basically at my sw hh. im okay with the body but i dont want it. i want to be bmi 13 again. my chest bones still kinda show right? i wanna workout my arms, i think want more muscle. but i cant seem to let it go
managed a little doodle, 2nd picture + some older drawings i still love, just wanted to share my art again even tho a lot of people probably know the other 2
my mom TOLD me i look healthy im not sick enough i need to lose more weight i look so fucking fat ive put so much work into this shit ive had so many fucking days of suffering all for nothing i will make it worth something i will be skinny enough
i asked my mom for a hotdog and she made everybody one but me. made everybody multiple hotdogs and didnt make me one. maybe its a sign i shouldnt be eating anymore
i act like im gaining weight but since i started eating 1.2k ive been able to do this the same everyday it hasnt gotten harder or easier its just. sthe same. my arm is so fat tho im squishign so much fat