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hi my name is angeli and iโm a spiritual counselor that helps neurodivergents heal their self worth, navigate relationships, & rise into their confidence through recognizing the divine within. ๐นโค๏ธโ๐ฅ spiritual counseling services, healings & readings and my origin story is below โด
when i heard a gentle parent say โiโm raising my kids with gentle parenting so they donโt have to spend their adulthood healing from their childhood traumaโ that really hit. youโre telling me some people are out here thriving, confident & emotionally secure since childhood??
i finally put eucalyptus in my shower and i GET THE HYPE!! it felt like i was immersed in a spa, dancing with mermaids and all of my stress melted away. ๐ฟ
2022 is a 6 year numerology. this will be the year you create nurturing connections, meet your soulmate, or start a family. this year is all about your relationships.
Those "butterflies" you feel aren't love or attraction. That's your intuition warning you in your gut, your body is on alert mode. The Buddhists say your soulmate will bring you peace, they will feel like home. Like you're coming home again after a long awaited journey. Bliss.
men are lonely because they only know how to have emotional intimacy through sex. this depraves them of real, platonic emotional intimacy within their friendships and community. they think they hunger for sex, but itโs their loneliness thatโs devouring them.
most people are uncomfortable with conflict. they donโt understand conflict is an opportunity for growth, intimacy, and vulnerability. part of being an adult means learning how to work through conflict.
If you've never known what a healthy relationship is, you may subconciously try to create chaos because you feel "bored" by projecting your insecurities onto your partner. It's important to heal the inner child to break these unconcious patterns & bad habits.
if you self sabotage a healthy relationship when you finally receive one, it may be because peace was never granted to you without a catch. peace looks threatening when all youโve ever known was chaos.
tantric sex is life changing. breathing into a slow, sensual, meditative sex has so much more anticipation and eroticism. the power of the intentional build up, the eye gazing, the deep breathe work. focusing on the intimacy and connection, rather than making the goal to orgasm.
cut off culture has bred an era of people who will cut off their friends for one simple conflict that can be worked through - when it actually stems from a mix of hyper individualism, fear of intimacy, and abandonment issues.
physical affection with your friends needs to be normalized. a baby can DIE from lack of touch. a baby will literally stop growing if they aren't hugged and nuzzled. this is why so many people think they want a romantic relationship when really all they want is to be held.
self love is a constant choice. itโs not a magical feeling that appears to you one day. itโs a commitment to your boundaries, your well being, your mental & emotional health, and your body. listen to your body, it will teach you how to love yourself.
24 is your 1st house year. itโs the year where you start giving less of a shit. you step into a stronger sense of self & identity, your whole appearance changes too.
Aries: wildfire
Leo: candle flame
Saggitarius: campfire
Cancer: the coast
Scorpio: deep sea trenches
Pisces: the ocean
Gemini: the clouds
Libra: the wind
Aquarius: the horizon
Taurus: the earth
Virgo: forest trees
Capricorn: the mountains
pairing magnesium chloride with red raspberry leaf & ginger tea for menstrual cramps is MAGIC. magnesium relaxes the muscle tension around the uterus. red raspberry regulates periods & muscle contractions. ginger is a warming herb that increases blood flow & reduces inflammation.
i refuse to date someone again who wonโt make me a better person. all of my exes have told me i have changed their life, but whoโs going to change MY life? whoโs going to push ME to grow? whoโs going to teach me about the world? i just keep being used for character development.
mercury retrograde heals relationships. yes communication issues happen, but it strengthens the connections meant to stay in your life if both parties are receptive and breaks away the connections that arenโt alligned with you. conflict should lead to a healthy resolution always.
happy full moon in libra. release the people who no longer serve you and pour into the people who nourish you. remember who has given you their time, energy, and appreciation. donโt forget who has given you chaos, drama, and disrespect.
you think youโve done all of your shadow work? now try having a healthy relationship. being face to face with someone on a vulnerable level like that will crack you open again and again. all the parts of yourself you thought you healed will show themselves again.
23 is your 12th house year and literally everyoneโs dark night of the soul. itโs like the universe isolates you and youโre forced to face yourself. hidden enemies reveal themselves & you have to shed a lot of old beliefs, patterns, and people that are holding you back.
you can never take mushrooms or any entheogenic plants to get high. these plants have spirits and you will experience consequences if you disrespect their sacred medicine.
when psilocybin mushrooms were colonized and culturally appropriated from mazatec woman, maria sabina, it
your life will do a complete 180 just by choosing to take care of yourself more. self care will touch every atom and fibre of your being. self care radiates out to everything you touch and do.
ptsd & chronic stress shrinks the hippocampus. if you struggle with releasing trauma, you have high cortisol levels. holy basil helps you release stuck trauma by stimulating stem cells in the hippocampus, where you store memories & move past things. it repairs cortisol damage.
every person you meet youโve known in another life. time is infinite. some more briefly than others, some more strongly than others. you are connected to everyone you know.
donโt idolize anyone. when you disagree with them, youโll be very disappointed they didnโt fit your picture of how you wanted them to be. youโll fail to see their humanness.
today mars retrograde starts! during this time itโs important for us to watch our anger and agitation. your anger will be louder with mars retrograde, but you can find healthy ways to channel that. mars is known for causing separations, breakups, chaos, and drama.
intimacy isnโt about sex. you can have sex with absolutely no presence at all. intimacy is about connecting with someone deeply. sharing your real and raw emotions, showing your true self, being fully present with someone you trust.
healthy love isnโt based on obsession. itโs based on devotion. your soulmate will be devoted to you and feel like home. your karmic partner will feel obsessive and lustful with extreme emotional highs and lows. with your soulmate, you feel safe, whole, nurtured. just like home.
mercury rules jobs, applications, and money.
i applied to 5 jobs yesterday during mercury hour and 3 replied back today for an interview.
use astrology to make your life easier.
so twitter is an aries sun/sagittarius moon, tiktok is a leo sun/aries moon, tumblr is a double pisces, youtube is an aquarius sun/taurus moon, and instagram is a libra sun/virgo moon?? MAKES SENSE.
getting your life together as a neurodivergent girlie:
- journal out everything in your head, your goals, your to dos, go get a daily planner.
- pomodoro technique.
- 40hz binaural beats (with headphones) are proven to enhance focus & learning.
thank me later. ๐
venus is in pisces. the impossible is possible. write down your dreams. romanticize everyone and everything. see all the possibilities and potentials of the future. make beautiful art. go out on some romantic dates. listen to intuitive messages about your lovers and friends.
if you were severely bullied in your childhood, you probs have deeply rooted rejection trauma that manifests as a fear of saying no, a fear of others not liking you, and people pleasing.
a healthy relationship should stem from pure intentions, love + kindness, lovers who maintain their individuality & differences whilst growing together. healthy differences are what help you compromise & bring you closer together. you wont learn from those who are just like you.
my room is a sanctuary in the day and a psychedelic experience at night. do you want a little weed? some wine? let me give you a tarot reading. light some incense and look at these trippy lights. come cuddle with my kittens. letโs paint and vibe. letโs dance and have a photoshoot
i didnโt take magnesium & vitamin D for a few days and i started to feel easily agitated & stressed out, but then, i took my supplements & literally everything that was stressing me out stopped bothering me & i was in a peaceful mood allll day.
astrology is a science. youโre studying people and patterns in relation to celestial bodies & what knowledge those patterns bring. astrology studies the natural world around us and is backed up by evidence through centuries of astrological data. it is a science.
aquarius full moon lessons:
- not everyone is your friend
- friendship requires actual closeness
- have the difficult conversation
- detach from your emotions and see the bigger picture
i promise you- no one is thinking about you as much as you think they are. you are at most a fleeting thought to others. the world doesnโt center you as much as you think it does. if you find yourself stuck on someone, this is your sign to release them.
we learned in my psychic class that when people try to insult you, theyโre really trying to cling onto your aura and feed on your energy as a means to control you. my teacher taught us to protect ourselves by visualizing ourselves putting on a โbody of glassโ every day.
divine love should bring you peace and stability. love isnโt chaos and conflict. love isnโt pain and torture. love isnโt sacrifice and should not leave you feeling half empty. divine love radiates. divine love should bring you nothing less than understanding, kindness, divinity.
your mother is the first person whoโs supposed to show you love. today is hard for those who havenโt had the best mothers. for those whoโve experienced mothers who betrayed them, harmed them, & failed in their role to nurture. you are still loved even if you didnโt receive love.
I promise you that anyone who studies psychology and is manipulative is manipulative on purpose. No ifs ands or buts. If you know how the mind works, you can either use that for understanding and empathy or manipulation and evil.
having planets in the 12th house means that you bring out the worst in people so that they are forced to face themselves. people who avoid themselves consistently project on you/see you as an enemy because you trigger the darkest parts in them by your existence alone.
if people find you intimidating by how well you read others, you may just have 8th house and 12th house placements! whatโs hidden canโt hide from you baby.
My uncle got cancer on the face over summer and he cured it without chemo. He started studying herbal and chinese medicine. He went raw vegan. He used blended microgreens and made a mask for his face a few times a day. He reversed his diabetes in 72 hours and his cancer is gone.
This new moon is teaching you how to strengthen your emotional boundaries without merging your needs with others - you are a whole individual, not a facet of anyone elseโs identity.โฃ
โฃWhen you think youโve surrendered, itโsโฃ time to surrender more.
so far, with saturn in pisces we have:
- orcas sinking sail boats
- the little mermaid
- everyone wants to be a mermaid
- submarine with 5 billionaires sinking by the titanic
- whats next??
Mercury goes retrograde tomorrow in Scorpio. This retrograde asks us to be logical, indirect, plan ahead, and to make sure we analyze a situation, learning all the details about it. Weโre going to see a lot of secrets come out into the spotlight.
with jupiter in pisces, youโre going to be seeing the revolution of empathy. more understanding, more compassion, more warmth, less judgement and separation. iโm excited.
scorpios and aries really had to face so much growing up, that we forget sometimes how it feels to be accepted for who you are. people project their anger and emotional insecurities onto us constantly. be gentle with your scorpio and aries friends.
i donโt consent to being hate followed or obsessively stalked. if you are following me because youโre trying to extract information from me or youโre experiencing strong feelings of jealousy, hate, or dislike towards me, please unfollow.
i love saturn in pisces. youโll be pursuing your dreams into reality, working through your subconscious fears, breaking your illusions & addictions, setting boundaries to honor your emotions, isolating yourself so you can break codependent patterns, & honing in a spiritual gift.
mugwort is incredible for lucid dreaming & astral projection. it EXPANDS your intuition. if youโre curious about your psychic abilities, take some mugwort and see what psychic abilities are ignited.
if any close friend has ever emotionally supported you, been there for you at your lowest points, protected you through your pain, financially supported you when you could not, listened to you with no judgment, and has really tried to understand you: thatโs your soul family.
โจ signs youโre healing your inner child โจ
- youโre learning to accept yourself more every day
- you allow yourself to feel your emotions
- you validate what youโre feeling & experiencing
- you try to understand yourself more
22 is the year where you have to evaluate your friendships & community. you could finally find the people who vibe with you & let go of those that donโt. youโll feel more confident in social situations. this is also when your dreams begin to manifest into tangible reality.
virgos will plan to break up with you months ahead of time. they need to process their choice while theyโre dating you. the breakup will seem out of the blue, but theyโve been giving you hints the entire time.
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gentle parenting isnโt about being perfect. itโs about owning up to your mistakes when you hurt them and emotionally regulating yourself, then properly apologizing to your child and trying to change your behaviors so you can show up for your kids and set a better example for them
25 is your 2nd house year. youโre finding your standing and sense of stability in the world. your relationship to money changes. time to start opening up that retirement savings account, budgeting, & building an emergency fund.
i met someone for the first time in my life that had a healthy childhood, happy family, and no childhood trauma from their parents. i didnโt know those people existed.
Spiritual therapy is the gonna be the new wave. I'm already seeing so many people wanting to study psychology and connect it with astrology/tarot/reiki/energy healing to help their clients. I feel like it's so important for therapists to be spiritually connected.
during world war II, witches gathered together to protect england from being invaded by hitler on august 1940. they visualized a cone of power being directed into the mind of hitler telling him that he would not be able to cross the english channel. hitler dropped off his planned
the astrology of the taurus full moon on halloween screams nurturing our ancestors, rekindling the connection with your ancestors, and ancestral magick. a lot of people will be having spiritual awakenings and heightened intuitive awareness. quite literally, speaking to your dead.
my next lover will be someone who can see me clearly & wants to understand me. someone who feels grounded with me and is emotionally receptive with me. someone who knows who they are and focuses on their own healing + growth, so that they can nurture our connection healthily.
astrologers warning you about mercury retrograde doesnโt mean weโre telling you what to do. i actually have continually ignored the mercury rx warnings of not starting new relationships/new jobs everytime, and without fail, they always ended during another rx or the same one.
this full moon in capricorn is the portal for you to release aspects of your personality that hold you back from your childhood dreams. this energy creates the perfect atmosphere for you to reflect on your past, heal old wounds, and reclaim your childlike curiosity and joy.
๐งฟ I am protected from the evil eye .
๐งฟ All negative energies someone gives me are reflected back onto them.
๐งฟ Everyone's bad intentions will be drawn onto them threefold.
๐งฟ My energy is ALWAYS protected.