c/s-ing makes me feel like a dutiful mother bird who lost its babies and now continues with its feeding routine out of heartbreak/denial that they’re really gone
idc if saying eepy is cringe leave me alone i’m not tired or sleepy i’m eepy there’s a difference u justv don’t get it because you’re not a real eeper 🙄
how to casually tell a mutual that my life is infinitely better with them in it and i love to see them on my tl and i miss them when they don’t post but also we’ve never spoken much really i am just parasocial and think we’re friends
this is not impressive at all but i can finally plank for 1 minute and 30 seconds! a month ago i could barely go for 45 seconds so i’m happy with my progress so far ^_^
kind of don’t want to use they anymore. strictly he/it from now on <3
mostly because i am frustrated that my irls all default to they for me . like i Know why they do it and it makes me uncomfortable
dysphoria is kicking my ass depression is kicking my ass mental hunger is kicking my ass i am getting kicked from all directions like a cheap soccer ball
yall ever have a hyperfixation so bad you genuinely ruined several friendships because you could just not shut up abt it or am i a special kind of annoying
when your hyperfixation is fading and you can feel the chronic emptiness seeping back in and you have to hold yourself back from slamming your head into the wall .
psa if i ever act too friendly/familiar don’t hesitate to lmk to back off a little, i have a hard time differentiating from like. casual acquaintance vs Friend so i tend to just jump to the second one
dean who eats anything & everything he can because he’s constantly in survival mode since childhood vs sam who obsessively controls what he eats to feel clean . the eating disorder brothers
giving recovery another shot pls ignore how often i change my mind about it. i think deep down i don’t feel like i deserve to get better which makes it hard to actually commit to it. but i want to
i was so obsessed with tea parties as a kid that now i have a habit of holding my pinky up whenever i hold a drink and it’s so embarrassing when i realize i’m like in public drinking a redbull w my gay little pinky out