ok… lowkey i think that the “online standards” for ed behaviors has gotten a lot more intense since the ed tumblr days… i feel like back then, very few people were fasting for extended periods of time
i’m going through a following everyone who’s age 20+ that liked my silly little tweet lol, pls don’t get weirded out! i just want more “older” edtwt friends!
last year my ex was the first one to wish me happy birthday at like 12:20 am, this year i’m lying in bed alone with my weighted blanket doing breathing exercises
when i was younger, i think i thought that i’d magically recover somehow once i reached my mid twenties but now that i’m 23, a magical recovery is looking less and less feasible
this sucks but sometimes i really miss sh but like... i've given myself this weird complex about it where i tell myself that im "too old" to be doing it so im caught between wanting to sh and also feeling like im being cringe lmfao, this shit is ridiculous
guys this yogurt is so fucking good…. i thought that yogurt was over for me tbh bc i’m aggressively lactose intolerant lmao and vegan yogurts are super expensive but this one wasn’t too bad price wise and it’s lactose free!!
is it a silly idea to do a “maintenance day” every sunday? bc it’s hard to get out of meals bc my family likes to spend time together so idk ¯\_(‘_ ‘ )_/¯
ok so i know that adhd and autism symptoms sometimes overlap but like,,, ever since i've started to think that i MIGHT have autism, i feel like my sensitivity to different senses has gotten way more intense :|
i dont think i could date a super picky eater ever again... i love trying new foods and respectfully, it sucks ass to have to choose between going somewhere for pizza or fast food or going somewhere i want but then they dont order anything so they just kinda watch you eat...
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birth month: october
birth date: 25
height: 5'3"
zodiac: scorpio
hair: black
eyes: brown
sexuality: lesbian? bi? queer? idk??? lol????
mbti: isfp 🫡
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birth month: september
birth date: 30
height: 5'1
zodiac: libra
hair: black n pink
eyes: green
sexuality: asexual + panromantic
mbti: infj
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i agree with the average age seeming younger, but i wonder how much of that has to do with us getting older and seeing 17 year olds as young (instead of us being like 14 and thinking 17 year olds were so old and mature) idk ?
i feel like i have so many goals for my life in the near future and for like 5-10 years into the future and i feel like screaming bc everything is so slowwwww
thinking about the adhd/autism/neuropsychological evaluation i did back when i was 17 and how the doctor called me immature.... like ?? i was a teenager? of course i was immature???
i love my little sister more than anything 😭 i just got off a facetime call with her and we talked about how she’s liking her first couple weeks of college and she really seems to be having a good time
i have my first therapy appointment since like idk 2021 tomorrow 😳 then after that i’m getting a haircut, nothing crazy though, just a trim and a touch up on my layers
completely unable to function around one of my mutual friends that i have a huge crush on,,,,, like it’s getting embarrassing,, especially bc we matched on hinge and i didn’t message her or anything lmfao
lowkey think that a big reason why i wasnt clocked as sorta-probably autistic when i was a young teenager is bc my hyperfixation was early 2000s emo bands lmfao instead of like,, trains or whatever tf autistic teenage girls are "supposed" to hyperfixate on
reconnecting with one of my old high school friends and he is unhinged, jesus christ. his life since the last time we talked for real has been absolutely wild
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idk if these are "sad" but they always make me feel some type of way,,
- the spotify singles version of kyoto by phoebe bridgers
- guiltless by dodie
- before the line by dodie
currently going through a relapse after like almost a year of being sorta normal and i think this time i’m gonna try and pay more attention to my protein intake
also here are these from 10/18
my coworker gave me the trader joe’s winter tea and it’s really nice! sorta similar to chai
also!! my other coworkers bought this mug warmer thing for us to share at the office and it’s pretty cool, it does actually keep the tea warm for longer :)