Anger, worry, stress, etc really does manifest into disease and sickness. I promise you half of the the things y'all voluntarily deal with and go through is not worth it. Let shit go.
Everybody want to start at the top and not the bottom. But it’s somethings that you can only learn at the bottom. And the things you learn at the bottom gon keep you at the top when you get there.
You really have to trust that life is bigger than what you can see. You have to trust that there is a divine order beyond your control. You have to trust that no matter what happen, you will be good.
Everything in life is a process. Healing, getting rich, starting a business, growing, getting better, etc. It’s normal, so don’t try to cheat it. Learn to accept, embrace, enjoy & most importantly, trust it!