I had the best time 🥹🥹
I genuinely couldn’t be luckier or happier to have experienced it with someone so amazing
Gaaaahh the tears 😭
Always, forever ❤️
My Mom : "Domo, your room smells like diapers. you need to take out your trash."
Me : 😱😳 "I... Did Earlier!"
Me: *dying inside*
The way i wish this wasn't a real interaction i just had 😅
11.) Acknowledgments
I am beyond lucky to have been able to have my surgery, and at such a young age,
But more importantly, have the insanely amazing friends and support that I do. Not a day goes by I don't think about how awesome things have been.🩵💙🩵💙
@WileyWets
@BondageAviator
Regression is progression!!
Regression is progression!!
Regression is progression!!
This is easily the smallest + huffiest I’ve ever seen you, what a baby🤭
9.) Is it okay to sexualize it?
This obviously depends on the person. But a non-insignificant factor for me was to make sex more enjoyable by getting rid of the negative experiences they gave me.
Nothing makes me happier than head scratches and being called a good neutered puppy.
1.) What/why?
I experience(d) Gender dysphoria around male sex charatistics (broad shoulders, facial and body hair, and male genitals).
For as long as I can remember I've had these feelings but knew I wasn't a girl, i absolutely do not want boobs! I was somewhere in-between.
Went to dinner with my vanilla Friend last night.
We were sitting on a bench and she said basically randomly
"Sometimes I wish I could just be a baby and not have a care in the world"
Took everything in my power to not say "well, do I have the kink for you!!"
5.) Any regrets?
No. I spent the year in therapy digging deep and checking with myself if it's what i really wanted to do.
It's absolutely everything I dreamt of and more
I do miss chastity cages, but I like being neutered a whole lot more.
3.) The catalyst
In Sept 2022, the WPATH released their SOC8, which included chapters on eunuch and non-binary gender identities.
It meant I could seek out a professional to do the job right and, most importantly safley, with insurance coverage to make it affordable.
I don't have much else to add that others haven't said a billion times, but CAP was so much fun, i'm so happy i was able to go, and I'm so glad i got to meet so many friends, new and old.
I felt so happy the whole con, so thank you everyone!
4.) The when's
I started seeking treatment in October 2022, and was able to get a surgery date with a plastic surgeon in October 2023!They removed my balls and scrote, I was on bed rest for barley a week, but took me just under a month before everything was healed and scared up.
2.) Why cont.
Due to highly sensitive balls and persistent dull pain, the dysphoria constantly reminded me my body wasnt what it should be.
I couldnt afford the out ofbpocket cost of know surgeons and started to look into DIY, methods and back alley "cutters".
7.) What about testosterone!?
I tried testosterone blockers before surgery and i decided i quite enjoy testosterone, im on TRT, and plan to for the foreseeable future