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Emergent oncologist. Occasional clarinetist. Widower of @itscharliefin , a husband again, and a father now, too. @wallerone @mastodon .world

Veneto, Italy
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Sam Waller
5 years
As I left a patient's room, he called to me, "See you next week." I returned to tell him that I would not be back next week, that I was leaving the country. "Is it the Brexit thing?" Yes.
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Today is the 9th anniversary of my wedding to Charlie. Our marriage did not last long, only 4 months till he died. I miss him every day.
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5 years
"mid-sized democracies" You mean like those in the EU? The EU from which you are so eager to be separated? Are you playing with a full deck?
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2 years
Yesterday was the 51st anniversary of the death of Igor Stravinsky. I visited his grave.
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4 years
We shared each other's stories and some tears. She told me she still has her husband's piano and wished someone would play it. "I was looking for a piano on which to practice." "Please come to my apartment. I want you to play my piano." So now, I have a piano to practice on.
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5 years
I've been overwhelmed by Twitter. My number of followers has quadrupled in one day. Please give me some time to adjust.
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4 years
Guards at the train station who check permits for travel know me and no longer ask to see my ID. However, today one of them stopped me. As I reached for my ID he said, "No, I only want to thank you for the work you are doing." I almost broke into tears.
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5 years
I've spent some of my last days in England practicing a piece of English music that intensely expresses my feelings on leaving: a sorrowful nostalgia for the way I once thought about this country and a profound yearning for that country to return.
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4 years
While I was in the garden today, an elderly lady joined me. (The garden is shared among 4 apartments.) "Are you the boy ("ragazzo", thank you dear) whose clarinet I hear through my bedroom window?" "Yes. I hope I'm not disturbing you." "Oh no, I love to hear a musician play."
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1 year
@WFKARS This law does not protect the conscience of any health care worker, because anyone who would deny care on the basis of "ethical, moral, or religious beliefs" has no conscience.
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3 years
foggy evening
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4 years
The rain works its magic.
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5 years
@nytimes This sort of thing becomes more common when politicians exploit people's baser impulses for political gain.
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2 years
Venice morning
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3 years
Sunday morning
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4 years
Today is the fourth anniversary of the day Tom and I met. Each of us went to the theater alone. Fate seated us next to each other. We did not leave the theater alone.
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1 year
@highbrow_nobrow @Variety "If someone says it's raining and another person says it's dry, it's not your job to quote them both," goes a quote often attributed to journalism professor Jonathan Foster. "Your job is to look out of the f**king window and find out which is true."
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4 years
I have been vaccinated.
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3 years
A few days ago we had a minor episode of Acqua Alta. It resulted in a little inconvenience, but also in a beautiful visual effect in Piazza San Marco.
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4 years
Dawn at the Palazzo Ducale
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4 years
@ukhomeoffice I wonder what the tariff is on imported passports.
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5 years
Reflecting on events of the past decade: earned bachelor’s degree, doctor of medicine, Ph.D. met a brilliant man, married him, lost him to cancer worked at 5 different hospitals resumed performing music met another brilliant man. The dawning decade promises to be as eventful.
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Sam Waller
2 years
Thinking of Thom Gunn on the anniversary of his death.
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Sam Waller
4 years
A hospital chaplain has been offering to show me Frari, which has been closed to visitors for months. I accepted his offer this morning. It was thrilling to see Titian's masterpieces in the space for which they were created.
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4 years
dusk through the dining room window
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4 years
Today is my birthday. By the calendar, I am turning 31. However, during the last few months, it feels that several years have passed. I feel like I'm turning 35 or 36.
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2 years
view from the vaporetto
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3 years
Somethin's comin'
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5 years
Both US Republicans and UK Conservatives use this technique effectively.
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Sam Waller
4 years
To manage my life, I rely on a multitude of individuals, family, friends, colleagues, but no one so much as the man who had this ready for dinner when I got home.
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Sam Waller
2 years
February Fog
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Sam Waller
5 years
Three days ago I had about 200 followers. Then I tweeted this. Now I have over 2000. I was not expecting that. This must have struck a chord.
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Sam Waller
5 years
As I left a patient's room, he called to me, "See you next week." I returned to tell him that I would not be back next week, that I was leaving the country. "Is it the Brexit thing?" Yes.
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5 years
Meanwhile, in Minnesota
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Sam Waller
4 years
Before I was allowed to board the train, a police officer asked for my identification. I gave him my hospital ID and my passport. He examined them, handed them back, and thanked me for remaining in Italy to help during the epidemic.
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Sam Waller
2 years
Another golden sunset. I hope these are not becoming cliché. They aren't for me.
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4 years
In the evening, when I look through the window and see the domes of Santa Maria della Salute, I am reminded that Venice has seen plague before, and she has survived.
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4 years
going in early through the silent city
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3 years
I wish you could have been here. It was a magnificent Sunday afternoon.
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4 years
Another glorious sunny day. Venice is doing all she can to lift my spirits on this Good Friday - and it's working.
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4 years
Being confined to the apartment is not too bad when through the window we can observe the quiet canal and, appropriately, Santa Maria della Salute (Saint Mary of Health).
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Sam Waller
4 years
On my Saturday afternoon walk, I crossed Piazza San Marco. Today, I was not alone. There were maybe a dozen others in the Piazza. When I went around the corner to cross Ponte della Paglia, I stopped to take this picture of one of the most photographed sights in Venice.
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4 years
The last morning of September. No, it never loses its charm. Every day I walk out the door, I pause, sigh, and say to myself, "I must be dreaming."
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Sam Waller
4 years
I talked with my brother today. He spoke with Dad yesterday. He says the only thing Dad wanted to talk about is me. He said Dad is very worried about me, but also "bursting" with pride. Mike added, "And so am I." But why? I'm just doing the only thing I can, as is everyone else.
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Sam Waller
1 year
Today is Charlie's birthday. He would be 33 years old. Instead, he is 25 forever.
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4 years
Sitting at the dining room table and looking out through the window as the setting sun gives the domes of Salute a golden glow, I wonder to myself if there is a more beautiful place to be tonight. I cannot think of any.
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4 years
A little linguistic joke from my mother.
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4 years
It is profoundly unsettling to stand in a space normally occupied by hundreds, known to millions, and be completely alone and know why.
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4 years
Another glorious September day outside the apartment door.
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3 years
fiori
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9 months
November is Pancreatic Cancer Awareness month. At this time, I am particularly aware that pancreatic cancer stole him from me when he was only 25 years old.
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Sam Waller
4 years
It was daylight when I left hospital today
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2 years
Dusk in the Piazza
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Sam Waller
3 years
For one brief moment, the sun works its magic.
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Sam Waller
4 years
This evening concluded with one of the radiant sunsets that cast a golden glow on the old buildings of the city. I went out to surround myself with the effect, and I found this, not golden walls but golden sky.
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Sam Waller
5 years
But at least the view is nice
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4 years
in the golden glow of evening
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4 years
Buongiorno
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4 years
Starting early today
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Sam Waller
4 years
Charlie was an inveterate keeper of his journal. Today I read his entry for the day we met. The enormity of conflicting feelings it brings forth: joy, sadness, amusement, grief, pleasure, heartbreak, nostalgia, love. I am alive.
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Sam Waller
3 years
@HRC Overturning the Hippocratic Oath, the most sacred pledge of every physician. This is disgusting. (It is also, ironically, antiChristian.)
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Sam Waller
2 years
A view into the courtyard of the Palazzo Ducale with San Marco beyond
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3 years
waiting in the morning fog
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Sam Waller
5 years
Working at hospital this Christmas Day, and that is good. The mood is festive with abundant decorations and a multitude of family and friends bearing gifts for their invalids. A beautiful and Merry Christmas to all!
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1 year
@Joseph_Fasano_ If equal affection cannot be, Let the more loving one be me.
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3 years
sera vista dalla finestra della sala da pranzo
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4 years
Home again. What a thrill it is to call Venice home.
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4 years
@illuminatemics I'm glad you said "poems" in the plural, because I have so many. Here is one.
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5 years
Rufus is wearing his bandana, dressed to travel. Just waiting for all the paperwork to clear.
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4 years
I can't help it. They die. I cry. I've been crying a lot. Good night.
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5 years
Giving Rufus his Christmas present - a new collar.
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4 years
Venetian twilight
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2 years
We brought my parents from the airport by water taxi. My mother has never before been to Venice. It was cute to hear her gasps and exclamations as we entered the grand canal. "This is real! This is real! It's not a picture! It's really real!"
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2 years
heading home in the dark after 16 hours at the hospital
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4 years
At the end of an October day.
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4 years
Capitalism is asking socialism to prevent it from collapsing.
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4 years
Today it is five years since, as I sat in the garden room of my parents home holding his hand, his cold hand, Charlie died.
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Sam Waller
3 years
Evening on the vaporetto
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3 years
5 July 2015. It is the day of his last entry into his journal. He scratched in a shaky hand some lines. The scratches contain insertions and deletions. I have tried to discern his intentions in this transcription. It is not addressed to me. It may have been addressed to himself.
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2 years
almost home
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2 years
Another rainy day. A compensation for the rain is the way the pavement glistens in the lights.
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3 years
misty morning
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4 years
A 12-hour day. Walking home alone in the dark. Time to contemplate.
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4 years
Late afternoon on the lagoon
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4 years
As I entered the hospital door, a man across the canal called to me, "Grazie mille, dottore."
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2 years
At the end of a February day, the sun takes its leave.
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4 years
It has taken me a while to realize that a building across the canal from our apartment, the Palazzo Dario, is the subject of a Monet painting at the Art Institute in Chicago.
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4 years
Dawn through the window
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4 years
My mother thinks she is cheering me up by sending images of paintings I made in high school.
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4 years
Today is Charlie's birthday. He would be turning 30. Thirty! I cannot imagine it. In my imagination he is now and will forever be 25.
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@ByCoupletMade Spend your holidays with your family. Your partner is your family.
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4 years
just before dawn
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4 years
With Czerny etudes in my arms, I went to the neighbor's apartment to practice. As I played, she sat across the room smiling, eyes twinkling, and swaying in time with my unsteady playing. I think she was seeing and hearing someone else. I love her for that.
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Sam Waller
4 years
A lesson from Venice. Do not be discouraged by what appears to be a closed door, a dead end. Explore and you may find a way. This is not a dead end. Exploring the passage to the door reveals a passageway to the side.
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4 years
rainy evening at Palazzo Ducale
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4 years
Each evening I follow a different path from hospital to home. Each path reveals new beauties, new wonders. With each step I feel the fears of the the day fall away, to be replaced by enchantment with this place, this magic city, la Serenissima.
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7 months
Niall
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4 years
foggy morning
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2 years
Another view of the Royal Clipper at dusk
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4 years
Leaving after 14 hours
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3 years
last sunset of 2021
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