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@centipxde

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23 he/it ⋮ anemic ghoul ⋮ edtwt ⋮ minors dnf

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unpinning at 90lbs
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3 months
good luck finding my waist
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greek yoghurt is basically the same thing as cheesecake if you’re insane
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4 months
i am done living actually
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6 months
how to get dopamine without substances or binge eating sweets .
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8 months
the guilt of wasting food when you grew up in poverty is strong but unfortunately this ed is stronger
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8 months
jogging while depressed feels so stupid. nobody look at me while i’m doing my gay little run. i hope i get hit by a car
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7 months
i could actually be so hot and androgynous if i lost 20lbs rn
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10 months
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7 months
c/s-ing makes me feel like a dutiful mother bird who lost its babies and now continues with its feeding routine out of heartbreak/denial that they’re really gone
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1 year
@motaspo it’s like an ed saw trap omg
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7 months
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7 months
i wish missing people burned calories
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8 months
me trying to calculate macros to lose a drastic amount of weight and also grow my hair and gain muscle super fast
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8 months
idc if saying eepy is cringe leave me alone i’m not tired or sleepy i’m eepy there’s a difference u justv don’t get it because you’re not a real eeper 🙄
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3 years
the traumatized urge to starve yourself just to feel in control of your own body for once
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3 months
@sjelbevartt im crying i was just trying to be silly i have to mute this now
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7 months
ive gotta be miscounting or smth there’s no way im maintaining on 600cals while also doing cardio everyday
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3 months
anyone else stand on the sides of their feet as soon as they stop walking? it is so uncomfortable for me to stand normally
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7 months
do ur hands ever just like give up on holding smth? was holding a coffee and my hand just relaxed & let go 😭😭
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6 months
watching everyone do super long fasts while i struggle to fast for 3 days
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8 months
what's a TV show you've seen every single episode of? respond with only a gif
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josh 🍉|recovery arc
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8 months
on a banana kick again . safe food of all time i will never listen to banana slander
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14 days
how it feels watching the scale go up when i haven’t eaten in 24hrs and did 3 hours of cardio
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4 months
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5 months
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3 years
@burberrycalz looks like the russian sleep experiment 💀
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6 months
@angelicxro help i used to omad tomato soup in a thermos and pretend i was a vampire who had to be sneaky
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6 months
who up ruining their hard earned progress
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3 months
how to casually tell a mutual that my life is infinitely better with them in it and i love to see them on my tl and i miss them when they don’t post but also we’ve never spoken much really i am just parasocial and think we’re friends
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2 months
this is fixing everything wrong with me
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17 days
green brunch omad . if only i had matcha with it
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3 years
the borderline urge to make yourself worse on purpose
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2 months
“hot girl walk” but it’s me pacing in circles and muttering to myself in my bedroom
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7 months
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8 months
okay. march is gonna be my month fr this time
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1 month
replacing my substance abuse issues with exercise addiction
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8 months
i love getting used books . the person who read this b4 me was Not having it
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6 months
i need to be an emaciated emo twink for gender reasons unrelated to my disorder actually
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8 months
does grief ever actually get easier to deal with or is everyone just lying
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2 months
touch starved but also i hate being touched so i’m just doomed to be constantly craving something i don’t even want
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7 months
sometimes i take a personality test a moot posted & the result is so humiliating i don’t even post it
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7 months
not hungry not full but a secret third thing
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3 years
anyways i’m officially coming out as a lesbian <3 i’ve identified as bi for some time but i’m realizing now it was just comphet
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3 years
i wanna show u guys my silly little carebear i’ve had since i was a baby
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1 month
this is not impressive at all but i can finally plank for 1 minute and 30 seconds! a month ago i could barely go for 45 seconds so i’m happy with my progress so far ^_^
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2 years
wish i was dead but i’ll settle for being skinny
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6 months
me w my bigass salad omads
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2 months
yes i am having chocolate milk at midnight on my birthday because i can’t sleep and i’m miserable
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8 months
banana w milk . life is beautiful
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6 months
considering recovery tbh .
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5 months
repeating this like a prayer
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7 months
sometimes i forget some ppl don’t follow me back and i interact w them like we’re besties oops
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6 months
this is going to fix me
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5 months
made mushroom risotto because it looked so good in dunmeshi
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4 months
guess i don’t dress hypermasculine enough to be considered valid. “clothes don’t have gender!” until it’s a trans person wearing them :////
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3 months
wearing a binder in 99 degree heat while heavily restricting >>>>>> i am a fool
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7 months
locking in for skinny emo boy summer
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3 months
“oh i’m sorry i keep forgetting you don’t use she/they!” i haven’t used feminine pronouns in 5 years try harder
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7 months
ignore my wet hair my thigh gap is coming back
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7 months
i hate bpd anger this isn’t me this isn’t my heart 😭
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8 months
my mooties all deserve so much goodness and love in their lives i wish we weren’t all sick
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6 months
if you think people with bpd are inherently abusive please block me i am so tired
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4 months
apparently i forgot to end my last fast on life 💀
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6 months
@Xsmallpath me after following that rabbit
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6 months
i didn’t cry & the piercer told me i did a good job
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my friends are making fun of me for liking vanilla protein shakes ?? it’s the best and most agreeable flavor i stand with vanilla
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why is it so blurry . my omelette.
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5 months
opening spotify to see this felt like getting punched
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3 months
kind of don’t want to use they anymore. strictly he/it from now on <3 mostly because i am frustrated that my irls all default to they for me . like i Know why they do it and it makes me uncomfortable
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6 months
boy dinner
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29 days
dysphoria is kicking my ass depression is kicking my ass mental hunger is kicking my ass i am getting kicked from all directions like a cheap soccer ball
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6 months
yall ever have a hyperfixation so bad you genuinely ruined several friendships because you could just not shut up abt it or am i a special kind of annoying
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9 months
when your hyperfixation is fading and you can feel the chronic emptiness seeping back in and you have to hold yourself back from slamming your head into the wall .
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6 months
psa if i ever act too friendly/familiar don’t hesitate to lmk to back off a little, i have a hard time differentiating from like. casual acquaintance vs Friend so i tend to just jump to the second one
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4 months
dean who eats anything & everything he can because he’s constantly in survival mode since childhood vs sam who obsessively controls what he eats to feel clean . the eating disorder brothers
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6 months
had to delete life app to make room for minecraft 🧍
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5 months
giving recovery another shot pls ignore how often i change my mind about it. i think deep down i don’t feel like i deserve to get better which makes it hard to actually commit to it. but i want to
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6 months
if i was a cat i would bite the corner of a laptop i bet that feels good af to a cat
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3 months
due to unforeseen circumstances me and grandma are baking strawberry muffins at nearly 2am . canon event cannot be avoided really
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18 days
apples and vanilla cinnamon yoghurt i am finally at peace
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8 months
new layout don’t forget me 😔 thinking abt those damb spiders again
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8 months
oh the bpd is bpding someone put me down
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4 months
i was so obsessed with tea parties as a kid that now i have a habit of holding my pinky up whenever i hold a drink and it’s so embarrassing when i realize i’m like in public drinking a redbull w my gay little pinky out
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what is even the point if i’m not perceived as a pretty boy
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6 months
omad. gone in 3 bites.
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8 months
just deciding i’m not depressed anymore i’m done
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face reveal
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3 years
why am i not a cute little swan in a lake.. no worries, no idea what a calorie is, just a pretty bird
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gave myself a stomachache on purpose and now i’m sad because my stomach hurts
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3 months
new name don’t forget me
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6 months
save me ugly fruit bowl
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9 months
i don’t usually post my pets because i’m afraid of irls finding me but whatever. look at my round son
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