How could you NOT fall in love with the glow of the moon and stars, the warmth of the sun, the ancient life within the trees, and the sweet melodies of the winds.
there’s nothing more romantic than someone choosing to learn you. flipping the pages in your soul delicately and digesting your chapters with an open mind no matter how difficult or uncomfortable some of your moments read, treating each bookmark with no judgment, but pure love.
i want love. i want to be understood. i want to never feel alone. i want to come home to someone i miss all day when i'm at work. i want someone who motivates me. i want someone who trusts me. i want someone who loves me for me, not what i do. i want real love.
i want to be good. and do good. and be nice to people. and make people happy. and have good and healthy relationships with people. i want to learn to forgive and i want to understand other people. i want to be loved and adored and i want to love and adore
i like calm men. men who don't shout when they're mad. men who tell you exactly how they feel. men who can communicate. men who talk to you calmly in a disagreement and tell you what made them mad or what you did wrong in gentle low voice.
fall in love with someone who genuinely wants you, patiently waits for your messages, understands you even in your madness, talks to you after a fight. The right person sees the mess and moods but still chooses you.
may you find people who happily listen while you gush about your obscure interests. may you find people you feel comfortable and safe enough around to be your authentic self.
you are loved. you’re making progress and you should really be proud of every little bit of it. things are going to be okay. like tomorrow. tomorrow can be better. stay safe, please.
- things i think you should hear
I like taking photos because sometimes I can’t recognise how precious and beautiful everything is until I look back. The memory fades but the image remains faithful
to anyone who needs a hug right now I've imbued this post with a hug. in other words after I wrote this post I hugged my phone for 5 minutes so that energy should cover about 5,000 people
something genuinely insane about going somewhere and getting to feel i had some of the worst years of my life here and i was loved here once simultaneously.