Forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors… Retired home care worker…A mother, grandma, and a great grandma…rubygriffin360
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@mamaruby55
I’m 68 years younger and I still want to grow and learn, I don’t understand but don’t underestimate me…This is something I’m doing that keeps pushing me…I don’t know…But it’s pounding on my heart.
I’m honest and I have worked hard…But in my golden years I never let this dream goes unnoticed by know mean will I blame age on my unwillingness to quit. I will not self sabotage my determination of yes I can do this.
I’m not sorry for what I been through…but the more I write the more I feel good about myself…I swear that I never would tell anyone about my desperation for love…But despite everything, I never have to face anyone else pretending to love me.
Talk to me… Are you really understanding my character? Are you reading into the words I’m expressing…Are you bored and just strolling, whatever it’s to you let me know…Give me some feedback cause this is real.
If I would love who would love me back? Just curious, I just want a true listener that would stick together no matter what my outbursts would be…And to keep my rage to themselves…But always make me feel that I am your friend…Besties for life!
I’m so mad mad at myself…I promise I would be where I supposed to be… Now I don’t know where…But I did promise! Wow, never would believe I’m still dreaming…well 67 is my new beginning…What the hell? I’m just saying.
Stop over obsessing about shit I know nothing about…Mainly people, mostly the dysfunctional ones…that attached and deactivated my ass when not needed…I’m just saying, being tangled in my heads don’t solved my insecurities…Better yet, who am I?
@Michael75778027
I grew older however I felt myself lingering on to something and it was my possibility of getting from under the radar and my writing rise my opportunity to express my feelings, and thoughts that were made nonexistent to me at that moment. “To tell my story.”
Why am I so stuck on struggling to accept whatever it’s I must do to dump whatever it’s I must accept. I’m just saying, I tried of being sabotaged from everything I want on my journey to find what I deserve. My sense of peace!
My hidden intentions betrayed my sense of intelligence to believe this is where I belong, this is what I deserve. I often felt the cravings to explore different even when I wasn’t allowed to think outside the box…I was hungry for the adventure to do greater.
I’m on here to meet people who want to have a pleasant,and a friendly conversation that maybe we would have the same ambition and become true friends. Not interested in no sugar daddy period! Happy Sunday. Peace and blessings to everyone.
My ex move his girlfriend in with him a few days after I move out…But he was saying, he met her a couple of months after…But later, I found out they were lover in the past…Question: Infidelity, how could I known?
I’m going to tell you a little bit about me… I’m not petty at all…I’m honest and kind, not speaking back on past things for pity, only for peace…I don’t dwell on my behaviors but I find comfort from the choices of my accountability for my own actions.
I’m losing it. And I don’t know what happening . Still I waited and keep pointing my finger at everyone, knowing it’s my fault…I know, I can achieve something if I keep pushing and putting the work in…Although, opportunity will happen when God say I’m ready… Peace and
My self-conscious was beating the hell out of me….As I turn a blind 👁️ to my fuck up while the scenario keeps repeated itself…I was trap in between my own private walls of insanity. Yes. I frozen that part of my identity and pretend to be someone else.
Frankly, I was anything but okay…In fact, lonely and disappointment run wild in my vein, and I had to pretend to go the extra wild to love me…So I say again, I am not crazy…I just never felt love.
@auragloryy67
@Stephaisha1
Yes enough time had pass, I have no regret…The barrier I surrounded myself with have vanished…Finally I unleashed from what were imprisoned me for years…And yet, sometimes I still need to step back so I can’t keep stomping on my toes.
Call me arrogant…But I want separate myself from what have overtaking me for years… Of course, I don’t know where I’m going with this are which ways I’m going to turn either…Overall, I’m going with my gut on this one…Especially, now it a part of my past.
@Stephaisha1
Don’t misunderstand me, looking back were unbearable painful and it trick my mind to doing unpleasant things to hurt me that I thought about all the time and I just couldn’t let go…Now. I’m more alive than I ever thought I would be, I have my life back.
I never will quit…never give up on what I think will get better with time….I’m blocking my dark thoughts, dismissing my past hurt, and living my dream, if only in my head…I’m good! Good night!😴
@cryptomellih
A 👧 growing up isolated loneliness were so frightening that I became lost inside of myself…I spent hours trying to find something I was missing…As I grew older I had to learn how to accept, respect, and appreciate something that I never had; wish was love.
My beginnings, is my dreams, to return and rebuild my memories…But with a little bits of change … To replace those walls with happy tears…instead of wall paper with paste..Making my dreams, not just a dream… But a reality.
Seriously, I believe my past is still haunting me…For some particular reason it want allowed me to paused…Could it be possible, that my past maybe torturing me?
Believe it or not, I have allowed my mind to crippled me for years…Although it’s something I though about all the time and it was like I just couldn’t let it go…Damn! I got to take back my power and be responsible for my own feelings.
I don’t know how to undo the tangled web of my ghostly life…But I always tried to think of a different perception about anything…But the dreams they kept returning…Now how can I open those can of worms without feeling obligated?
Why does woman discuss their drama with others woman that have as much or maybe more drama then they does? And when they answer, they mad…Please stop asking questions that you really don’t want to know the answer too.
I’m older now and I finally accepted something I already knew, and by saying that, I forgive myself and all my enemies that I pick up on my journey…I knew who you were but I love you anyway. Thanks!
I’m so sorry I didn’t keep my part of the bargain…I gave myself the only things I knew, my word…Everything in me is telling me that I must succeed…Seriously, now how can I trust myself again? My promise my word. Right?
If you waste time and energy…You start overthinking, and then, you start second guessing…And before, you start reprogramming , you right back flipping channel.
I had had ideas, fantasy, thought, imagination, as well as dreams…Today, I have all of those buried in the deep part of my memories…And they will remain there until it’s my time to shine…Until then, I never lets go…It’s my dream!
Life isn’t always a straight line, you will come across curves along the ways…Be aware…But keep it moving, just slow down…🤔Whichever come first…Have a good day!🤗
On the flip side, I grew up with many shadows, and no one had my best interest in heart…Secretly they were…So who was I to break the cycle of love? Always dreading the ideas of what ahead for me. I hatred myself…But most of all, I hate what I became!
Thank you all for your comments, I really appreciated your words of kindness and encouragement…I’m so grateful for the followers and the ones that was strolling but drop in just to say hello.
I didn’t get thirsty enough to go get another drink of water…I don’t know, I just enjoy what I’m doing…One day, all this will be pieces and click together and form a maze made out of dust.
What’s about sex…Is it the more you have sex the more you want it? At what age do you think less about it? Is sex still health for you at a certain age? Is it okay, if you having no problems during and after? Just curious!