Hi there! I'm Riu🩷
I am a seasonal vtuber which means I change looks during the seasons to match them.
I also have alternate styles! I love them all.
Nice to meet you!
My favorite season is winter! What's yours?
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#brattyriu
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#lewdriu
art&design @/soliotude_twt
I got my png from
@anzuvii
and I'm super excited to share it with everyone!!
20rts for mid section 30 likes will let you see her expressions and at 40rts I'll reveal her!!
reveal overlay made by me (no wonder it's crappy! xD)
#pngtuber
#vtuber
Today I went for an ultrasound, they didn't find a heartbeat and gestational age isn't where it's supposed to be at. So I might be having a miscarriage. They will know for sure in two weeks, if nothing happens naturally on it's own. As much as I was conflicted. I'm still sad.
Sometimes, I really just want a girlfriend. So I can spoil the shit out of her. Treat her right, make her blush, make her moan, make her mine.
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I'm just a lurker but recently saw a few people "supporting" the streamer by buying something from their throne and/or saying "you need to do xyz for me and then I'll buy you x". It is very creepy even from a lurkers point of view. Or even demanding a relationship. Like... what??
In my opinion
If you're 20+ and single you should have one main focus in life:
You. Your mental and physical health, learn to be independent. Learn how to cook and clean. Get life experience. Make mistakes and learn the lessons and overall don't give up. Enjoy you. 💙
I'm taking time for myself to grieve with my husband. It might seem like I'm avoiding or ignoring everyone, but I need this. I feel overwhelmed in some moments of the day and I shut down. I'm allowing myself to grieve and shut down when needed. I'll be back to my old self soon💙
I've been seeing a lot of people get hurt recently. So I'm gonna say, if someone does something repeatedly it is not a mistake, it's a choice. Also you should never EVER be anyone's fucking secret. There is a HUGE difference between hiding a relationship and setting boundaries.
Vtubers I want to be friends with:
-Old people like me (30+)
-People who like anime
-Understanding and mature
-Goofy/silly/gremlin/Chill
-Non-toxic
-Just wants to make friends
-Have kids as well(not a requirement LOL)
-LGBTQ/Polyamorous friendly 💙🏳️🌈
Vtubers I want to be friends with
- 25+ peeps who understand my references
- People who listen to Heavy Music
- Artist friends who lift each other up/doodle each other
- People who like SciFi/Westerns
- People who don't shame Sex Workers, but also aren't weird about lewd stuff
If you see this, you are loved, you are worthy, you kick ass, you're amazing, you got this, I believe in you, one day at a time. Healing takes time, forgive, forget, learn the lesson. Keep going, don't give up. Your moans are hot.
Have a good day 🥰
(Lewd just for smiles 💙)
I can not be friends with someone I'm am/was/in love with. It does not mean I want to be with them.
It hurts just having them around and act like they never hurt you/nothing happened, especially when you finally realize your worth and how they treated you.
Respect others' choices
I have a big heart, a hopeless romantic at best. I have so much love to give, the last one didn't want this mess. Rejection I can attest, unrequited jest.
this sucks doesn't it.. 🙃
Pin me against the wall, pin my arms above my head, run your hands down my body down to my waist, then grab and thrust into me. Make me moan, scream, beg for more. Kiss my neck, mark me, bite me.
You'll have me begging for more.
(Since my bio can only hold so much.)
I am polyamorous.
I am married.
I am a mom. (call me a milf and I'll cut you)
I had an open online relationship but now he prefers I find a suitable partner.(if I still want another)
Yes I flirt, yes I tease but I won't overstep boundaries.
I want to apologize for my mood. I appreciate everyone who commented. I'm in a whirlwind of emotions. I'll be taking a break for a few days.
I wish everyone well. Remember you are loved and you are worth far more than you realize.
NSFW things about myself that I learned this year:
- Bratty as fuck
- Major tease
- Loves turning people on and running away
- I use my moans as a weapon and I will win
- Fight me attitude
- Gremlin
How about you?
I'm going to be clear about this. I have posted many times I am getting over someone, I have had countless DMs of people wanting to fwm and I've also told them.
I have my own issues and problems I am addressing IRL and I. Am. Not looking for any type of relationship right now. +
My husband surprised me with this, and of course I start crying right away. I'm getting a forget me not tattoo for two miscarriages I've had. It's something difficult to talk about without crying. I love you, thank you. It's so beautiful. I don't imagine my life without you. 💙
I like Sailor Moon so much because I always wanted a group of friends like them.
I have trouble making and keeping friends but have always just wanted that group to just be my own little family, always be there for each other, understanding, be funny/ourselves. Just friend love.
So hubs said I need to make more female friends because everyone I talk to is a male.
I told him it's kind of hard, lmao.
It's not easy to just be friends with other women for me. Never has been. I'd think they were my best friend just to find out they just tolerated me. 😅
So.. there was a little kitten outside, and I catnapped him. (We have a lot of strays here), so now he has a home. My other furbaby Ryu has a little brother now and he's actually really happy now. 😊 💙
You ever just, feel like the oddball sometimes? I'll be honest, I'm not someone who has a certain way of /being/ or someone who dresses a type of way (ok I wear a lot of black. I like it >.>) or only listens to one type of music. I'm just me, I like what I like. 🙃
People are like.
"Oh, your vtuber is into bdsm like everyone else's."
No sweetie. Bdsm has been my lifestyle for ten years, it just came over in my lewdsome vtubing.
I'm not an acting submissive, and I'm not inexperienced in the lifestyle. It's something I am, need and crave. 💙
Hold my face with your hand, lift my chin up, trace my lips with your thumb, and shove your fingers into my mouth until I'm drooling and begging for you. Call me a good girl, and give me a reward. 💙
That aside I'm really emotional because pregnancy hormones are not a joke. So panic attacks are constantly happening. I don't need drama. I don't need your gossip. I don't need warnings or insults. I'm going to ask you to leave me alone and mind your fucking buisness.
Advice given to me is I should find vtubers around my age who are also just starting out, and helping each other. I've tried joining new vtuber communities but they're all young and I feel out of place. I feel like I do not belong.😅
I should stop apologizing for who I am. I shouldn't be afraid to be me, whether I'm calm, or a total gremlin. There's no reason to apologize for who you are. 🫶🏼
As much as I wanted to be a streamer or vtuber. For some reason, no matter what dream career I had, there was always something or someone telling me I couldn't or can't. I guess I wasn't meant to have any happen.
I am open about talking about kinks and such. But that's not an indentation to have esex. As an adult, having kink or sexual conversations shouldn't always be directed as someone wanting you. Sometimes, we just want to find like-minded individuals to share with.
Me as a wife/gf: putting sweetart heart candies for you to find around the house.
Might find one in your shoe, though.
Gotta insert the brat somewhere.