Every year on her birthday I send cards to the three doctors who tried to talk me into killing my daughter before she was born because they feared she may be "profoundly disabled". She isn't. I include pictures. These will be in the 15th card they've received. I hope it weighs.
Her name is Eloise, which means "famous warrior". I call her Ella. Or EB. Or Beans. Or Beansy. Or Beans Machine. Or EB. Most of you know her as Tiny Evil. This is her story.
@RealJamesWoods
My grandma, the best lady in the entire world, passed almost four years ago, literally in my arms. If anyone mocked her like this, I doubt I could control myself. That was horrifying to watch.
Had a call today from a woman wanting to put her daughters in riding lessons. She asked me what "covid precautions" are available on the ranch. Like, for the horses. There is not enough money in the world for me to invite this kind of psychosis to my home.
@Wolfiesmom
There is not one single right that has been "stripped away" from women. Not one. There is not one single right men have that we do not.
#Learn
All three of them tried and tried to get me to "terminate." All three had speeches about "choice" and "quality of life." But there is no choice when it comes to life. There is no choice. No one has the right to choose who lives and who dies.
@MarinaMedvin
I walked out into my pasture one day a few years ago to find a pitbull hanging from one of the horse's necks by its teeth. It let go of the horse and charged at me. I had to shoot it three times at point blank range with a .357 to stop it. And then I had to put the horse down.
@JeromeAdamsMD
I would weep without ceasing if I had to be in a nursing home nine hours away from my children, the my came to visit me after (not even for) Christmas and then left without seeing me because they're scared of a cold. Your poor mom.
Really tired of being asked "but you're voting for him now, right?" Such lazy thinking. I unequivocally condemn the assassination attempt in the strongest possible terms. What happened has not, however, transformed Mr. Trump into a conservative. And I do not vote for democrats.
@flowerymagenta
Men do not belong in women's spaces, especially those with women who have been victimized in the most brutal way imaginable. It is abhorrent that anyone would say otherwise.
@jacaphene
What they wanted was for me to kill her. That is the best outcome for exactly no one. You are so buried in lies and euphemisms you have no idea what you're saying.
I went from the ultrasound room to the operating room to a tiny, quiet, blue baby girl in about twenty minutes all told. There was a team for me and a team for her. The room was so full I couldn't see her.
"This does not appear to be a viable pregnancy." He said it like he was telling me,"I had soup for lunch." His words didn't quite sink in until my mom said "BULLSHIT it doesn't." God bless my mom.
At that time I was on the board of a crisis pregnancy center. I spoke with the OB on our board and he said I needed to find a perinatologist who wouldn't write her off before her story even had words.
I don't suspect unplugging the gop and then plugging it back in will work at this point. Probably best to flush it down the toilet and start over, this time with real conservatives.
You are upset that the terrorist simps rioting in support of animals who dropped into a music festival to rape, torture, and slaughter 1100+ innocent people just because they're Jews have been removed from their illegal encampment during nap time? Fuck. You.
The point of this raid was terror. They waited for those kids to fall asleep. And then they pulled the tents from under them while they were sleeping. Shame on the University of Chicago.
He assumed that because my baby was small, about half the size she should have been, that I would toss her away like the first pancake and "try again".
The perinatologist was a dream. She was kind and supportive and willing to go to the mat for us, but she was also brutally honest. I needed to be prepared for unfathomable loss, she warned me. I was as prepared as I could be.
@artfromtex
Incredible! Your girls are unbelievably gorgeous. It's absolutely amazing how our daughters see challenges as opportunities rather than obstacles. I know exactly how proud you are. ❤️
He was very annoyed I couldn't go outside and play or watch the big boats go in and out of the Duluth harbor. Poor little buddy. He became so close with my parents during that time, and he remains so to this day. They surely treasured that time with him.
The second doctor agreed with the first. Primordial dwarfism. "Other defects". Incompatible with life, or if she was, no quality of life. Fired that one, too.
Before
#Bidenomics
, I paid $325 for a round bale of alfalfa, which weighs about half a ton. To sustain my livestock through the winter, I need four of these per month. That's $1300/month. Now I pay $750 per round bale. That's $3000/month. That's only ONE expense. UNSUSTAINABLE.
I found one two states away in Minnesota where my parents and grandparents lived. I packed up my suitcase and some of those pretty dresses and my little boy and we got on a plane.
By 24 weeks she'd gotten a little bigger, but she was still about half the size of a typical 24 weeker. I was placed on hospital bed rest. Giant Evil lived with my parents. He hated visiting me in the boring hospital, the monster.
The third doctor wasn't sold on the dwarfism, but used the words "profoundly disabled." Then she told me, "you're young, you can try again." She patted my shoulder and shoved a box of kleenex at me.
No. I'm a free American. I'll go where I want, when I want, how I want. And I will certainly not perform a useless ritual because you people wet the bed in fear over a cold.
@DavidLimbaugh
I love how you pretend conservatives haven't been pounding this drum about Mr. Trump for over a year. You insisted on nominating the Democrat conman. You don't get to complain now you've gotten what you wanted.
Making dinner. I was going to take a picture of a rifle, my gas stove, and my middle finger, but I didn't want to be responsible for the already heart compromised among us for tipping the scales into cardiac arrest. Because I'm very thoughtful. But you're welcome to imagine it.
I was chained to the bed. I couldn't even get up to shower or use the ladies room. I learned a lot about humility. On April 6, I was 33 weeks and 3 days pregnant. And that morning, Tiny scored a 2 on the BPP.
(Cont'd)
"I can't definitively diagnose the fetus without more testing, but I suspect primordial dwarfism. Likely other abnormalities incompatible with life. I doubt this fetus will ever walk or talk or understand its own existence."
In 2009 I had a 2 1/2 year old little boy (Giant Evil) and a husband (gasp!). The Famous Warrior was on her way. For the first 20 weeks everything was mostly normal. I was considered high risk because I'd had pre-ecclampsia with Giant Evil, but I was healthy. Tiny was healthy.
The odd thing was that I kept having these dreams of a baby so tiny she fit in my pocket. Sometimes they were sweet. Sometimes they were nightmares. I would dream she was so tiny she got lost in my pocket. Sometimes she'd shrink until she'd disappear.
A list of some of things Trumpists have called/said to me because I won't vote for the democrat they worship.
#Unity
- fat
- ugly
- hideous
- crazy
- liar
- bitch
- cunt
- hysterical
- liberal
- nasty
- slut
- whore
- brainless
- zombie
- "kill yourself"
- "repeal the 19th"
Every morning at 7 I had a biophysical profile ultrasound, or BPP. It measured her movement, breathing, heart rate, and blood pressure. It was scored on a scale of 8. Anything above a 6 meant I could stay pregnant another day.
Every single one of these is ridiculous. Don't use "beat a dead horse" because it "normalizes violence against animals". This could not have been written with a straight face.
My God. Scroll through this list of “potentially harmful” words that
@Stanford
IT administrators wish to eliminate. “Blind
review” & “tone deaf” are ableist. “Guru” & “bury the hatchet“ —culturally insensitive. Term “trigger warning”—stress-inducing. 😬
I didn't know she was a girl from an ultrasound then, but I felt in my heart she was. I was so sure I painted the nursery pink and filled her closet with little dresses. I'd wanted a daughter my whole life. My dream was growing inside my womb. It was the happiest of times.
Tonight at midnight, SB 107 goes into effect & California officially becomes a state of refuge for trans kids & their families.
As red states pursue 100s of laws criminalizing LGBTQ people — with incitement to violence all too common — CA stands strong as a beacon of hope.
My favorite leftist batshittery is how they pretend they can't define what a woman is until they want us to kill our babies. Then they're all suddenly biologists.
@fr0gan
Okay? Yes. Mass shootings are bad. Did you think this would be hard? It's easy to take a moral stand when you have morals. Maybe try that on for a bit, see how it feels.
She is my baby. The light of my life. A diamond of the first water. She has done so many amazing things in fifteen years. I cannot wait to see what she does with the next fifteen and all the years after that.
Since I have your attention, while I know what you're saying and I see and appreciate your heart behind it, I really don't like the phrase "choose life" because it implies there is a choice at all. The "right" to murder your own children does not exist. There is no choice.
@AyannaPressley
@RashidaTlaib
She advocates for terrorism and the extermination of Jews. How on earth does that make a "better, safer, more just world"? All of you are beneath contempt.
@debacton
I realize you hate the truth that counters your culture of death, but they absolutely pulled out all the stops to get me to kill my child because they thought she may be imperfect.
The doctor came in. "You're sure you're 20 weeks?" I was sure. "She isn't measuring at 20 weeks. She's much, much too small. Do you feel her moving?" I hadn't yet, but I'd seen it on the ultrasound.
At my 20 week ultrasound, I thought all it would be was confirmation that she was in fact a little girl. As it turned out, it was one of the scariest days of my life.
The tech started out the visit happy and bubbly. Very quickly she got quiet. Serious. She turned the screen away so I couldn't see it anymore. My mom and my husband were with me. Mom grabbed my hand. Husband put his head in his.
There are no "trans kids", only victims of the adults in their lives pushing them into deep into states of confusion and sadness. It's manipulative, abusive, and an affront to decency to fill children's heads with the lies of gender delusion.
I asked her what was happening so many times. All she would say was, "I'll finish the measurements and then get the doctor." We all felt it, but we couldn't name what we were feeling.
FWIW,
@ByronDonalds
is not a historic candidate for Speaker. He is a prop. Despite being Black, he supports a policy agenda intent on upholding and perpetuating white supremacy.
His name being in the mix is not progress—it’s pathetic.
I did not expect to go "viral," though I'm happy for all of you finding the magic that is me. My favorite part of all is the hundreds of stories of parents who stood in the gap for their babies and those babies going on to kick absolute ass. That's a high to ride for a lifetime.
@NonMagadonian
@GlennYoungkin
They want to lose so they can continue the grift. It all makes sense when you realize they don't care one bit for conservative principles; they only want to make money worshipping Trump.
@jojoiam2you
@MarinaMedvin
He did not, unfortunately. The damage was insurmountable. The dog basically tore his throat out. Once the dog was down, Hercules was barely alive. I did what had to be done. He was such a great horse. One of those once in a lifetime heart horses.
Introducing extremist GOP Speaker nominee Mike Johnson.
He was a key architect of the Jan 6th strategy to overturn the US election.
Here he is leading a crowd that’s booing and telling a Congressional correspondent to “shut up” when asking about it.
If I ever lose my mind and tape toilet paper to my ear for some reason, please walk me out to the prettiest part of my pastures and tell me to "look at the flowers" Walking Dead style.
By the way, Trumpists, remember when people smarter than you told you for months that the instant Mr. Trump secured the nomination the press would turn on him? And you thought you knew better because you don't realize how goddamn dumb you are? Told you.
@clayandbuck
@ClayTravis
No. I don't vote for democrats. That includes Trump. Cultists have told me creatively and cruelly since 2016 they don't need me to vote for the NY liberal they worship, so they can continue to press on without me doing so.
She did not die. She did not have primordial dwarfism or any other visible birth defect. And she was in the NICU for a grand total of three hours. Read that again. THREE. HOURS.
@AOC
You can pretend it's because they're muslim all day long, you half brained boob, but we've all seen you and your little gal pals cheering on Islamic terror and broadcasting your thinly veiled hatred for Jews for nearly a month now. We see you and it's an ugly sight indeed.
Every day now we are sorting through letters from colleges who want the boy on the left to play football for them. But all I see is those mean old coaches trying to snatch away the boy on the right. Sniffle.