with all the calories counting. Not trying to set up goals, plan or anything, since on top of ED I'm severely depressed, so I always end up giving up and then being disappointed in myself, lol.

reasons why I developed eating disorders more than 14 years ago. I will probably relapse again in the future, cause that's how it is for me. But for now I will just enjoy food without counting calories and weighting myself, and try to accept my body.

Activity It's been a long time since I had more than 999kcal, and today was the day when I finally allowed myself to eat more, and guess what, the world didn't end.

Breakfast

@elascalss Proud of you, hope you will feel better mentally and physically. 🫂

Protein bar haul! I think I have no other choice than to choose recovery soon, cause I paid so much for them, and I'm not able to fit them in my calorie limit and I'm afraid they are going to expire. 😭 </3

@elascalss @AbigailAvi43771 Omg, same, I thought that I was only one. 😭

@neorexic Stay safe queen, you are tiny. 💞🫂

Feeling weaker than usual today. Email to psychodietician still in my drafts... I have to be stronger to care for my bunnies. 🥲 Loose clothes today, to avoid questions about my wl.

Dinner