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This is thread of thread of my own personal review towards every single thing I enjoyed in my life. Mostly will be television series, video games, and movies. Feedbacks are encourage peeps!
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Alhamdulillah, I’m sure my late husband knew and happy with this good news. Please pray for me people 🌹
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So, MITI ambushed my company just now. And because my company breach the SOP, MITI shutting down the company for 1 week.
I'm amazed that MITI is actually doing their job. Good job MITI!
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Please, treat your partner nicely. Please don’t be harsh to them. You never know when he/she will go.
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Alang2 orang dah start cakap pasal claim hibah Prudential yang bagi saya sangat mengecewakan, ini adalah thread tips anda dapat claim lagi cepat & ambil pelajaran daripada pengalaman saya. Semoga saya bantu orang lain, Tuhan akan bantu saya & anak2.
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Grieve Journal.. Day 3.. Hari cinta hati saya pergi.. Maaf andai panjang saya menulis hari ni, saya perlu vent out semuanya… Al Fatihah, arwah Muhd Nurhaziq Haridan… (Part 1)
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Memories Journal, Day 20. How my belated husband deal with ‘nafkah’ in family & there was a phase he ate 2 buns of bread for lunch silently every day at the workplace if I couldn’t make a lunch box for him.
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Gonna be 1st Ramadan without you. And maybe, many years of Ramadan without you. I thought I’ll experience Ramadan without you when we already have wrinkles, white hairs & grandchildren together. But here I am, young and alone, missing you every single day.
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To my wife yang tengah tidur sebelah, you might read this, or might not. But thank you for all what you did for our family. And I love you dear. Wish you the best for your future.
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Baru-baru ni, aku nampak Azfar tweet pasal dia dah berjaya habiskan doctor of philosophy (PhD) beliau. Azfar tak kenal aku, netizen biasa, so aku malas nak mention dia ke apa buat semak notifications dia je, tapi somehow tweet beliau tu buat aku termenung sebenarnya baru-baru ni.
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Memories Journal, Day 22. “Sayang, abang mimpi abang mati”, spoke my late husband when he woke up beside me on our bed. 2-3 days later, he was found dead in our home when I got back from workplace. I’ll never trust ‘mimpi mati maknanya panjang umur’. Wallahi, never, ever again.
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Dear husbands, buat force savings family & ala duit ‘hibah’ sendiri for your wives & child(ren). Nak harap anak-bini survive duit claim hibah? Kalau saya tak kerja & takde family jaga, 4 bulan ni rasanya dah mengemis ehsan orang. Prudential & ayat ‘tengah review’ berpisah tiada.
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31 Ogos 2022, kurang daripada 24 jam nak sambut anak terakhir almarhum suami tercinta & saya. Tolong doakan kami & mohon maaf atas segala salah silap, khilaf saya ya.. 🙏🏻
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Hari update perkembangan anak tahun ni, rasa nak nangis peluk almarhum suami. Alhamdulillah, anak yang disahkan Autism Spectrum Disorder pada 2021 kini meningkat drastik & ‘developed up to kid his age’ by the doctor. This is a thread of our ‘aggresive’ journey as ASD parents.
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Day 12, Memories Journal. I’ll never give less to my demised partner ‘cause he never gave me less.
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I found our wedding apparels. Arwah wrote it was his happiest day of his life. InshaaAllah, I’ll forever be your bride, my love. Rest in peace.
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A slice of journal; When the mortuary staff gave me his ring… My heart shattered to pieces. And I was looking forward to end my eddah; just to wear my late husband’s ring.
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‘Jadi, maka jadi la’. Kuatnya awak, anak yang duduk dalam rahim ibu. Dan awak memang kena kuat sayang, kalau dipanjangkan umur, awak akan lahir tanpa ayah, awak akan jadi anak yatim yang ke-2 lepas abang awak. But please always remember; Your father always love you. Forever.
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@khrulanwr
Sebenarnya saya check pregnant sebelum ni sebab dalam tempoh eddah (kematian suami) dan perlu pastikan rahim saya kosong. Hari ni saya kurang sihat, sakit kepala & sakit perut, jadi pi klinik. Dr yang minta buat pregnant test & tiba2 sah positif hamil 3 bulan..
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@zamirmohyedin
Ramai bagi contoh pi majlis tempat kerja dan pi majlis rasmi member. Konteks jauh beza. Mereka ni students. Students Malaysia. Persatuan pun atas nama Malaysia. Tempat pulak kelab malam.
Aisyah tegur? Tindakan betul.
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Aku tumpang gembira Dr Azfar dapat PhD dia. Bukan dengki. Kalau Dr Azfar baca, congratulations Dr. Aku tahu Azfar tak prefer orang panggil dia Dr, tapi sorry man, I just really respect people who study hard and earn that title. You earned it man, brace it!
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Aku harap satu hari aku boleh buat redemption, dan boleh dapatkan isteri aku sijil PhD untuk diri dia pula. InshaAllah, one day, I will support her as much as I can.
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Aku pun ada concern dan soalan yang sama.
Kita ada ramai graduan jurutera, graduan perancangan bandar, graduan ekosistem, graduan apa tah nama course pelik-pelik.
Tapi kenapa masalah banjir masih berulang setiap tahun..?
Soalan serius, bukan perli ke apa. Let me understand.
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@Marchfoward
Bagus la. Zionis Israel yang putuskan line internet, Zionis Israel yang check Starlink. Langsung takde function.
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Memories Journal, Day 15. Alhamdulillah, hari ni saya dapat jumpa almarhum suami sekejap dalam mimpi. One of my happiest day ever since he gone (temporarily).
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Aku jujur, sampai sekarang rasa bersalah, sebab aku rasa aku antara punca dia tak sambung PhD dia. Walaupun dia kata banyak kali dekat aku, "It's my choice. You're not the reason that I didn't choose to do that".
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@zafirazafrin
Kadang2 ada jenis family yang “Eh ajak la bf/gf kau sekali balik kampung!” Bagai tidur disorongkan bantal. So yup, welcome to a new openness culture dunia akhir zaman.
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So lesson learnt:
1. Buat copy MC simpanan sendiri sebab boleh jadi majikan/klinik/hospital hilang rekod tu.
2. Sakit macam mana pun, FIGHT FOR MC. Bila nak buat claim, kena ada rekod. Mana la kami tau, kalau tau mesti husband sanggup ke swasta demi MC.
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I thought I could just move on with our life. Tapi tengok Dr Azfar dapat PhD, aku cuma terfikir, "My wife supposed to get that too".
Serious, aku memang termenung bila teringat benda ni, tu yang sepatutnya aku dah tidur, tapi aku rant panjang benda ni.
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And if I calculated it right, Dr Azfar dengan isteri aku, diorang sebaya.
Ada mamat sebaya isteri aku dah dapat PhD.
Bukan aku tak bersyukur, tapi ada hadir satu feeling bersalah, yang aku tak tahu nak simpan mana, dan nak buat apa. Banyak kali hadir, aku termenung je.
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@DrAmirul93
@IniAlalalannn
Please be careful brother. Kalau orang Islam, elakkan persenda hukum Allah. It’s ok to rant politics, but best we understand our boundaries as Muslim as well. Peace ✌🏻
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Then ada kilang baru dekat Pelabuhan Klang, barulah aku jadi engineer kilang balik, dan gaji naik RM3k balik. And then sekarang, rezeki datang, aku dapat dream job, kerja dalam industry video game development, dan gaji still lebih tinggi dari kerja kilang.
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Tahun 2020, aku dan isteri buat satu keputusan yang agak besar. Aku kerja engineer kilang dekat Johor, isteri aku tengah ambil degree dekat UTM, tempat aku, dan isteri aku belajar. Dan Dr Azfar pun belajar sana juga.
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Well, just a desclaimer. It's company that I am working for. Not literally my company. 😅
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Mak isteri aku niaga pasar malam. Ayah dia driver lori DBKL.
Tapi ayah dia tak pernah putus kata semangat suruh dia sambung belajar tinggi, supaya tak jadi macam dia.
And she wants to make a name for her family. Biar keluarga dia ada seorang belajar tinggi, pegang title Dr.
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Tapi, macam mana dengan isteri aku?
Walaupun rezeki beliau pun melimpah ruah, tiberr dapat jadi pegawai tadbir hospital kerajaan (alhamdulillah), which is sangat rare untuk fresh grad terus naik pegawai tadbir, aku still rasa bersalah dengan beliau.
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@iera21
@HafaAfandi
It's manufacturing. I'm not really sure how come MITI can actually come and take the action, but maybe you can try the other way around using this method. Cuba dulu la kut.
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In the end, aku tak memilih kerja. Aku tanya Burger King berdekatan rumah aku, alhamdulillah ada kerja kosong, manager terima aku, dan aku jadi cook, dengan gaji minima RM1200. Potong EPF SOCSO semua, tinggal RM900. Memang gila, tapi kitorang survive.
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Dan kalau dia minta MC, dia pi KK Ampang je. Dan siapa ada pengalaman pi KK kerajaan, MO diorang SANGAT STRICT & kedekut MC. Suami bawa motor huyung hayang jumpa MO pun, MO boleh cakap, “Ni awak boleh pi klinik ni? Maknanya larat la lagi.” Then no MC. True story, bukan fitnah.
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Memories Journal: I met my husband in my dream today & I guess he wanted to remind me something important.
‘This world is temporary, like a dream. Meanwhile, death is reality.’
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Then aku sambil tu cari kerja lain. Ended up jadi tukang jawab call customer service untuk Digi. Sekurang kurangnya basic RM1800. Campur allowance dan incentive atas performance, boleh pukul RM2200 - RM2500. Boleh la kan.
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“Ibu, Allah jaga ayah, ya.” Pesan Mohammed, anak sulung kami yang kini tak ada ayah. At first I thought he can’t soothe me because he’s just 3 years 3 months old child with Mild Autistic. But I was wrong.
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Anyway, alhamdulillah thanks to warga Twitter, saya follow procedure
@BNM_official
dengan buat aduan rasmi ke PruBSN dengan kronologi kes. Kalau respon aduan hambar walau dah lengkap aduan macam buat kertas kerja, saya akan report kat BNM, inshaaAllah. Doakan saya & anak2.
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Time tu, aku ingat Dr Azfar ni foreigner, sebab, UTM ramai foreign students. Dan yelah, dah dia putih macam tu, ada some sort of attraction, dan aku macam, wow, an albino. First time I see the real one.
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But that's not the main point.
Berbalik pada 2020 punya cerita. Sebenarnya time aku masih bercinta dengan isteri aku (since 2013), she told me so many times, dia nak make her family proud. Dia datang dari keluarga yang biasa, not educated kind of family.
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Bila tahun 2016 or somewhere around there aku main Twitter balik, aku found out Azfar, adalah Melayu, and he's pretty famous in the internet too. Lol. That moment of "Oh jeez, dia Melayu, dan kita ada Melayu albino".
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Isteri aku eventually, pada aku sangat excellent dengan study dia. Dapat anugerah dekan, alhamdulillah.
And guess what? Isteri aku dapat tawaran fast track PhD dekat UTM juga.
And she declined that. Sebab, keluarga kitorang tengah tak ada duit.
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‘The taste, the touch, the way we love
It all comes down to make the sound of our love song’ (Love Song - Lana Del Rey) (Al-Fatihah, Muhd Nurhaziq Haridan)
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Fun fact: Aku berhenti main Twitter tahun 2013 somewhere around there. Time aku pergi solat Jumaat between 2012 - 2017 dekat masjid dekat UTM tu, aku tak ingat bila, aku beberapa kali terserempak dengan Dr Azfar dekat masjid.
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Reason kitorang balik hometown, sebab itu memang hometown kami. Then, isteri aku nak buat latihan industry dekat tempat yang dia betul-betul nak: HUKM Cheras, dalam klinik psikiatri. Ya, isteri aku adalah student psikologi yang sangat minat psikologi.
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And somehow this evening government announced the full lockdown for 2 weeks. Lol.
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Grieve Journal, Day 5.. I thought I can eat your fav food abang. Orang minta maaf abang, it’s too hard to live without you… Al-Fatihah arwah Haziq…
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Grieve Journal, Day 4.. InshaaAllah, slowly, but surely this pain of losing you in this world will go away. I know you’re still alive, but at different realm.. (Part 1)
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Sebab tu saya pesan; Learn from my experience. Suami ‘carum’ je duit letak dalam akaun bini sebab claim2 hibah & so on tak menjamin survival keluarga. Kalau suami dah all out tapi rezeki tak dapat saving, bini pun bantu la, carum sendiri. Give & take, benda kita yang nak survive.
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@H_Bakkaniy
Kadang2 ada masa anak tantrum, penyelesaian terbaik adalah biarkan ‘meltdown’ budak tu menurun sendiri. Kami pun parent(s) tak selesa sebenarnya bila anak nangis & jadi pandangan orang lain, tapi ada masa no choice. The only choice; Makan cepat2, blah.
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So, kalau you guys tau company takaful yang lebih reliable, please do tell me. Saya masih carum Prudential for myself (termasuk hibah anak2). Kesian anak2 kalau lambat gini. Agen saya bagus, TAPI kalau HQ LAMBAT, agen bagus mana pun takkan mampu fight untuk kita.
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@fatinsamsuddin
Minta izin SS dan tempek di sini ya sebab YES, claim company nak juga medical checkup (untuk kes suami saya, last checkup nak masuk universiti. Dia kerja swasta, so far takde 1 company minta medical checkup).
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Ayah mertua aku pun ada pujuk isteri aku. Ayah mertua aku cakap, dia sanggup bayarkan yuran semua.
Tapi isteri aku cakap, then kos sara hidup kalau balik ke Johor macam mana?
At that time, isteri aku support kami dengan buat bisnes, buat cookies, dengan buat kek.
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Dosa orang dah kahwin berzina ni sama level dengan orang yang tinggalkan agama. Patut la hukumannya lontar batu sampai mati, berat sangat dosa nya. Semoga kita dan pasangan kita bukan tergolong dalam kalangan orang ambil mudah bab zina.
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And today, alhamdulillah, I was given fourth message regarding my late husband (and of course via dreams. Dream is the only connection between living & dead in Islamic perspective)
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Aku pujuk isteri aku, sambung je belajar. Dia question aku balik, duit belajar, siapa nak tanggung? Aku tak mampu cakap apa-apa, sebab aku time tu tak dapat kerja lagi.
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Sebab aku tak dapat kerja yang sepatutnya setaraf dengan sijil dan pengalaman aku selama 2 bulan, aku nekad, aku kena kerja untuk support keluarga aku.
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Memories Journal, Day 21. Being new me, keep on listening to Alam Barzakh kulliyah ‘cause desperately wanna know what happen to my late husband? Where he’ll go? What can I do to help him from here? Please be gentle to him. Please have mercy on him, ya Allah.
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@yazid_hamka_
Betul jugak eh. Kalau budak2 pakai costume polis ke askar ke confirm bawa senjata, elok je. Stigma terhadap pejuang Palestin ni tebal sangat, mungkin sebab impak ISIS bawa imej buruk. Walhal Briged Al-Qassam ni berakhlak sampai Israel takde gambar/video nak tayang buruk depa.
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Memories Journal, Day 58. Happy 9th relationship anniversary for us. It’s okay InshaaAllah if I have to celebrate alone on this Earth without you, inshaaAllah someday we’ll celebrate together again when Allah SWT finally let me travel to your realm. I love you abang, forever ❤️
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But when we come back to our hometown in KL / Selangor, aku waktu tu berhenti kerja tanpa ada kerja baru dekat KL. Dari kerja engineer salary boleh la RM3k waktu tu, terus jadi RM0.
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Pre-konvo dengan bini comel (beliau yang konvo, saya sah lepas dah 2017 lepas).
Gambar copet dari handphone beliau.
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Suddenly I saw you in my last sujood during Maghrib/Isya' prayer yesterday. Crying & said you miss me too. I burst & pray to Allah SWT in this blessed month, please let us meet in dream even in sec, let 2 souls comfort each other. Thank you for created Ramadan.
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And what happened was, aku cari kerja agak lama, termasuk kisah interview aku dengan Larian tu semua dalam blog aku attach dekat profile aku. Aku confident boleh dapat kerja yang lebih kurang gaji macam aku kerja dekat Johor dulu. Tapi aku tak dapat.
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In our case, NO ONE tells us to be precaution sampai perlu MC, perlu medical checkup, perlu itu-ini untuk approval claim. So here I am, please use my experience to have better experience than mine. Lepas ni I’ll be super mindful as well pasal segala rekod.
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@AyleeBloom
@CensoredMen
Yup, this is a part of rules of war in Islam. We can’t hurt citizens, especially children, women & senior citizens.
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Soft pink and soft purple flowers, represent how soft hearted you are & how much you tolerated my weaknesses as your beloved wife. (08/01/2022, minggu ke-2 pusara almarhum suami)
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‘Pernah tak terfikir lepas meninggal dunia, apa yang akan berlaku dengan orang yang masih hidup kat sekeliling kita?’ (Memories Journal, Day 13)
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Sebab tu saya HIGHLIGHT, thread ni dibuat BUKAN untuk benefit diri saya lagi. Tapi nak gambarkan realiti PROSES dia yang perlu tambah baik & dokumen2 yang kita pencarum kena aware. Ini bukan thread nak bash agents ke apa, tapi pengalaman. Mohon baca dengan tenang & matang.
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Sebelum cerita lanjut, proses claim kami dah mohon 27/12/2021, dan sehingga hari ini, 05/04/2022 masih ‘on review’. Saya jujur dah mindset ‘lantak la, duit tak bawak pi kubur pun’. But my mum replied, “Ya betul, tapi sementara nak mati tu, kena ada duit nak survive.”
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Alhamdulillah, thank you everyone for your kind dua’, wishes & everything. I never thought our baby will be Baby Merdeka (my late husband must be so happy from the other realm 💕). May our confinement phase goes smoothly, inshaaAllah aamiin.. 🤲🏻 (P/S: It’s *Prof Rahmah tq! ❤️)
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Memories Journal, Day 17. Saya tau almarhum suami sayang saya sepenuh hati, even when he slept I felt it so strong. Tapi itu la sayang, Allah SWT lebih sayangkan abang daripada abang sayangkan orang.. Allah ambil abang dulu..
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3 bulan lebih dah. Ada orang cakap, makin lama nanti makin lupa la. Tapi taktau kenapa untuk saya, makin lama makin ingat almarhum suami. Sampai sekarang hari-hari celik mata first thing I see is him, in my head, in my memories, in my hopeful dreams.
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My late husband was nice like him, sampai la terjumpa perempuan yang took compliment seriously & she wanted more ‘cause he made her felt good. It was in past btw & Alhamdulillah he changed. He was polite to women; but strict. Polite & strict needs to go together.
The fact that he straight up told ada gf, made me respect him even more 💯 so ladies if you like someone just confess you got nothing to lose
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Alhamdulillah, detailed scan today, baby all well. It’s a boi btw! Almarhum suami selalu cakap pasal anak lelaki, “Anak lelaki boleh jaga ibu dia.” Ada hikmah InshaaAllah our babies semua boys 🦸🏻♂️
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‘Dia mati kenapa eh?’ Some people doesn’t prefer to answer the question. ‘Why? Soalan simple je kot’. Simple for you, not for the affected souls. Sebab tu ada sesetengah kematian, orang just announce dah meninggal dunia without telling why.
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Gambar raya keluarga kecil kami tahun ni. Definitely my husbaby punya caption gambar, “Tahun ni bertiga, InshaaAllah tahun depan berempat.” I love you all. You & our children are my everything.
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1. Force savings, amanahkan ala ‘hibah’ for your family sebab karang savings tu jadi faraid, bini nak guna untuk survive pun fikir2.
2. Women, OWN your property. Usaha ada rumah nama sendiri, kereta nama sendiri. Bila suami (bukan biawak) tak ada, hidup kita bela anak MENCABAR.
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So konklusi takaful bab cover kematian ni:
1. Kalau kita spesies ada duit nak melabur tapi bukan jenis rajin track rekod kesihatan, baik jangan carum dulu, simpan je dalam ASB. Belajar dulu. Sebab kalau carum then mati selain kemalangan, kena get ready dokumen nak tunjuk bukti.
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Dan tambah baik dimohon: Tolong la HQ update polisi basic website untuk rujukan awam. Siap nyatakan kalau belum matang 2 tahun polisi, berapa lama pula tempoh siasatan (jangan tak bagi langsung, dah jadi hukum ‘gharar’ (samar2). Nak style Islam, A-Z Islamic).
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Day 7, Memories Journal. It will be a lonely journey without each other, my love. But we'll get through this together, inshaAllah I promise you.
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Memories Journal, Day 18. When I got my 3rd dream, rasa macam makin tenang dan terbiasa dengan LDR. Nangis hari2 tu wajib, but at least after that I feel in ease, inshaaAllah.
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Plot twist, I have to give birth by tonight, inshaaAllah. Admit je ward, contraction datang, dah buka 1.5cm… 😅
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@myranotmira
1st date will be big NO for car date. I’ve met potential love interest before. I didn’t even know that guy in real world, so I brought my girl friend to tag along & met up in fast food restaurant. Fast forward, that guy became my husband. So yeah, not necessary to take a risk 😅
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You can take it or leave it, all my advice. Ini pesanan daripada seorang balu ketika usia 27 tahun, baru kerja setahun, anak Autistik (dalam EIP) sorang & lepas suami meninggal dunia 2 bulan, disahkan hamil anak ke-2. But InshaaAllah this a fate that Allah SWT know I CAN DO IT.
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Today I’m gonna tell the world how much my late husband been so passionate in gaming industry & appreciation post for
@StreamlineMG
@streamlinenews
as Streamline Family. Suddenly I think I need to read gaming news when I visit him at his funeral… 😅
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