everyone thinks that they’re ready for love until they realize that your greatest love will be a mirror for all of the things you have ever hid about yourself and you have to be ready to work through every inch of that, in whatever way it decides to arise to make it last.
that uncomfortable place between transitions when your internal reality has shifted but it hasn’t yet translated externally so everything around you feels strange and unfamiliar even though it’s just parts of who you used to be
the older I get, the less inclined I feel to "work harder" or rush towards anything, even with the pressures of the material world increasing.. I feel very rooted in my capacity to attract and create every thing I need with ease and focus.
feels so good to not be chasing anything; a high. a feeling. a thing. a person. a place. a solution. just being where I am, fully, is fulfilling. and everything I need continues to meet me here.
there's tired and then there's the tired you feel when people try to guide your path in the direction of their own projections/ideals, like please be the side character in my story that you need to be and continue to do your own work. this is my journey. thank u.
being taken care of is beautiful but being the inspiration for somebody to take better care of themselves is what I want my love to be rooted in.. then we can grow from there.
"forgiving yourself constantly and generously, so frequently that it becomes habit, is a great form of healing. most of what you punish yourself for is wasted potential that exists in an abstract and invisible place only you can see."
fame is never a goal. I just want to create a body of work that is healing in its process. attracts the right people. can open the door to new spaces, and allows me to live sustainably.
I look for the symbolism in every thing/everyone. If we meet, I'm looking at the time, the date, the meaning of your name, what's around us.. I just be connecting all the dots.
grateful for all of the feminine energy in my life that revitalizes my own. teaches me, nurtures me, and reciprocates all of the love and energy that I have to give, unconditionally.
you cannot love or lust, run or hide, distract or dream yourself away from the work that you need to do. It will present itself in every place and person you come into.
when you're secure in your God body, you don't need to reach for anything else outside of you to pull yourself forward.. you just let yourself be moved.
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It’s basically about a group of scientists that manipulate memories using advanced technology and the impact it has on the general population and timeline. It’s fiction but it’s a crazy good read and The Mandala Effect makes u wonder if stories like that are really possible.
having a partner that loves you through all of your moods and ugly phases of life and continues to lift you to a higher state of being is a blessing that is difficult to feel deserving of at times but is a reminder that you are worthy nonetheless.