8 hour stream tomorrow before I take a couple of weeks off to move!!!
And wait.... hang on.... something's different about the Deuzelope... what could it be? Come see the updates tomorrow, Friday Aug 23rd, 12-8pm EST! 😘
I finally have a refsheet!!! The Lycantalope is the first out of the gate!
Many many thanks to
@Hueasya69
for creating such a nice sheet! You do such great work! Thank you! (18+ profile! 🔞)
One door has closed and another one is opening, but there’s no reason I cannot explore the world between them.
Took a risk with all my stuff in the car and stopped to see Niagara Falls. It was very much worth it (despite the hoards of tourists lol)
🔥✨ It's not sexy, but it works! ✨🔥
LULU'S RETURN STREAM IS TOMORROW, TUESDAY SEPT 10TH, 12 NOON EST!
(Not from VRChat, that's still not set up yet, but even so!)
Good morning from my new apartment! Unpacking and organizing is going slowly but surely and hopefully soon this place will look like a home.
Things are going to take a bit to get back online and back to streaming but I’m hoping to return on Sunday! I’ll keep you all posted! ❤️
8 hour stream tomorrow before I take a couple of weeks off to move!!!
And wait.... hang on.... something's different about the Deuzelope... what could it be? Come see the updates tomorrow, Friday Aug 23rd, 12-8pm EST! 😘
Okay let me rephrase this: can any FURRIES recommend OTHER FURRIES who are NOT bloodthirsty “artists” who can make this for me. If you are a FURRY artist, please respond again. 🙄
Oh, holy shit, it's been 2 years since I started streaming. Fuck.
Well come join me tomorrow for an anti-subathon - any subs, bits, tips, or loot cards will DEDUCT time from the timer! Come join the chaos!!
Sunday, January 14th, 11am EST! 🥂🎉
One of my followers, Asetepepo, drew this fantastic and absolutely not based on real events art of my Lavalope! Pirate queen Lulu strikes again!
Thank you so much Asete, I love this!!! 🥰🏴☠️
Today I finally achieved a goal I have sought for over a year, a goal which validates my entire existence as a streamer and as a leader. It's just a silly badge, but to me it means I have accomplished something groundbreaking.
Thank you all for helping me get here. 🥰🥳
I'll be honest..... I may be taking an extended leave of absence from streaming. Life has hit me with some soul crushing news and I may need some time to process it and figure out my next steps. I'll keep you all posted.
I’m not 100% sure I’ll be back up and running in time for a Sunday stream. Things aren’t going to plan and I’m still without wifi and furniture, and my new reality is really starting to set in. I miss vr, I miss my friends, I have no escape from the negative thoughts right now.
So as an update:
- I cancelled my trip to Seattle. I am utterly devastated.
- I am still taking a streaming break for a week or so.
- I am very depressed.
- I love you all and don't deserve your support.
"So why did you choose content creation? What do you offer people outside of entertainment? You can't make a difference in people's lives!"
This. I offer this. And I am endlessly proud to lead such a strong community. You mean so much to me and so much to each other. ❤️🥰
ANE may be wrapping up but there was still time to get a quick doodle from the guest of honor artist for the con,
@DeclanMcComics
! Blackhound’s space Dutchie and my Lycantalope! They’re so heckin cute omg 🥰
This breakfast was worth digging the car out from the overnight snowstorm.
Smoked pork poutine with eggs and a mocha. Holy shit.
@ItsMapleDoe
really knows where to get the good stuff. 🤤
Some days being the therapist friend takes more out of you than you realize. If you're helping someone through something, or just being a source of comfort to someone, be sure to remember to take a little time to recover. You can't care for others if you can't care for yourself.
I am finally finally home and absolutely exhausted, but what a trip! I'm so ready to get back to streaming tomorrow and tell you all about it!!! Also new surprise uwu?!? 👀
I just checked my email nervously hoping I had been offered Partner. XD
I'm not used to seeing it yet, and I hope this wonderful feeling of mild shock never fades. I will cherish this forever.
UWU miss
@ItsMapleDoe
, I kno u may be in a tizzy-wizzy frum deawing with da glizzy-wizzy, so I wish u da bestest for u, so here is some UWU fwom me to u, cause u ditched da dog for a bun UWU! :3
I feel like all I do is whine about just how bad this year has been and yet somehow it just keeps getting worse. For every step forward I feel like I take another step back. I'm not really sure how much longer I can keep this up without a complete breakdown. I. Am. So. Tired.
PSA: I was bot raided by the world's most childish, pedantic, and unimaginative waste of space today who was also DMing me hate/pedo messages. He's now trying for a smear campaign. If anyone reaches out to re: me or my channel, it's this goober. Please block and report. 🙄
I feel like I'm the only content creator who will not be attending Furality in any of my custom avatars. If you see me there I'll be in a public model. My designs are too precious to me to risk being stolen and I feel like I'm the only one who thinks that. I feel out of place.
One of my followers, Asetepepo, drew this fantastic and absolutely not based on real events art of my Lavalope! Pirate queen Lulu strikes again!
Thank you so much Asete, I love this!!! 🥰🏴☠️
There is so much going on in my life right now it just occurred to me that I had entirely forgotten to write a thank you tweet for reaching 5k followers on Twitch.
What a fucking milestone, and my rude ass just like... didn't say anything.
That's where my headspace is right now
I feel that at the end of the day I am simply not built to push myself hard enough to achieve partner. The stress of this, along with other irl stressors, has truly wrecked me.
I am officially abandoning my push and will go back to focusing on supporting my community. I'm sorry.
I don't think I have the words to thank you all enough for being a part of this 2 year journey with me. Whether you were here at the beginning, found me in the middle, or stumbled upon the cafe just recently, you've turned my channel into something truly special. Thank you. ❤️🥰
Last year at the start of Pride Month I offered my support and love as an ally. This year I can proudly offer my support and love as a member of the lgbtq+ community. To us! 🥂🏳️🌈
#PrideMonth
I am continually grateful for how truly fantastic my community days are. Everyone is kind and good natured, we enjoy the day and our time together and it truly makes me smile to know how much happiness we can bring to each other. Thank you for another great day all. ❤️
Today's art stream went great! Look at this 5 o'clock shadowed, disgruntled gentleman right here, the damn coffee is cold!
Also newest Cult of Blahaj member?! Thanks
@ItsMapleDoe
! 🥰🏳️⚧️
There's an important life update in my discord that addresses my recent bouts with depression and periodic stream cancellations. This is not a ploy to bring people into the server, I just wanted address what was discussed on stream today. Thanks all. ❤️
Ok, I can't believe I have to write this tweet, but lemme yell it to get the point across.
-> BEING A PARTNER DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SEXUALLY HARASS SMALLER STREAMERS IN CHAT (OR EVER). <- No, you don't know me, no its not okay. And NO, you CANNOT touch me after stream.