short comparisonspo thread except it's me in the same outfits at my hw (176lbs) vs my cw (143lbs) 🌷
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🧵 for edtwt
🏷️ for reach: ana mia thinspo averagespo fatspo allspo ricecaketwt
edtwt what inspired u to pick ur usernames? like i can understand the thought behind slapping cals/rexic/etc with another word u like but i wanna know WHY u picked it in particular
disclaimers etc
🌷 for edtwt ONLY
🌷 still got a long long way to go but this reminds me of how far I've come
🌷 this is JUST comparisonspo of me I don't interact with fatphobes/fatspo/allspo. tags are for reach purposes
has anyone else managed to convince themselves that somehow once they reach their ugw they'll magically fix their relationship with food AND maintain the weight AND be completely mentally healed 🤡 as if the ED isn't an outward symptom of underlying problems 🤡
being trans is so weird sometimes bc what do you mean i spent years waiting around to get on hormones only to shave several times a week bc I don't like facial hair
are u an "i need to wear clothes that show exactly what i look like" ed haver or an "i need to hide my body shape as much as humanly possible" ed haver
tw// bodycheck (face only)
my hair looks like shit rn and I know this is baity but can someone tell me if they can see any facial changes
jan 30 vs may 7
curious to know but does anyone else get weirdly frustrated when you can't finish a meal bc i then don't know the exact cals? like i SHOULD be feeling happy bc less cals overall but I know how many cals are in the full meal but not the few bites I had so wtf
🌷 end of thread! did this literally just bc i was bored and it's cool to see the progress in more tangible ways. if you enjoyed it hit that like and subscribe button 💥
man it really fucking sucks when you have an ED but still love to cook. i want to experiment with all sorts of recipes and try them all but unfortunately I will not be eating them™
being called fat by randos on the internet is really funny bc its like damn you think I don't already tell myself that every day? ur a drop in the bucket my guy
I'm so embarrassing and have no shame lmfao i openly use edtwt / food logging apps / kitchen scales / check nutrition info in front of my housemates and friends, i feel so attention seeking for it
tw// facecheck
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ignore whatever tf my hair is doing & we don't talk about the hair dye staining on my neck but my jawline is slowly coming in thank god (+ post gym lunch)
WAIT HOLY SHIT IF I'M 147LBS TODAY......... I STARTED ALL THIS SHIT AT 176LBS IN FEBRUARY I'VE NEARLY LOST 30LBS / 13.6KG ‼️LITERALLY DROPPED 5 BMI POINTS AHHHHHH
yesterday's eats and a drunk outfit pic from last night! there was also a post-gym lunch but i forgot to save that. btw turns out this flavour of heated tobacco (amber) pairs INCREDIBLY with fruit like holy shit
me: yeah I don't really have an addictive personality
me: (has a history of cutting/burning) (smokes weed most days) (smokes floor cigarettes upon running out of weed) (impulsively spends money) (in a binge/restrict cycle)
me when my mom praises me for losing weight and then she says "as long as its not in an eating disorder way" when she was one of the factors that fucking caused it in the first place
does anyone else get this weird thing with bodychecking where they initially see a dramatic difference, but then randomly it goes away and then ur like "why does this look the same" even if rationally you know the changes are significant? am i going insane
third repost jfc I wasn't happy enough with the comparison
(housemate jokingly snapped a pic of me completely disinterested in her rap playlist so i am absolutely using it as an opportunity to bodycheck)
(december '23 vs may '24)
i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i need to be thinner i nee d to be thinner i need
please someone tell me how the fuck do you feel physically satisfied eating without it being a binge/huge meal. i genuinely don't know how people do it I've tried water, I've tried increasing protein/carbs, the only thing that works is like. if a meal is mostly liquid like soup
the desserts were SO cute and I wanted to take the adorable fork sooo badly omg (i got a deco fruit roll cake with an apple cooler and she got matcha/white chocolate cheesecake and vietnamese coffee)
forgot to post it yesterday but one of my friends hosted Eid and we all got together to celebrate! didn't know how many cals was in this, didn't care, Eid Mubarak 🕺
so so so happy for one of my irls bc they've FINALLY managed to get a gender & hormone therapy assessment, using me as a point of contact so i could be called by the clinic and back them up, and they should be getting referred for testosterone soon!! 🥹