update told my
@mom
we went to the ER where she screamed at me and i got upset and yelled at by a security guard
after waiting two hours nobody called us back so we left
then i went to urgent care and got steri strips
i’m home now
recovering because i want to be happy, i want to eat normally, i don’t need extra scars and i don’t need any more struggle in my house
probably gonna have another relapse but for now im trying my best to not
was i stupid to love you? was i wreckless to help? was it obvious to everybody else? that i’ve fallen for a lie, you were never on my side. fool me once, fool me twice.
autistic boyfriend who needs tone tags and can’t function without them, and his autistic boyfriend who can’t understand them and panics when confronted with them
my bf is in the mental hospital for the second time since we started dating we started dating in august
i miss her so much :(( so i haven’t let her shirt go
i cannot sleep without this silly acolotl shirt cause it smells like her
i miss him :(((
@pixiekillz
oh i got the “if someone calls cps this is what you do” talk
and the “we’re taking your door off” talk
and the “do we need to search your room for sharp things?”
and the “we aren’t abusing you” talk
i was twelve you piece of shit
i was a kid
i was in leggings and a band shirt with a hoodie
i was looking for a friend
i hope you get ran over you dumb cunt