btw I have a high intake because of forced maintenance but I am on edtwt and not a recov account!! I like interacting with lots of people but I don’t want to trigger anyone :)

// bc !! although I’ve been doing so much better with fighting ed fears lately everything else is getting so much worse my anxiety is worse than it’s been in years and my ed is the only thing i can focus on

this is everyone of you on my tl

another day, another divine pasta bake mushroom and ham edition ⭐️ 🤌

people calling w0nyng „chubby“ I’m going to kms you’re all going to hell fr

mandarin family

coconut curry with rice, peas and spinach ⭐️ no one can make me hate frozen meals <3

german nudel-eintopf ⭐️ Reminds me so much of childhood

kaiserschmarren, roasted plums with compote and vanilla sauce ⭐️ I used to love sweet dishes but now I’m really scared of them and so i often miss and crave it

tuna pasta bake ⭐️ I know I’ve been saying this a lot but I truly mean it when I say this is a new favorite meal of mine omg 🤌

oriental potato tofu skillet ⭐️ the spices worked so well and made it smell heavenly on top of that <3

creamy pea and bacon pasta with arugula and parmesan ⭐️

maybe I should recover but just cut everyone off and live on my own with as little contact to the outside world as possible and live in the forest away from civilization

The masculine urge to try and kms to avoid my responsibilities 😔

once again going to bed scared that I’ll throw up at night I don’t know why this is happening all of a sudden when nothing changed regarding my intake, weight etc ??

I think in all 3 years of my ed I’ve never obsessed over food as much as I do now I can’t go more than a few minutes without thinking and stressing about it and it’s so insanely miserable I don’t know what to do

baked chickpea and feta pasta ⭐️ I’ve never had roasted chickpeas before but they were so good and crunchy, kind of like a crouton alternative

@sweetpotatokcal 1500 kcal :^)

@tarablogging thanksss!!! <3

no matter how much I’ve been enjoying my cooking, it never hits the same as moms :(