After having the same recon username for 6+ years, I decided to change it. With trying to bulk up at the gym "lil twink" doesn't really define me anymore. Instead, I went with my mantra "Vis ergo sum", meaning you want therefore I am. (1/6)
I know I haven’t been active much. Due to some personal issues friends know about I’ve been unable to get the gym. I’ve only been once in the past month and have consequently I’ve been unhappy with how I look and have not been feeling up to posting pictures of myself.
It is you who gives me drive and purpose. Your passion, your encouragement, your approval. Thank you to those that want me. It means everything to me and that is why I am. (6/6)
I find this also controls my mood. The moments when I'm there for someone are what make me happy. When I'm sacrificing or enduring for the appreciation of others, I am happy. Without it, I feel alone and try to find someone like a hunger. Being around people is how I cope. (5/6)
@Benson17183
@DumBoundJock365
I couldn’t even get mine all the way down before my first visit. It helps to be bound with no way out except to open your throat. 😉
I doubt this is healthy. Mentors have tried to help me for a while to find what I want. I could never give them the answer. I no longer see a different path to self fulfillment. When left to my own devices, ignored in the desires of others, my life feels meaningless. (4/6)
@DiaperKing95
There’s cheap ones on Amazon that aren’t too good for the long run but are a good first try if you want something inexpensive. If you’re ever in SF you can go to Mr S Leather where you can try on different sizes of a good model to make sure you get the right size.
Thinking it over for a while, this is how I see myself. Any ambition I have comes because someone else wants me to accomplish something. The things I decide to do happen when someone else is persistent and make me aware of their excitement. (2/6)
I will never be satisfied with myself until someone else expresses their satisfaction. Every obstacle I overcome is meaningless without the approval of others and I do not feel attractive unless someone decides to describe me as such. (3/6)