sugars shedtwt intro (05) 19 he / him infp-t -ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈ autistic + bpd 𓆝 𓆟 5’1 * 90lb emo(?) new to edshtwt ꉂ`𖦹. ꨄ︎ + follow for moots

i wish i had a dominant person in my life lowkey :/

why is he like this ilovehimsm

only thing keeping me alive rn

got told to maintain, kinda hard but i think im doing it. how do i look? :/

i hate work rn like blah

i’m gonna get those eyebrow blades that are pink and have flowers on them i need the link SO BAD

ate at 9pm around that time so i’m happy

told him to go to bed early hopefully i get to relapse

now that i’m js tired and im js being his punching bag, things feel like how it did when i first got back. we speak about the same things everyday and how he’s hurting me, but it goes in one ear messes with his brain and out the other. i dont understand why he sees me as a threat

ate some grapes and strawberries at 6:00pm that was a okay fast ik i can do better tho ill give myself a break

yeah that’s why i was gone for like a day or two I HAD WORK AND BEEN NON STOP CLENSING MY APARTMENT BC MY BF DOESNT KNOW HOW TO ACT RIGHT LIKE FUCK ME I CANNOT CATCH A BREAK UST BEEN A WEEK

we t to the gym once but been doing yard work and been cleaning my house so like give me a fucking break i’ll go bad tonight??? GOD TURN MY DAMN BRAIN OFF

i was supposed to release but last sesh made me so mad and i do NOT 👹 WANT CAT SCRATCHES OR ILL KIL MYSELF 😨

at 2-3pm AT LEAST i just stared this fast like NO NO NOOOOOO MJBOKVINIEHABQKIQYW

thanks for coming to my ted talk. ik nobody cares i js wanna document i had many experiences in my life i will probably speak about. is that weird? like my mom made me kneel on rice and pray as punishment. is that too much to talk about on here?