updated shedtwt/drugtwt intro yay hii im ash ∘ 19 ∘ she/her ∘ atypical ana ∘ stats in bio ∘ basic dni ∘ usually pretty active ∘ always looking for new moots :3

fucking owww

biggest compliment ever wtf

had to draw 3 different portraits of myself for school chat do we think the third one will get me in trouble 😭😭

i follow this one finnish girl on tiktok whos in recovery and every time i see her on my fyp i genuinely feel so proud of her, she makes me smile every time😽

im getting worse im getting sm worse

gonna try for a similar cut tonight once im done w my assignment, i wanna fill my arms with big big scars i have plenty of time since its getting colder now and i can wear longsleeves :3

this was actually satisfying as fuck

tw sh it hurts and i think im flling asleep goodnight

i miss human touch, i miss cuddling and talking for hours while listening to music

i have plans that i cannot share with you rn because the haters will sabotage me not yet chat not yet

i think im gonna start purging everything i eat to the best of my abilities from now on, doesnt matter if ive binged or no

sorry i always do this after taking drugs but i just feel so bad about it

mommy told me yesterday that shes gonna spend her saturday getting proper rest so im not gonna ask her to come over i rly need her rn though i wish i could tell her about the drugs

i dont wanna feel like this

bad comedown

https://t.co/EVHo0FDeFy

fuck school im going out i love ecstasy

taking ecstasy tonight coz i rly need to lock in and do a shit ton of assignments, otherwise i will lose my gov assistance🫡 fuckass art class made me draw a self portrait

woke up from my benzo & quetiapine coma to a shit ton of protein bar wrappers around me and i apparently ordered mcdonalds??? i have zero memory of that what the fuck bro

hii i had a veryyyy good day today, wbu? :3