good morning (it’s 11.33pm).
i just woke up from a nap. my makeup from work is smudged, have unruly bed hair, and i’ve further f*cked up my sleep schedule 🫰🏼
so i decided to get a proper bra fitting today after my sisters kept urging me to…
and it turns out i’ve been wearing two sizes too small since… forever 💀💀💀
i used to have overwhelming feelings of sadness that i didn’t want to share with anyone.
but now i have overwhelming feelings of happiness that i want to share with everyone.
and i hope people can feel that when they’re next to me ❤️
i remember a time where i hadn’t spoken to someone for over a year and they told me “there was hardly a day where i didn’t think of you”.
and that’s crazy to me because just how many people are thinking of you right now… but you’d never know because they haven’t said anything?
all my pieces were specially designed in collab with myself and the artist 🥺💕 so they all have very important meanings to them. most of them are inspired by tarot, love, and/or death ❤️
HAVING A GYM BRO IS TERRIFYING.
THEY JUST:
“oh nah, you completed that way too easy. lemme just—“ *chucks on extra 1,000kg and the weight of the fckn world*
💀💀💀
had to cancel stream today because i was tricked into thinking that a massive jug of peach makgeolli was just a big yummy jug of crushed 🍑 juice.
who wants to see my asian flush rn 😵💫
i walked through my workplace’s doors and they genuinely didn’t recognise me because i dressed in my comfy wear 🦫
they’re so used to seeing me in our workplace dress 🥺
a tattoo I’ve been debating to get on my back are the words:
“if you’ve seen this part of me, i either loved or hated you.”
a way of getting past my trauma.
me being super sad because today i was supposed to go Disney… but because of the typhoon, we can’t go.
ahhh 😥
i guess i’ll be able to go Disney another year, or something ❤️
it’s funny when i get sh*t for wanting more tattoos. like people always say “you’ll regret that when you’re older”.
LIKE BITCH??? NO ONE GONNA FIND ME HOT WHEN I’M PUSHING 90 ANYWAY LOL 🤪
random gush, but my dad just messaged me saying how his practice was once again voted as the most helpful practices in our area (he’s a doctor).
this is the man who shaped my want to originally become a doctor, but then an esthetician.
oh…
i’m getting called into a DISCIPLINARY because my supervisor dislikes me and bitched about me for…
wait for it—
sending a smiley emoji to a client via email 🫰🏼🤪
she recognised another guy that appeared in the creator’s videos… she’s now drawing him in his journal AND he followed her 🥺💕
guess it was good that disney fell through after all ❤️
i have read 29 books in the past two months 📚📖
i’m falling back down into the bookish rabbit hole… i might make a thread with some of my all time favourite quotes 💕
i have an obsession with the concept of love and death.
i’ve spent a lot of my years wondering about the two things.
the complexities and simplicities of the two.
“you can’t love someone if you can’t love yourself.”
it used to be a sentiment i agreed with, but as i’ve experienced more and more of life, i’ve found little holes and gaps in that statement.
i got so giddy on seeing my sisters and friends smile.
even though it was blistering hot and my clothes were soaked damp, i got a bit high on the happiness i felt today.