Oh fuck! Realized I never put anything here. I apologize for all the lewd shiz but yea man..holy shit I'm 30 so if you wanna shoot the shit with me feel free to
Annnd the late night thoughts that I'm the worst and that I deserve less than what I have cause I haven't done anything with my life. I want to do things but I feel like I don't deserve anything atm until I do...literally anything.. God I hate my brain
As that day gets closer the depression rises so to those that care if I'm not around on it don't worry about it I'll be fine I'm probably drinking alone lol
Brain has been trying to shut down on me for the most part... this week has been a week of all time, but knowing me it can get worse. So for now I chill, break out the lawn chair, and enjoy whatever new lesson life has to throw at me.