I'm so happy to have met you, you keep me safe, you make me happy, you've been slowly changing my life for the better and I appreciate you so much for that..
I love you so much
@NoryPurrs
and I look forward to so many loving moments with you..~ 💜💜💜
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This is something I forgot to show to the peeps on here that happen to like my cat and the art I get..! Just look at that smug energy, that tail, a very soft and fluffy as heck cat too, it's the purrfect combo,,,
🎨:@/tontaro_
Just got my ref sheet in for my sona and it is absolutely stunning and beautiful!~
Thank you so, so, much
@Peachyu_
for this wonderful commission!!~ 💖💖💖
Do check her art out if you can, she's has a wonderful and super duper cute art style!! ♥️
This'll be a more serious post than usual, and I feel like I should put it here than on vent acc anyways so..
I really want to try and go back to how I was when I was younger, the person who wasn't afraid to help and reach out to others to help them from tough times (1/3)
Honestly I really hope this year can go better for me, I want to make a couple more friends and it's really hard cause i'm quiet and I guess people don't really like that, but i'm just glad there are a small few who take the time to let me open up and be myself at least ♥️
I really wish it wasn't so hard to talk to people without feeling anxious or just having low self esteem altogether and feeling like you're a nuisance to them.. I may be socially inept and can't start conversations but i'm trying by at least talking and responding aaa ;u;
Since I can't retweet this because the artist is on Instagram only, i'll post it here!
I love the way they drew my sona here they look so beautiful!💖
Artist: lorca_orca
As i've been trying to get better with messaging people I still can't help but feel like i'm bothering others in a sense, sometimes I don't get responses for about a week and I start to feel self conscious like I did something wrong x~x
Well I know what im wearing for the winter..
And yes I bought this sweater in the largest size cause I wanted an oversized sweater! 💜 cx
Also merry crimmas everybodyy! 💜
I want to be able to push my anxieties and depression away once again, anything to help someone out. Especially these days with everything going on in the world, I hope this year gets better and I hope to be able to be the person I once was. Stay well and safe everyone. (3/3)
Kinda almost forgot that this account used to be a vent account and then I just kinda shoved everything in the back, anyones free to look all the way back but, it ain't pretty, but here's hoping next year can look better, oh right.. Feliz Navidad everyone.~ ♥️
It's nice to finally be able to be myself and to be accepted after trying to be a people pleaser for so long due to trauma. I really appreciate all those who've given me the chance to let me be myself and who've stuck around me.💜
I'm tired of just sitting around, waiting, wondering if anyone will come along to fill in my empty and devoid day, I want it to be my turn to try and fill someones empty day this time, I want to be someone who brings a smile to that persons face (2/3)
It's been forever since i've really posted anything, but I hope everyone is well today~ 💜
Also I can't fall back asleep so it's time to do the routinely meowing at friends and gayming all day until it is time for cat naps again~
Despite the beginning of the year being rough, making friends with people who I thought I could trust only for it to be broken, but even despite that it doesn't stop me from trying and to keep moving forward, I'm happy to have a group I can also call home..
Eating at a restaurant rn and the waiter compliments my charm hanging on my phone, keep in mind its a charm of my sona so I just smiled like a dummy but didn't get to say thank you sjdhshdhsh
(I wouldn't be surprised if they were a furry too sjdhshd)
New year, new pinned tweet! I really hope that this year I can improve a little with socializing and approaching people/friends first a bit more and just trying to keep connections for the long term! Also hoping I can find a friend group or two to feel comfy in!~ ♥️
Really sorry if I seem very off this month or even out of it sometimes/panicky, this month is the same month that turned my life upside down years ago and it's still been hard to cope ever since said tragedy happened. Hope you all understand.
That's one way to win a game.. Also shoutouts to the random teammate that DC'd cause he died and had 0 faith in us!~ :'3
I should really upload more clips like how I did years back, I JUST KEEP FORGETTING TO CLIP STUFF AAA 😭
It appears that I have a phantom twitter dm, it says I have a dm, I open to see who it's from, and nothing??? Checked message requests and also nothing?? Thanks Twitter for being janky as usual!~
Healing mental wounds isn't easy but i'm happy to have those who've stuck around despite everything, thank you and let's keep on moving forward together! 💜
Soo basically me,
@Furrycanto
and his brother decided to play lethal company annnd well. Let's just say
@Furrycanto
died valiantly. Don't mind me laughing my head off in the background lmao.
You know, it sucks when I see people focus too much on the followers they have on here rather than cherishing the friends they've made and have, I think your true and genuine friends are so much more important than just a silly number on your follower counter💖
That is all. Meow.
I'm basically an emotional support cat that just sits there and listens to you while occasionally meowing, cause I can't conversate well at all, but if you enjoy my company and I enjoy yours then that's all that matters to me :')
Really sucks that some people claim themselves to be "nice" and "kind hearted" but the second you message them to strike up a genuine conversation you just get ignored,it makes me wonder why such people would have their dm's open to begin with..
I guess people are just mean..
Today is the 4th anniversary of something tragic.
4 years ago.. I lost you.
4 years ago.. Is when my whole world turned upside down.
It's hard living in a world without you and everyday I always think about you.
I wish I wasn't so late to talk to you, I knew something was wrong.
Drank a lil bit too much from last night, listened to friends rave about Sonic stuff, ITS 7AM, STILL DRUNK, its time to SLEEP, ily all. GNITE ALL! ALSO MEOW 💜
I just hope everyone has a nice day today..
And please, don't forget to let your loved ones know that you love them and care about them so very much, because you might not know if that's the last time you'll speak to them ever..
Oh also, if you are wondering, yes I have a dedicated vent account that I use sometimes, but I only share it with those who I feel at least somewhat close with.
Finding friends who I guess you can talk to everyday and just feel at home with is really difficult but I will not stop trying, one of my goals is having life long friends and just making tons of memorable memories with them!! <3
I have an odd thing of looking away from my phone/computer screen every time I send a text to someone, I guess anxiety go brr??? Well then again, I can HARDLY look at anyone in the eyes when talking to them irl sjhdfhjsdf
Y'know I don't like to be like this on main, but it's just a friendly reminder. If someone doesn't want to take the time to get to know you that's their issue, you can't blame yourself for someone else being a "cookie cutter" type person, keep on being yourself, you're amazing ♥️
I should probably be more clear with this but if we were once friends on discord and I all of a sudden removed you around last year-ish? Just know it wasn't personal and at the time I was going through a lot mentally, if you want to add me back and chat again i'll happily accept!
I have some drinks but im not sure whether to save them for new years or drink them when I get the chance to be awake at nightly hours, though when I do get messed up I might hop on something like apex and see if I can drop kills while absolutely hammered
Sooo I kinda found some noodles and also attempted to make a cheese sauce from a recipe I found for the first time, I think all came out super well in my opinion..!
The fact people are blowing vape smoke into their new xbox's so much that even Xbox had to make a tweet about it is like..... WHY WOULD YOU EVEN DO THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE?????????
Been thinking about showing my stuff I upload on Instagram, I usually just upload photography stuff, but idk, doesn't feel appropriate here for some reason?
Phew had to clean up my posts of my refs from like last year haha, probably might add a watermark to my ref sheet to avoid art theft too from here on out..!
I figured I should just make a pinned thingy cause why not. Hihi it's me Ralzy!~ I'm just a kitty who likes making everyone flustered but most important of all feel happy and good about themselves, if you want to chat on here or Discord even, my dm's are open!~ ^w^
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