Some adulthood feels so surreal because you mourn being a child and sometimes you never enjoyed childhood because everyone treated you as an adult so now as an adult you do things that satisfy your inner child.
I packed properly for my 12 he shifts today. A banana, 3 boiled eggs, watermelon, grapes, a salad, some yogurt, and orange, and some pork dumplings. I got goals and imma get there