@edtwtconfessing
oh now this is heartbreaking. i have no to say except this wasn’t your fault & you deserve sm better. also your trauma response / thought processes are also not your fault, but try to be safe. take care of yourself and try to tell an adult 🤍💌
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@lil_lesbean
prob my l
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ab*se being so bad. like the throwing up, headaches, heart stopping, ears ringing, blurry vision etc and still feeling it’s worth it in the end
@waystarve
i always ask that. like watching my 600 lb life im always like okay…maybe you could get that big but how much are you eating to not just maintain that weight but to GAIN when you’re 500 lb +. im not trying to be rude but it always shocks me / makes me question
@tuIipspo
it also sucks cause you have such a long way to go till your goal 😭 and then people don’t take you seriously until you get uw when it’s like??? ive been suffering this whole time and now y’all notice
“getting to your ugw / being skinny won’t make you happy” what a bullshit lie omg. maybe not all of my problems but id much rather be tiny & sad than this. im already sm happier than i was seventy pounds ago so
is it weird that i wish i had developed my ed as a teen ?? i know it’s just as difficult mentally but i wouldn’t have to worry ab paying for treatment if i needed it & would have less responsibility so i could focus on it more
@mirubunnie
just as bad as being not nice is when you’re treated like you’re invisible because of your weight :( im v sorry you’ve / anyone else has felt this too