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🩷💛💙, 80's baby, Vet Tech, ADHD/autistic. stuck in the south (but at least there's no snow)

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@Zpn1980
Nel
6 months
Dad is gone. I always thought this man to be my giant, no matter what was happening I was safe because I had him. He took me on bike adventures, we'd sneak out for ice cream, we'd both yell at the TV during hockey games and drive my mother crazy. I miss him so much already. 💔
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@Zpn1980
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9 months
Excuse the dorky grin, just really excited to be starting my new job! Haven't physically worked with animals since last July so really stoked!!
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@Zpn1980
Nel
8 months
Alright, this morning is my working interview at a really nice veterinary hospital that's only 20 minutes away. If I get this, no more 1-2 hours drive to work! 🤞🤞🤞
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@Zpn1980
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1 year
@WhatTheADHD Bumping into everything! I thought I was just very clumsy but there's an actual 'thing' with ADHD that causes difficulty with spacial awareness
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@Zpn1980
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9 months
@AutisticCallum_ I'm glad I'm not the only one not understanding why the other kids laughed. And shame on that teacher for laughing too
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@Zpn1980
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7 months
Today's therapy outfit
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@Zpn1980
Nel
8 months
Up way too early this morning, excited for an interview I have tomorrow for a job where I would get to work with sloths, otters, wallabies, stingrays, a huge variety of wild birds, and so much more!!! This would be my dream job!
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@Zpn1980
Nel
10 months
Happy whatever you do or don't celebrate. Hope everyone's doing well and staying safe
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@Zpn1980
Nel
5 months
Housemate's boyfriend is over, I'm watching a comedian on YouTube. Got up to check the kittens and when I came back, he had turned it off because 'she wasn't funny' then left the room. He wasn't watching TV at all, had no intention of watching it. Why did he turn it off then???
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@Zpn1980
Nel
10 months
On my way to a job interview, fingers crossed it all goes well.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
Today's therapy outfit
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@Zpn1980
Nel
9 months
@WhatTheADHD Ring for 3 seconds or 60 seconds. I have the same one
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@Zpn1980
Nel
1 year
@WhatTheADHD Car at work, took public transport home and didn't realise it until the next morning while I frantically searched for my car...
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@Zpn1980
Nel
9 months
It's finally here!! @stephenRB4
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@Zpn1980
Nel
5 months
I have to leave in 30 min and have zero motivation or desire to get up. It's already the most Friday-est of Thursdays
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@Zpn1980
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6 months
Posting because I'm lost, don't know what what to do Dad had a great attack early this morning. We're losing him. What do I do? How do I process this? I was so sure he was coming home. I don't want to say bye, I can't just can't
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@Zpn1980
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1 year
@AutisticCallum_ And then being told you're being rude when you're just being honest
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@Zpn1980
Nel
10 months
Me and the squish have decided to say f @ck it to today, we need a nap
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
Finally naming a couple of them as their personalities come through. This is Loki. Absolutely chaos. He's already 'chasing' his siblings tails and has no fear climbing or exploring. He's going to test my sanity on a daily basis
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@Zpn1980
Nel
8 months
Prefect t-shirt for therapy
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@Zpn1980
Nel
10 months
Think it's time I take a few days off here. Depression has hit hard and I'm going to try and work on it. Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend, be good to yourselves ❤️
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@Zpn1980
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7 months
Not going to be around for a few days, maybe longer. Dad (90yrs) was suddenly hospitalized today.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
10 months
I had another interview today and I got the job! It's perfect for me, way better than yesterday's interview and they don't care what I look like!! I'm so excited! Thank you to everyone - you all were supportive before and after yesterday's interview, meant so much to me
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@Zpn1980
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6 months
Dad's coming home this weekend to spend what time he has left surrounded by family and friends. He's got a palliative care team and they are amazing people. He's comfortable and cognitive. I fly back home Thursday and hope I can see him again soon.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
11 months
2 hours of sleep is totally enough to function. Right? Right??
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
Post your B&W photo
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There is something black and white about B&W photos. Go ahead and QT yours, or don't. I ain't your daddy 😏
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@Zpn1980
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6 months
1/2 cat trees completed
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@Zpn1980
Nel
4 months
End of shift that had 2 copperhead bites, 2 rattlesnake bites, a broken skull, 2 kidney failures and a pancreatitis/liver failure/aspiration pneumonia dog with back issues. I would like to sleep now please
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
I know I've posted silly little things most people couldn't give two shits about but here's why. I've always been told, by family, partners and friends, I can't do things, should give up, let someone else do it. I'll fail, destroy it, break it. I'm proving to myself I can do it
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@Zpn1980
Nel
4 months
Do men really think this?
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@Zpn1980
Nel
8 months
Therapy outfit of the day. Trying to battle the recent negativity that's moved into my mind.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
11 months
Not done yet, missing the festive black bow but I'm pretty happy with how it's turning out
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
Anyone want to come over and put this together for me? I've a second one too. Why do I keep doing this to myself!?
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
Lilith's babies are 10 days old and are starting to crawl. Eyes are open and they're becoming more vocal.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
8 months
If I have to have a long drive home I'm grateful that it's a pretty one
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@Zpn1980
Nel
5 months
Someone likes having the whole side of the hotel bed all to himself
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@Zpn1980
Nel
4 months
Here's my 'before a 12 hour overnight ER shift' picture from 5 hours ago. Doesn't she look happy? Calm? Unfrazzled? 🤣🤣🤣 Silly girl
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@Zpn1980
Nel
8 months
I'm suppose to be studying and working on getting the house in order. What am I doing instead? Coloring my hair and waiting on my face mask to dry so I can shower. Hello ADHD my good friend 😂
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@Zpn1980
Nel
5 months
@Danielle_Nellie I'm usually blunt so I'd just say 'you've got stunning lips'
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
Lilith has 2 boys and 3 girls. Total boys vs girls in the house is now 5 boys to 3 girls... darn 😂
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@Zpn1980
Nel
11 months
It's done. Made some adjustments but I think I'm happy with it
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@Zpn1980
Nel
9 months
Went in for a simple recheck. Turned into testing and chest x-ray. Gotta keep life interesting!! 😝
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
Finally done!
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@Zpn1980
Nel
6 months
He's refused to let me put him down all morning. I think I may have been missed
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
I freaking did it!
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@Zpn1980
Nel
5 months
98⁰ and sticky out. I did the outdoor things, now I just want to relax in the cool indoors
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
Another has been named Here is Puck, mischievous, playful, and silly. My little goblin 💖
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@Zpn1980
Nel
11 months
Happy Friday! We made it though another week!
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@Zpn1980
Nel
11 months
My holiday sweater finally arrived 😊
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@Zpn1980
Nel
8 months
This smug little jacka$$ went right back to sleep after his breakfast.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
6 months
Just another day in paradise. Bit by a dog, what fun! 🥴
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@Zpn1980
Nel
11 months
Just waiting on my little children for the basket and it's done.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
And finally, meet the last of the kittens. This is Odina, full of frenzy (this is the only way I could get her picture, she's non stop!) and fury (she gets grumpy if she's interrupted).
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@Zpn1980
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9 months
I don't wanna Monday!!
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@Zpn1980
Nel
8 months
I genuinely think this was the last time I ever felt like I was pretty. Found these old pictures while transferring photos to a new phone. I don't even remember looking like this ever. This was only 4 years ago. Depression is just so shitty.
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@Zpn1980
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6 months
Dad's home where he belongs (mum is thrilled!!). He's set up comfortably and medicated, he's lucid, talking with us, eating a little bit. We don't know how much time we have left but he's home, surrounded by family. That's good enough for me. Thank you all for your kindness 💖
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@Zpn1980
Nel
6 months
I am getting nothing done today!
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@Zpn1980
Nel
4 months
Well I guess I'm done with school work for now....
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@Zpn1980
Nel
1 year
@WhatTheADHD Mourn it as you would any other death. Take the time to process it, to allow your heart and mind to realize it's no longer a part of you. Losing a job is not a simple matter, especially if it was something you loved doing. Take time to mourn it, it's okay to do so.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
8 months
This little jerk has decided that after not paying any attention to this cardboard house for months, the day I decide to throw it away is when he wants to play in it
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
So that's all of them. Lilith Odina Loki Hilda Puck Freyja What have I got myself into????
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@Zpn1980
Nel
11 months
Isn't it always the case?
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@Zpn1980
Nel
1 year
@DrDoyleSays In my head is the safest place to be, it's how I get through my day, it's how I 'function'. I know this isn't healthy but how else would I function. Probably why I own hundreds of books, instant escape
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@Zpn1980
Nel
8 months
If you need a little bit of happiness today
@gunsnrosesgirl3
Science girl
8 months
have you ever seen a butterfly playing with a puppy before? well now you have🦋
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@Zpn1980
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4 months
Happy Monday! If you can't make it a good one, at least make it an interesting one
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@Zpn1980
Nel
6 months
Last little bit of home
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@Zpn1980
Nel
5 months
Your last saved image describes your mood today: Yup, face says it all
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@Zpn1980
Nel
5 months
Qrt you and your flags!
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@DavidMiddleham
David Middleham
5 months
Qrt you and your flags!
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
Third kitten is named. Meet Freyja. Independent and determined. Magical and mystical. Loving and sweet. Companion to a witch.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
The fourth has been named. Meet Hilda, the personification of a Valkyrie warrior. She was the smallest and the weakest. I didn't think she'd make it; she proved otherwise. She's still the tiniest but will take on her big brother's with no hesitation.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
5 months
This lemonade may or may not contain Southern Comfort. It's been that kind of day
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@Zpn1980
Nel
4 months
Turned into a great evening
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@Zpn1980
Nel
4 months
Not ready for the weekend to end. Last week was very hairy. Also spent hours in a dark room waiting for my patient to become sedate (after 3 doses of sedatives!). Wonder what this week will bring.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
10 months
Feel this in my soul. Good morning and happy Monday everyone
@CrazyCatsDogs
Cats and Dogs 🐾🐈
10 months
Who looks like this on their way to work on Monday? 🙋🏼‍♀️
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@Zpn1980
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9 months
Why are fitted sheets a thing?!!!!??!! I've watched video after video trying to learn and nothing!! I will give who ever can come over and fold this (and a couple of others) anything!!
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@Zpn1980
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9 months
Today at 04:40 Me yelling at the dog: 'quit chasing the cat and chewing on his ear!! It's too early for this!!' A few moments later... Me yelling at said cat: 'quit trying to stick your head in the dog's mouth!! What is wrong with you??' Send coffee
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@Zpn1980
Nel
10 months
The absolute lack of give a shit this boy has
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@Zpn1980
Nel
11 months
I will seduce you with my mouth and throat 😳 I have to stop playing these games!
@Kacey_hollow
Kace's magical world ✨📚✒️📖✨
11 months
my tongue and groove and I'm not sure... Don't even ask, I have no freaking idea 🤣🤣🤣
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@Zpn1980
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6 months
-Dad starting to wake up slightly, Dr gives him a few days left to live -recovery continues, family agrees Dad had horseshoe up his butt -infection in leg, necrosis spreading, kidneys failing -Dad 'healthy' enough to come home -me being left with no idea how to handle all of this
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@Zpn1980
Nel
9 months
What are five topics you can talk about unprepared for 30 minutes? 1. Hockey 2. Animal care 3. Smut books 4. True crime 5. Witchy herbs
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What are five topics you can talk about unprepared for 30 minutes? * Movies * Music * 80s cartoons * Food * Different movies
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@Zpn1980
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8 months
Happy half price chocolate Eve!!
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@Zpn1980
Nel
5 months
Exhausted from going absolutely nothing!
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@Zpn1980
Nel
11 months
I thought the saying was pretty funny on my new mug until a friend pointed out I looked like the picture....
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@Zpn1980
Nel
11 months
I was asked what I'm thankful for today and while it may not be the norm for most, I'm thankful that 5 years ago, I decided no more holidays with my toxic immediate family in order to save myself. I don't regret it one bit.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
9 months
Why are so many of us up so damn early today?? It's not a full moon or anything weird
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@Zpn1980
Nel
7 months
Flying home in a couple of hours. Dad's gone septic, only option is surgery, chance of survival is minimal due to age and comorbidities. Thank you for your kind words. Appreciate you all.
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@Zpn1980
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10 months
Thank you to everyone who wished me luck, so very appreciated ❤️. They offered the position but I'm on the fence about it as they are very conservative (no tattoos, no facial piercings, no colored hair). I would have to really change myself to work there.
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@Zpn1980
Nel
9 months
Good frosty morning 🥶 How is it 25F in Texas??
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@Zpn1980
Nel
1 year
@AutisticCallum_ Yes!! Otherwise I get accused of being a know if all of it seems to rub some people the wrong way. I don't know why this bugs people, they asked a question, I have an answer. What's the issue?
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@Zpn1980
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6 months
This past week has just been a shit show of emotions - sister calling Dad's in hospital but is okay -sister calling back, actually was worse, get on a plane ASAP -dad ok-ish, can't walk but handling wheelchair great -that night, massive heart attack, come day goodbye 1/2
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@Zpn1980
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8 months
Got turned down for another permanent position, had all three of my shifts next week cancelled and I have guests coming to stay this weekend. Perfect time to redo the guest bathroom, right?
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10 months
I hope everyone has the New Year's Eve/Day that they want and deserve 🎉💛🪩 Stay safe and have a wonderful time, whatever you are doing
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@Zpn1980
Nel
9 months
And the state of Texas is in full panic mode. 'it's Snowmageddon!!!'
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@Zpn1980
Nel
4 months
Never did like the taste of beer but this was my father's favorite. Silly as it sounds, one of my favorite childhood memories is walking with him to pick up a case every month. Walking, talking, just the two of us. Getting a candy bar, splitting it on the way home. Miss him ❤️‍🩹
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@Zpn1980
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5 months
I officially give up, this is the last thing I tried on and I can't do fuck all with my hair or makeup. I tried calling this off but they're already at where we're all meeting. I fucking hate this
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@Zpn1980
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8 months
Thank you everyone for the incredibly sweet messages. Interview went well. She's checking references and hopefully I should know by the end of the week.
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6 months
Thanks to all for their amazingly kind words recently. Made me feel I wasn't alone in this. Dad is home (hospice) with mum. my older sister who lives with them, my other sister (a nurse) took weeks off to help with care. I'm back home but able to video chat daily with him
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@Zpn1980
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9 months
Currently watching Friday 13th part 8 (does this series ever end??) He's in Manhattan, for real? This'll be interesting
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11 months
So I may or may not be a bottle of wine in already It's fine
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