate; mcdonalds hashbrown (147)
total cal count; 147
under limit?; yes
i was finally able to have solid food today!! i asked my dad to bring me a hashbrown since ive been craving one for like. a month straight (no pics, but new room)
day 43; 200 cal limit
i fainted and they gave me the options of eat or get tubed :( im not counting the cals because i feel like thatd severely stress me out atm, but i had a chicken sandwich from sonic, a blackberry slush, and an omelet
my cats so up my ass im literally not allowed to be alone anymore since i got home
i get up, he gets up. i lay down, he lays down with me. i go anywhere, he follows. i was gone for 11 days and now that im back hes basically sewn to my hip 😭
i love the dark and you even ruined that for me, im sitting here crying because of paranoia you caused. if you really loved me you never would've done this shit, im so tired and i cant even sleep because im too fucking scared to
@S0APB0XTAO
i felt like a caprisun lmfaoo
it hurt really fucking bad entering but inside it just felt. cold and wet? except for my knee, she stabbed through the joint and i felt it pop through and it HURT
sorry about going private, i dont want that much attention on me right now over things regarding the case. im leaving to visit my girlfriend in five days and id rather be in a good mood surrounding it
@bruiseviiolet
on top of everything else surrounding the issue id rather not have someone searching the depths of my account from months ago to profit and laugh off of something so upsetting for me. making jokes at my expense for popularity is rancid as hell
the fact that *I* had to be the one to clean it afterwards in the morning makes me seethe. if you loved me to even start you never would've made me relive that shit like you loved to do over and over
i keep finding more bloodstains every time i look around my room and it feels like getting kicked in the gut every single time. i hate being reminded of it, i hate looking at my body and seeing the ugly stitching job and incision sites. this bitch ruined everything for me
day 44; 200 cal limit
i ate; fiesta potatos (only ate half of, 100-130ish)
total cal count: ~130
under limit? yes
no pics :( but new room! theyre abt to move me again lmfao
i hate knowing that if i didn't freeze up and did run to where id be safe, you would've killed my cats or hurt my family. fuck you fuck you fuck you ive always hated you, i dont know why i ever took you back
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