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. ˚₊ ⊹ beware this troubled world, control your intake ⊹ ₊˚ . 22 • he they • shedtwt & stonertwt • transmasc • ugw 120 (54.4) • enter at own risk 🩷

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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
short comparisonspo thread except it's me in the same outfits at my hw (176lbs) vs my cw (143lbs) 🌷 - 🧵 for edtwt 🏷️ for reach: ana mia thinspo averagespo fatspo allspo ricecaketwt
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
edtwt what inspired u to pick ur usernames? like i can understand the thought behind slapping cals/rexic/etc with another word u like but i wanna know WHY u picked it in particular
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
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tw// bodycheck - - - - i may be a failure in most aspects of my life but at least for once i feel like I'm doing something right (march 19 vs may 13)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
(repost bc cropping) I WENT TO FIND A PHOTO OF THE LAST TIME I WORE THIS OUTFIT................OH MY GOD......
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
sure i lost 30lbs since these photos but food used to make me so fucking happy with so much less guilt
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
tw// bodycheck - - - - 30lbs down yet still so fucking far to go as always
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
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disclaimers etc 🌷 for edtwt ONLY 🌷 still got a long long way to go but this reminds me of how far I've come 🌷 this is JUST comparisonspo of me I don't interact with fatphobes/fatspo/allspo. tags are for reach purposes
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
🌷
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
🌷(for context we found a random bra in my friends house lol)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
4 months
one of the worst parts of losing weight is the sheer impatience of it, like I want to look half my size NOW
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
eli nation ur not gonna believe what i found on the floor at work
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
wish I had money for cigarettes NOW not in like 2 days. augh
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
has anyone else managed to convince themselves that somehow once they reach their ugw they'll magically fix their relationship with food AND maintain the weight AND be completely mentally healed 🤡 as if the ED isn't an outward symptom of underlying problems 🤡
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
tw// bc (march 19 vs may 9) - - - not the same pose but I guess you can still see the progress??
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
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🌷
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
you've heard of cigarette and diet coke now get ready for iqos and zero sugar monster
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
being trans is so weird sometimes bc what do you mean i spent years waiting around to get on hormones only to shave several times a week bc I don't like facial hair
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
tw// bodycheck - - - - sorry I've been posting so many shit bcs LOL i like to document the progress n these are decent enough
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
11 days
i hate my body but the fit? i fear i popped the fuck off with this one
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
4 months
I KNOW IT'S BY 0.1 OF A BMI POINT BUT WE'RE FINALLY OUT OF THE REDS 🕺🕺🕺
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
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kirby 🌸
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
are u an "i need to wear clothes that show exactly what i look like" ed haver or an "i need to hide my body shape as much as humanly possible" ed haver
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
tw// bodycheck (face only) my hair looks like shit rn and I know this is baity but can someone tell me if they can see any facial changes jan 30 vs may 7
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
sometimes it's not until i get a random dysphoria-motivated impulse to shave my entire body that i realise just how fucking much hair I have lmfao
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
I OBTAINED TINY CAKE FORKS FUCK YES
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
27 days
meow
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
curious to know but does anyone else get weirdly frustrated when you can't finish a meal bc i then don't know the exact cals? like i SHOULD be feeling happy bc less cals overall but I know how many cals are in the full meal but not the few bites I had so wtf
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
🌷 end of thread! did this literally just bc i was bored and it's cool to see the progress in more tangible ways. if you enjoyed it hit that like and subscribe button 💥
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
did some makeup to match my hair, what do u guys think 🍄
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
since I've lost 30lbs I feel a lot more comfortable wearing cute things again so i hope u guys like the fit 🦇🦇🦇
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
30 days
I COULD SENSE A DROP WAS COMING AFTER THE PLATEAU, I'M FINALLY OUT OF THE 140S AT 139LBS
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
4 months
man it really fucking sucks when you have an ED but still love to cook. i want to experiment with all sorts of recipes and try them all but unfortunately I will not be eating them™
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
yesterday's work fit was femboy friday, today's work fit is manslut saturday 🕺
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
you see this in your house at 2am wyd
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
being called fat by randos on the internet is really funny bc its like damn you think I don't already tell myself that every day? ur a drop in the bucket my guy
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
i just want my shirts to hang off me exactly like they do on the body of a skinny teenage boy
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
sometimes u just gotta OMAD a pizza n salad (~1000cal)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
WOAH VEINS MOMENT?? DAMN
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
4 months
I could've gone longer but I broke my fast anyway with some yopokki and rice :) maybe I'll have a little fruit later
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
29 days
I'm so embarrassing and have no shame lmfao i openly use edtwt / food logging apps / kitchen scales / check nutrition info in front of my housemates and friends, i feel so attention seeking for it
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
fit check ig I don't like how I look but I really enjoyed the outfit so just imagine I'm a store mannequin or smth
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
4 months
@wannaballerina it's my favourite creepypasta icon
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
finally weighed myself n it wasn't as terrifying as I thought it'd be bc i maintained instead of gaining?? 🤨 anyway noodlemaxxing omad 800~cal
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
don't be suspicious don't be suspicious don't be suspicious don't be suspicious 🕺
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
officially lost 30lbs (woo)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
tw// facecheck - - - - ignore whatever tf my hair is doing & we don't talk about the hair dye staining on my neck but my jawline is slowly coming in thank god (+ post gym lunch)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
I'm continuing this train bc i love how common it is LOL i like to think i had a glowup (1st was from 2021)
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@angeli_calz
ᨳ luci | semi recov era???
1 month
NO THIS IS SO REAL. this is an insane switchup to still have he/him pronouns in bio like hello ?
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
semi-face reveal?? only bc I want to show off my makeup from last night (i love doing butterfly makeup sm)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
WAIT HOLY SHIT IF I'M 147LBS TODAY......... I STARTED ALL THIS SHIT AT 176LBS IN FEBRUARY I'VE NEARLY LOST 30LBS / 13.6KG ‼️LITERALLY DROPPED 5 BMI POINTS AHHHHHH
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
26 days
IT'S HEREEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE IT SO MUCH VINTED IS THE BEST
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
yesterday's eats and a drunk outfit pic from last night! there was also a post-gym lunch but i forgot to save that. btw turns out this flavour of heated tobacco (amber) pairs INCREDIBLY with fruit like holy shit
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
my face is grim but i kinda like the makeup & fit ig
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
lovehandles more like I would LOVE to tear these useless chunks of flesh OFF MY BODY
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
4 months
honestly edtwt is rotting my brain having me think 1000 cals is a lot but its fine its a deficit its fine its a deficit
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
me: yeah I don't really have an addictive personality me: (has a history of cutting/burning) (smokes weed most days) (smokes floor cigarettes upon running out of weed) (impulsively spends money) (in a binge/restrict cycle)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
me when my mom praises me for losing weight and then she says "as long as its not in an eating disorder way" when she was one of the factors that fucking caused it in the first place
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
no clue how many cals are in these but I've been CRAVING some baking lately so i made red velvet cupcakes for family and friends :)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
excited bc im gonna omad this thing before my t shot then exercise purge it immediately
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
my wallet is in PAIN but i was sick of buying cigarettes. look at her
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
25 days
i cracked and got them
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
tw// bodycheck AGAIN (facecheck) - - - - WHAT (jan 29 vs may 22)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
YEAHHHHH THIS MAY BE 1000 CALS BUT IT FUCKED AND NOW IM GONNA GO BURN IT OFF
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
post-gym scran (565cal + 326cal)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
28 days
going absolutely mental in this household at this point but hey. pasta
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
tw// semi-bodycheck - - - I bought some new jeans & shorts from a charity shop today ^_^ (ignore the total mess behind me I haven't made my bed)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
not my prettiest yogurt granola bowl but this has like 40g of protein (because i used an entire pot of vanilla protein yogurt) (543cal)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
NEEEEEEEED TO LOOK LIKE THIS SO BAD
@dailymascspo
daily mascspo
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
little halo top treat with an extra drizzle of honey (150cal)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
does anyone else get this weird thing with bodychecking where they initially see a dramatic difference, but then randomly it goes away and then ur like "why does this look the same" even if rationally you know the changes are significant? am i going insane
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
third repost jfc I wasn't happy enough with the comparison (housemate jokingly snapped a pic of me completely disinterested in her rap playlist so i am absolutely using it as an opportunity to bodycheck) (december '23 vs may '24)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
rlly liking this colour combo AUGH i love how everything matches <3
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOO I'M OUT OF THE 150S
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
lazy bisexual stoners UNITE
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh anyway
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
an entire day of haircut + bleaching + dyeing + a minor chemical burn later, WE HAVE BRAND NEW HAIR PEOPLE
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
28 days
served cunt at a work party ‼️ turns out i can't lace myself tightly anymore in this corset because of my weightloss 💀💀
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i nee d to be thinner i need
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
WE'RE BACK ON TRACK BROS WITH A NEW FRUIT YOGURT BOWL COMBO (444cal)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
please someone tell me how the fuck do you feel physically satisfied eating without it being a binge/huge meal. i genuinely don't know how people do it I've tried water, I've tried increasing protein/carbs, the only thing that works is like. if a meal is mostly liquid like soup
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
I'M 151.5 TODAY I'M NEARLY OUT OF THE 150s OMG OMG
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
would it shock u guys to find out i get called emo a bunch whenever i leave the house lol
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
the desserts were SO cute and I wanted to take the adorable fork sooo badly omg (i got a deco fruit roll cake with an apple cooler and she got matcha/white chocolate cheesecake and vietnamese coffee)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
holy shit i was NOT expecting this to blow up as much as it did, thank u everyone for the really kind comments!! muting this 4 now
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
forgot to post it yesterday but one of my friends hosted Eid and we all got together to celebrate! didn't know how many cals was in this, didn't care, Eid Mubarak 🕺
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
noodlemaxxing once again (didn't measure this bc its a safefood regardless but its around 700cal)
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
3 months
I'd be below 150 by now if it wasn't for the binge restrict cycle
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
thinking of doing a little outfit try on.... its all stuff i already own but i wanna see what the new jeans look like with my other stuff....
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
car spotted 🚨
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
29 days
ik ik i already posted my flags BUT here's me WITH my flags :]
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@kandicals
cosmo ★ FREAKY recov
29 days
ME AND MY FLAGSE SORRY I LIKE THIS PIC OF ME IDC IF I POSTED IT BEFORE I LOOK SO NORMAL
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
so so torn between "its just a few extra hundred calories, you can account for it" vs "ITS A FEW EXTRA HUNDRED CALORIES"
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
4 months
i forgot what happens when you exercise with freshly dyed hair whoops
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
2 months
ate 2000 cals worth of sushi tho I'm ready to Commit
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@angstalotl
kirby 🌸
1 month
so so so happy for one of my irls bc they've FINALLY managed to get a gender & hormone therapy assessment, using me as a point of contact so i could be called by the clinic and back them up, and they should be getting referred for testosterone soon!! 🥹
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