i've realized that theres no point in me working out if I don't have a girl to claw their nails into my back and make me bleed and whimper like a good boy
it sucks that I have the worst close friends ever, they make me feel like shit and feel like everyone else makes fun of but in reality I literally have beef with no one and at this point I get all this of this shit just because of my race
i honestly hate my life rn I'm always invisible to people and I've genuinely gotten so tired of it, but of course if I start to tell anyone about it because everyone tells me "your overreacting" or start trying to talk about their own problems