My PP made me feel really pretty last night 😍
I do have body insecurities from time to time. I was 232 lbs at my heaviest... And eventhough I've lost 70..My brain doesn't always see it that way.
But thank you. You really made me feel super pretty❤️☺️
Hey
@Battlefield
, is there any way we can keep the yellow!?!
The contrast is amazing! It makes everything pop!
Pretty please! ❤️
Your Battlefield Enthusiast,
Spexxie
❤️
What does 70lbs look like..?
What influenced me to lose it? I had 2 grand mal nocturnal seizures. Haven't had caffeine or alcohol in almost 3 years.
It's been a mental rollercoaster.. but I'm shining brighter than I ever have. ❤️
When I post photos of myself, it’s because I’m proud of where I’ve come from. I have my struggles of body dysmorphia , but that’s been changing. And you all just get to go on the adventure with me 🥰
Am I'm having fun in 2042? Yes.
Am I happy that it's an incomplete game? Nope.
Am I trying to understand how you feel? Yes.
Am I going to shit on you for your views on the game? Nope.
Am I going to keep doing me? Yes.
Can we have a difference of opinion, and get along? 🤷🏼♀️
Hey everyone, I am taking a break from streaming.
I'm burning out and I need to get my priorities in order.
Please take care of yourselves.
I'll see you soon ❤️
Alot has changed.
2 seizures,
An appendectomy
In 2 months, I lost my mom, lost my uncle, lost my aunt, lost my cousin.
And I still play battlefield for fun.
Life is precious.
After the rain, the sun always comes out.
❤️
Clean and ready to go.
Only took about 2 hours to set up the new desk and plug everything back in!
Insane birthday gift, SecretLab Magnus Pro.. 🥹🩷
I think this thing has nicer legs than me 😳
#secretlab
#hydrolicdesk
Today I cried, laughed, felt angry, took a breath, struggled and felt strong.
Tomorrow, I plan to keep placing one foot in front of the other and make my best friend, my guardian angel, my mom proud.
🦋❤️
Yesterday, I started transplanting and weeding.
I have absolutely NO idea what I'm doing... But it makes me feel connected to her. And for once, since the 15th... I feel like I can breath.
Thank you all for your kind words ❤️
I'm having a hard time processing this. I'm generally a happy person but I'm angry at myself and at life. I wanted her around for another 20 years.. alot of painful firsts are yet to come.
Holy shit.
My first stream since April 11th, and the amount of LOVE my PP shown was mind blowing!?!
This was one of the hardest things I had to do, but I'm soo grateful to be surrounded by amazing supportive people.
Xoxox
Benefits of adopting a Spex
Qualities:
- Great cook and baker
- Loves videogames
- Loves food
- Works 3 jobs, so money isn’t an issue
- Binge watch everything
- Funny (dad jokes approved!)
- and more!!
Cons:
- Steals Blankets
- Flame is apart of the deal… 🙃
As a new player with only 400 hours, whose never been through a wipe and died a SHIT TON…
I can finally say,as a Timmie, I’ve caught them all !!
Holy crap this was fun 😂😂
You're absolutely doing my head in!!!
2/3 now completed!!
If we get 3/3, that means TW0 special streams for my amazing community!!!!
I absolutely can't believe I'm surrounded by such amazing supportive people! 🥹🥹
Xoxo PP!
My Solar Rotation Celebration is happening on June 22nd, instead of on the actual day (June 23rd)
It's my first birthday without mom, so I will be spending the evening with family.
Catch you 7 EST, June 22nd for a night of laughter, cake and memories!
🥳❤️😘
Excited to bring my
#battlefield
skills into a different arena with tomorrow's
#warzone2
.0 competition!
Get ready for some excitement!
Thanks
@intelcanada
for letting me join the fun!!
You know, I had high hopes for Season 7 bringing the viewership and players back…
I appreciate those streamers who are dedicated to seeing battlefield through until the next launch..
I will always support where I can! But bf isn’t my main game anymore 💔
I was giving away one gold copy of 2042... But two members of my community also matched it... That makes Three!!! 😍😍😍
Giveaway starts August 1st and will run until September 30th, so the winners will be apart of the early access!!
For console and PC!
More details to come!
What an incredible Friday night!!! My PP is growing!! 🥹
Huge shoutout to
@bpmckee
and loosi for the raids tonight!
Goal this weekend: figure out how to do proper portrait shots...see you all on Sunday! ❤️😘