local lizard screaming about lobcorp, library of ruina and limbus comp in its natural environment (floor of philosophy) - madly in love w main LoR cast
People why r u following me… i post art once in a few months, there is nothing but reposts anymore
If you have bsky and would like to follow me for art, go there, same account name
Its been a good run, and i had a lot of pleasure working on Twitter. It was good while it lasted.
But since the platform’s ownership change, everything seemed to get worse on here, and i don’t want to interact with people on this place-
Im not sure how I feel about this site anymore, im closing my acc indefinitely to avoid getting followed by ai accounts and such.
I’ll keep on posting things but this is not my main platform anymore. kassillea on the blue site, posting on discord as main, live on twitch 2-3/7
@surtrcel
seeing angela saying all of this right into his face after knowing everything he went through makes my heart bleed augh
especially during xiao storyline. i wanna wail and cry... all the stuff these blorbos are going through
Cause honestly i feel bad for leaving folks who are unable to follow me on other platforms.. i guess I’ll stay and keep on uploading things. And it would be a shame to throw something away which ive been working so hard for
"drawing won't get you anywhere, you should quit" - my entire family until i moved out
"you must know anatomy perfectly well before you head to more stylized things"
"you dont need to see color, seeing and painting in greyscale is enough"
probs why i stopped listening to anyone
I will open public discord server to share art and wips because im slowly feeling fed up with the unpopular decisions the platform takes.
It will art-only and will be updated whenever my commissions are open or when i have new art to share
if you;re wondering why i take so long to finish anything
i made a nice sketch, thought that it would make nice fullbody art
lined, colored it, decided to use for ref instead
ref needs dorsal side showcase so i did it aswell, carefully lined and colored
1/3
If i ever had to choose a superpower, it would be the ability to start and finish an entire piece in one sitting, without the need to eat/sleep/stretch/etc and without getting tired
Dont care even if I’ll be falling asleep for days after doing this. I need it.
Had a major blood loss a few days ago, starved myself and overdosed on medication.. hi its me, I’m stupid
Jokes aside, im recovering but not quite there yet. I didn’t get hospitalized (yay)
I am having insomnia now, cannot sleep than 3-4 hours a day. I think I figured out-
And don’t even draw anymore. It’s incredibly hard to pick up the drawing pen and actually start doing anything. Im shortening my expenses as much as i can, im unable to do anything all i want to do is to curl up in my bed and sleep for months straight
Update regarding commissions
Im working on owed bit by bit, one drawing at a time. Currently working out possible deadlines, trying to work with deadlines
I’m recovering gradually, one step at a time.
Thank you so much to those who are patient with me. 💔
Im hopping back on commissions, after small break. Still working on that biggest one ive ever done yet, at the same time struggling with health; having an appointment this week
I hope its not too bad, lowkey scared
I have very little energy, thank you for being patient w me ❤️🩹
Kassillea -> Astrophagic ive been with the old name for a long while, but i no longer want for my name to be my arist brand. this calls for a custom drawn watermark
I don’t know if i will continue posting here anything, I’ll close the page indefinitely. If you want to find me, you can check the pinned tweet for all links. I guess thats all.-
Im tired of saying sorry, I just want to be okay and actually feel things and be productive and enjoy art again
I might make a public announcement in next few days.
/i'll delete the post after a few days
i'm planning on starting to save up for an ipad or screen tablet to be able to draw outside of home. any reccomendations on which is better? currently leaning onto getting ipad but i'm also allured by being able to have csp on screen tablet
what caused it. I can only guess and i don’t know fully what actually happened but its sort of strong phantom feeling of beating heart and and veins at my chest and back of neck/head. Starting course of antidepressants to deal with my panic and anxiety attacks, should help.
then i need headshots, at least two
then i remember that the character has a completely different form, i need to sketch color and line it aswell, then make dorsal side showcase for it too
2/3
I relapsed for a while after intense working, i will continue resting until monday. 🍀 cannot really draw right now although i wish i could
Hoping to finish my biggest commission in the queue during this month. Will get much easier for me after that.
If a digital artist does traditional art sometimes as well, is it important to you? Do you hold additional interest in the traditionally drawn things? Or maybe you find pencil sketches boring/uninteresting, unless they are high-quality scanned/filtered
You may have noticed I stopped posting many drawings, mostly personal- I’m stuck not feeling satisfied with my current level and I’m carefully taking the time to learn and study, also focus on sharing more polished work.