talking to a dog in puppy speak is a good and all: the way it'll spark up the light behind their eyes, but talking to a dog girl in a tone that's just off from the same i use doing hypno~ seeing their eyes widen and their head bow submissively from praise is. intoxicating.
got laid off today from work :( any help covering food, rent, meds would be deeply appreciated. would even b willing to make some custom content for any donations higher than $50
$apunkdog
dm for p*yp*l info
i didnt get to prep at all, W/we'd been out of the house for maybe an hour? and i was sobbing in my Owner's car from the discomfort @///////@ it was so miserable,,,, hhhhhffffuck >///////<
the amount of people who instantly lose interest in me the moment they learn they don't have access to my dick and im a bottom is so tiring. I'm so tired of being seen as a dom top bc im not a desperate pathetic loser who throws myself hole first at anything with a pulse.
being the bottom in a 4 way where all the tops didnt really talk to me, but just to each other about what to do next, gauging what to do by how hard i clench around whoevers inside my ass, and all of them agreeing that im so tight it feels like no one ever fucks me
had my wrists and ankles bound to my upper thighs, and then had my taint and balls slapped a bunch before i was rolled over onto my stomach and fucked. completely unable to move besides my head and a minor thrust in my hips was uhhhhhh 🥴🥴🥴🥴
told one of my hot cis chick coworkers my period pains were kicking my ass today and she smiled at me real big and said "is it sad that my immediate reaction is 'good.'?"
and im totally Normal about it.
need to be putty in someone's paws, a dumb giggly little plaything, need my brain empty, and my holes full. craving so badly the deep abyss of subspace where the world is a blurry spinny mess and everything feels good
Anyways, any switch tops want me to treat them like a dumb dog playtoy for hours before you inevitably get so pent up, you pin me down and fuck me into being a giggly little hole?
something i as a sub who does a lot of intense play do before every scene is ask myself why I'm submitting to torture, if it's for a type of pleasure or just to suffer for the sake of suffering. don't use kink to make someone else do your self harm
got throat fucked by one of the biggest dicks ive ever seen until i puked tonight so thats a win (and then he teased me about it, non-negatively, which was really hot)
having a switch top on my leash being a good eager pup til its pushing into me and fucks me out of domme space and deep into subspace is, uh, woof, uh, bark, uh, um, uh, @///@
the biggest F about hrt making me shoot complete blanks is that i used to love cumming on food or in drinks (specifically coffee or alcohol) and i just can't anymore
got fucked awake by my wife, then showered, and did acts of service for my Owner, now im gonna go home and be a hole for my 'boyfriends', what a fun day this is turning out to be~
seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing my Owner seeing
@Teeth4Teeth
2day
im sick and tired of folxs with adhd being given more grace than me when it triggers my cptsd, im sick and tired of people with adhd are begged to be given more grace than me, a creature with adhd.
if you interrupt people contantly that CAN BE SOMETHING YOU WORK ON AND *UNLEARN*
im tired of the amount of trans folk who just want me to functionally be a man in their lives bc im intimidating and muscular and have a dick.
im so tired.
im such a stupid horny bitch fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck need to be talked down to and demeaned and confused and grabbed a little too hard and moved around and treated like a toy and meat fuck
IVE ALWAYS HAD A TICKLING FETISH AND YESTERDAY I GOT TO GET TICKLED SEXUALLY FOR THE FIRST TIME AND IT WAS SO GOOD FUCK DUDE THE WAY ID BE GIGGLY AND SQUIRMY AND ALSO FEELING MY HIPS BUCK BACK NEEDILY WAS SO GOOD FUCK
anyways
@Teeth4Teeth
is the bestestest Owner ever and Its mine
im tired of getting cut off, im tired of people not listening to what im saying, im so fucking tired. my patience is wearing so thin on being cut off mid sentence. I'm so sick of people cutting me off and then acting all
":(" when i refuse to start talking again. why should i?
have been a hole for almost 5 hours straight and haven't done this in a minute and wow my poor tailhole is so sore already but i don't want to stop fuck
getting fucked by my Older Sister and then running fetching errands for my Owner right after is, like, bark, so fulfilling~
wild how ive gotten to do it twice in one week, my Halo is glowing~
Dad who's a veterinarian deciding that since you're the family dog now, He'll be doing all your check ups from here on out.
Handling you like an animal, cleaning your teeth, pinning you down to draw blood or administer injections, eventually strapping you down and 'fixing' you