first week into the new year and i’m depressed . been in a fight . banned from the only bar i go to . kicked off a team . had a fake account made of me & started my period . lmaooooo let’s go 2024 .
living like i live alone and do everything on my own and pay everything on my own but paying for someone else is driving me nuts . i asked for the BARE MINIMUM and nothing can be fucking done
this guy was trying to hit on me & i told his gf and now his gf and i are hanging out tonight . 🖤🖤 she seems so sweet idk how he can hurt her like this .
i’m just not giving a fuck anymore . i’m not sparing no feelings and i don’t
wanna be asked stupid fucking questions lmao like let me rage in peace on my own social media .
last night i walked into this bar and right away these pretty ass girls came up to me complimenting me and asked if i can show them my face so i took my mask off and they called me hot and were being so nice 2 me . 🫶🏼
i think it’s crazy how my old
job did me so dirty lol & to top it off , they didn’t send me a W2 . they sent me a paper saying they didn’t consider me an employee LMAO fuck
@PlatinumTatts
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so threw a party as a joke last night and it went tf off lmao even my old bestfriend showed up like huh i was so shook 💀💀 but a good night over all 10/10 halloween was good this year .
had an anxiety episode , shaking , picking at my skin , nausea and now it’s about to be 7 am and i’m still here . awake . sad . and mind racing at 100 mph
i had a shitty start to january tbfh . heartbroken af and alone & just mental block after mental block but i’m just gonna allow myself to feel but keep moving forward . i don’t want to be sad anymore or hurt or mad . i’m going to be happy this year damn it lol 🫀
move in to a 2 bedroom 2 bath today .
like idk it’s hard af but i just push and push till i know it’s gonna be taken care of and idc i’m proud of myself . if i let my stress and anxiety / depression stop me from getting what i want or where i wanna go , i’d have nothing .
idk what it is . i got it tested twice and its not my battery , alternator or starter . but my car keeps not wanting to fucking turn on . all the lights turn on but doesn’t fucking start unless i jump it . but why ????
be fr . i’m at court and did what i have to and my attorney saw me and they said it’s dismissed but i have to wait here cause the judge wants to dismiss me herself .. like why just let me goooooo i’m tired and hungyyyy
i’m all emotional just sitting in my car 😭😭😭😭 i love my friends . i hate that im so fucked up i swear . the ones that are actually there for me and help me mentally . like y’all know my brain hates me but y’all don’t make me feel like shit for it