half sick with the thrill of complete wrongness. | 🔞dead dove 🕊⚰️, dirtybadwrong enjoyer, multi-ship & fandom lurker | iudicationisnix on AO3 | ok to request!
I wrote a debster fic because i caught brain worms and binged the entirety of dexter instead of studying for my exams. here, pick at my brain.
set during Dexter: New Blood
(adrian don't read)
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Things we needed from SPN: exploration of Sam and Dean's dynamics when they were teens, THE STANFORD FIGHT, Dean's hell trauma, SAM'S HELL AND RAPE TRAUMA, psychic Sam, boyking storyline, witch Sam, SAM KILLING LUCIFER, and kind of Sam and Dean dying together <3
oh sorry *ships siblings together* oh sorry I did it again I'm so- *ships siblings together* oh god again I'm sorry *ships siblings together* oh no forgive me *ships siblings together* oh not again *ships siblings together* help *ships siblings together*
season 1 Dean is mean and manipulative and subtle as hell. Reminding Sam he's a freak and that his own friends would abandon him and that he is the only one who is right there with him all the way. god, you want this boy to be wrapped around your finger.
intimate, non sexually charged nudity. Dean and Sam just lying in bed naked sometimes, doing nothing other than talking for hours, watching tv, holding each other, cuddling and maybe kissing. but it's not like they always want to jump each other's bones.
Don't you dare speak on behalf of italians about the state of things in this country regarding homophobia when the only reason you care is because of your stupid ship. I live here, and the reason we're terrified is not because the translators chose to say "ti voglio bene" instead
the original pilot gave us a Sam that ditched his LIVING girlfriend, his job waiting at home and law school to go to Arizona with his crazy brother and shoot monsters
@hansbekhart
hey thank you for being around to write spn fanfic in 2006. the best spn fanfics of all time are all from around 2006-2011 in my opinion and you contributed to that 💞
last time h3llers had something, Jensen said that he loved the finale and added all the touching, so forgive me but I'm perfectly calm, he's the biggest bibro ever created
dean giving up his strong macho exterior and cuddling sammy? bringing him coffee and a kiss in the morning? lightly scratching and caressing him when they're both sleepy on the couch? sammy's head in his lap and dean's hand in his hair?
Idk why hellers are so eager to paint John as an homophobe that man literally does not give a shit, give him ammo and beer and he's good he don't care about no shit
tl dead? Dean kissing Sam for the first time in Inherit The Earth because God is dead and their love won't be used against them ever again and he can finally let himself have this.
Sam can't sleep. He can't even close his eyes for more than an hour without having nightmares that wake him up screaming. This has been going on for days now and he's officially exhausted.
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@BridgewaterPod
may not be
#1
in fiction, but I can take solace in the fact that Cas & Dean still hold the
#1
FAN fiction spot with almost 100,000 stories written. (They say that size doesn't matter, but I say, "When you've got it, flaunt it.")
big fan of samdean fucking without a word being said, lights out, no acknowledgement of what they're doing, no kissing and no cuddling because that's not what brothers do
teens nowadays are all about the purity culture but back in my days teens used to write the most dead dove shit on this planet featuring emo band members as their characters 😐
you what would've been completely wild from spn's behalf? something that would've sent us screaming for years? making samdean canon with nonchalance. I'm not talking about a kiss, I'm talking about a seemingly normal scene, maybe Dean rolling out of bed in the morning +
there are people in this who were friends with rapists and human traffickers, people who are openly TERFs, grown ass men making disgusting comments about minors, A MAN LIFTING A WOMAN'S SKIRT TO LOOK INSIDE, but jared tweeting abt prequel makes him similar to these. PULL TF UP
slow morning sex? Dean kissing and nipping at Sam's neck while they softly moan in unison and the bed rocks gently under their bodies slowly thrusting into each other. Dean calls Sam "baby", "Sammy", "baby boy", traps his lips in a kiss when Sam moans oh so sweetly when he comes
no but it looks so much like them ??? the ring, bracelets, necklace, the super big hands ??? you know it must be some kind of cosplay because the ring is different and on the wrong finger but like .... whew it really looks like them
worst of it all is that the user targeted is 13. they're a literal child getting freaks in their comments wishing rape upon them. now you know that antis truly can't give a fuck about children.
When Sam starts to draw it's all very casual. A little sketch here and there, drawings of long stretches of road surrounded by trees, drawings of people eating together, even drawings of monsters based on the lore. It's a little, innocent thing that slowly turns into a habit.
The first time Sam and Dean have sex it's so sweet, loving and tender that Sam feels so overwhelmed he starts crying. Dean's got a hand tangled in his hair, mouth to his neck and a slow, steady and rhythmic rolling of his hips between Sam's thighs.
how do you feel about 38 year old Dean overpowering his twink 17 year old little Sammy, slamming mercilessly into him and making him squeal while Dean slaps him hard in the face
and looking at the other side of the bed as if he's looking for someone, then getting up and saying to Sam "how did you sleep? you weren't in bed when I woke up". JUST LIKE THAT.
The first thing Sam and Dean do when they discover they've got a dungeon is fuck in it.
"Do you want to baptize it?" Dean asks, exchanging a lust-filled look with Sam, emerald and hazel eyes meeting, a mischievous smirk rapidly forming on Sam's lips.
beat us in the streets and rape us without a consequence. But you care about fans who are just butthurt over a ship. Maybe you've gotta understand that dubbers are not your moots of stan twitter, and general audience didn't see Castiel's confession as romantic in the first place.
like, super underrated but the final scene in 1x13, where Sam asks Dean if he thinks about settling down. Dean smiles at Sam, the song goes "you are the reason I've been waiting all these years", and Dean doesn't answer.
give me domestic, intimate wincest. even platonic. Sam, just out of the shower, sitting cross-legged on the couch in front of Dean, both in their underwear and still with wet hair. Dean popping pimples on Sam's shoulders and distractedly scratching his back.
there is no other reason to be mad at this other than being acephobic and thinking that platonic love is inferior to romantic love and sexual attraction
no but what jared said here is SOOO important. love can mean so many things and I think he said it beautifully. the show was never about romance and I’m so glad they drove that point home today <3
it's Sam's birthday week and that means Dean is keeping his birthday princess in bed, bringing him breakfast, movies to watch, books to read, trapping him beneath him and kissing him all over his face until Sam's laughing so hard he begs him to stop
Castiel saying "ti amo" will change absolutely none of that. So say that you're mad because you wanted it to be intended as romantic and go, don't claim this to be activism.
damn giving this response to a picture of two men recreating a significant scene for the both of them stinks a bit too much like homophobia but you do you besties
to my splendid moots & people I talk with: please refrain from referring to me as girl, woman, girlfriend, lady etc. dunno if you know (if you didn't until now it's ok!) but I'm nonbinary and I would appreciate if you could refer to me by more gender neutral appellatives (cont'd)