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☆ shtwt/988twt ☆ edtwt ☆ 18 ☆ vent acc ☆ dni under 13 ☆
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✮ ✮ ✮ longish thread of things i did when i was >83kgs ✮ ✮ ✮
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1) eating as soon as i wake up
this was my BIGGEST downfall. as soon as i woke up id go raid the kitchen and find unhealthy food to eat like pancakes, cereal, sometimes even chocolate…
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4) asking for food
this one gives me the BIGGEST ICK RN. i would constantly tell my friends how i was hungry and then ask for some of their food even if i had eaten my own. the guilt that comes with this is worse than the guilt of eating
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@starvemaxera
@liv3laughlie
it was my sadistic cat, sorry. he also has ocd hence the uniformity.
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2) midnight snacks
oh my god. i suffer with really bad insomnia and whenever it was around 2am the hunger used to hit really hard so i’d go find something crazy to eat. if there were leftovers from that night id pile my plate up or id steal chips from the snack cupboard
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★ how i avoid eating around people aware of my ed ★
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3) eating too much fruit
i didn’t care about the concept of calories. i thought that if i was eating something healthy that was it, but i would binge on high calorie fruits like bananas or mangoes or high cal veggies because “it’s healthy, it cant make me fat”
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7) not having hobbies
i cannot stress this enough FIND A HOBBY. in fact, go do it rn. i had no hobbies back then and the ones i did have i kinda dropped because all i thought about was food. i also didn’t have anything happening after school so i would just go straight home.
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5) sugar
i would use more sugar than needed in baking, i would put like 3 spoons of it in my tea or coffee or like 5 spoons whenever i had cereal or oats… sugar was my best friend
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9) saying i hadn’t eaten when i had
funny, i do the opposite now, but id do this so i could eat again
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6) weird snack combos
(1/2) somehow one day i discovered that if you mix powdered sugar and cocoa powder it tastes just like chocolate so i would literally just eat that everyday. literally powder. i also used to put peanut butter AND marmite on my toast
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disclaimer: im definitely not promoting ana OR BED ot any ed for that matter, these are just things i have sworn to myself to never do again x
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8) not getting exercise
i don’t work out BUT i do sports every day at school, i go for 3-4km runs or hikes and my school also has a gym lesson every day as well as a gym with equipment, but when i was fat, i would stay in bed 24/7 and do nothing but smoke and eat…
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10) steal food
i used to steal small food items from grocery stores or friends houses etc. it was horrible and idk how i didn’t feel bad doing it, but id stash them away and eat them in the middle of the night
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2/2) and for those who dont know, marmite is this really thick, salty spread made from vegetable fats that’s unique to my country. heres a pic)
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QUICK QUESTION PLS IS THIS OKAY TO WEAR OUT TO DINNER??? OR IS IT TOO REVEALING?? i wear shit like this all the time so people wouldn’t be surprised but im at someones house rn and don’t have any options
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★ intro for new mutuals ★
✮ not new to ed/shtwt
✮ 18
✮ she/her
✮ <13 - 24 < dni
✮ gw : 60kg ugw : 45kg
✮ i interact w allspo
like/rt/reply to be mutuals pls 😞🙏
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this tread wasnt as long as i thought it would be, but yeah, these are things i actively avoid doing because they’re what got me to my highest weight.
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@ssstarving
i had an ana buddy like that. i thought it was a girl at first but then he sent a fully naked bc and… yeah he was very much hard 🧍♀️
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@6rexic
tbh for me, the amount of calories i eat doesn’t matter it’s the uncontrollable eating that counts. like i’ve binged on cucumber and lettuce salads before
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hey new followers, if you want me to fb please lmk in the replies 😭🙏
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2. keep a plate in your room
“woah whoops, just had lunch srry ☝️🤭” you see?
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family :
starting w family bc for a lot of us it’s difficult to hide our eds from the people we live with, but these are things i do to hide mine :
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3. text them
i used to text my bf about “how full i was” from that “big lunch i just had” before we met up so he wouldn’t offer me anything
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1. playing the sick card
claiming to be feeling sick can be very 50/50, at least in my case because my family likes to use taking me to the dr. as a threat, HOWEVER it’s easy to fake and you can just stay in bed while they have dinner at the table 🙏
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@Vals_ded
they just hate to see a girl winning
that outfit is cute as hell regardless of your body shape
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this is too funny guys. i need a job. i cant die fat and unemployed and broke
13. They all have jobs. This is not related to being skinny at all uou guys just need jobs and needed to let you guys know
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i don’t like her as a person but she’s kinda thinspo and i kinda use her vids as motivation 😭
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3. take your food to your room
easy peasy and self explanatory. you can also use studying as an excuse to do this if your family doesn’t usually let you
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age check mooties? heard there were creepy men pretending to be anorexic teens on here again 😥
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i hope this helps a bit x
im so sorry it’s taken so long to get this out you guys, thanks for being so patient w me 😭🙏🫶🏻
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2. c/s into napkins
much easier if you don’t have watchful family members, just hide a bunch of them in your lap and throw them away later
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would you be my friend ???
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1 sharing is caring
what i like to do most days is bring some really nice things to lunch and just hand them out to my friend group. like cookies, chocolates, wtvr
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1. carrying snacks w me
self explanatory. it makes it seem like you’re snacking throughout the day even if you’re not and then you can just give it away when you’re done using it as a prop
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i love feeling empty and light headed. i just wish my body looked empty too.
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“you DID cut yourself you silly banana” - my mom 20 minutes ago
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friends :
i have very concerned friends at school who always ask why im not eating but you can fix that
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binge weekend is over. this week we locking tf in ‼️‼️‼️
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help i can’t believe im about to go down this rabbit hole
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! disclaimer!
this is meant for edtwt ONLY.
these also arent guaranteed to work with everyone
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restricting is so fun. its like a game. calories are like moves and if you run out of moves you cry yourself to sleep at night
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i’ve lost my friends because im a terrible person. it’s okay though. i deserve that. they’re all getting letters from me
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i had a dream that i reached my ugw visually but when i weighed myself i was still 60kgs. im crushed
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3. cutting up your food
if you happen to go out to a dinner party or something, an easy way to look like you’re eating is to be like cassie and cut your food up a LOT while ur talking. move it around, play w it and by the end of it, they’ll just look like leftovers
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2. study
if you don’t want to give a long explanation as to why you’re not eating, you can always just study during your lunch breaks and tell them you’re stressed
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will licking my Himalayan salt lamp break my fast? 🥺
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accountability thread starting tmr 😍
(stolen from tl)
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my new antidepressants may cause disinterest in food, weight loss and anorexia 🤩🤩🤩👍👍👍👍
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i need more followers. please im 18, i have tattoos, i smoke, i can drive pls fall in love with me
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partners :
my partner knows about my ed so i never HAVE to eat in front of him, to get out of it in the past i did some of these
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rt if your bmi is lower than my emotionally abusive ex friend
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scalding hot tea is the only thing keeping me going through this week
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i love vanilla but vanilla vapes??? wtf were they on when they made this piece of trash
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most triggering shit my bf has said in a while. he’s talking about his ex 🤩🤩🤩
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fat from the side, fatter from the front. (im in my uniform dont comment on it)
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@st41ned
im really sorry to hear that. that can be a horrible thing to go through especially when it’s your parent
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4. slip it to the dog
easier if you do this after c/s and just save the chewed up mush to feed an animal
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@Floraslilies
@_celested
@xilaa427
@sickuntil45
@Kairomonia
@R3DB4ND
@stonem1907
@coldhearted4444
@bbydolletcom
@thelolitqa
@bbatscals
@leechboy04
@eli0_420
@cuttiedrugz
@3oL0g_
@livingdeadb1tch
@melixxy_
@diversurfed
@batonmedis
@9teengoingunder
@ana_lindsss
@hatedby1ife
@daisiesncal
@wannabeslim673
@g0dzzmuzexs
@calsrawfullllll
@deadstargirly
@CL0CKW1S3
@strv2benough
@Andyshere_
@karinaisnotok
@yanderechild
@r4spb3rry_r0t
@imsweetpilled
@neaeaae
@lovinglun4
@ariweesssz
@dollyocto
@mvrderotic
@ST4RRYCLOUDS
@starzbones
@herdiaryc
@Audri1894
@elina04pm
@homesick_breath
@sanstrve
@kaiabunss
@mieellei
@caffeinekity
@auhniaz
actually 🤓 their limit was 500
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i love physical hunger sm but MENTAL HUNGER???? nahh that shit makes me wanna put a bullet in my brain…
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too accurate 🙏
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guys this poor guy literally made me a sandwich but looking at it makes me nauseous 😭😭😭😭
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live laugh love how they’re all ed related
refresh ur pinterest 4 times and pick the 3rd each time
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hey guys. i just want to say how much i appreciate you all. this is a beautiful community and im so glad ive been a part of it for so long. 4 years next month.
if you’re still as sick as me, look after yourself and if you’re in recovery, eat one extra calorie for me.
much love🫶🏻
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