A last letter from Pepito, Otipep, his creation and lore, and my experience playing him on the QSMP ❤️ More thoughts in thread :3 (1/4) TRANSLATIONS FOLLOWING!
also now that its out in the open can i just say I WAS ON ETOILES STREAM WHEN THIS HAPPENED AND NEARLY CRIED HAPPY TEARS THE FRENCHIES WERE SO LOVELY 😭❤️
#pepito
: no pronouns, don’t talk to me or about me
#etoiles
: c’est moi, mais attend, c’est vraiment moi! pepito, you are my son, or my daughter, or… you are me! pepito, you are my spiritual son
i think etoiles just adopted pepito already lmao
Since it got confused, I was only playing pepito for his first appearance and the "otipep" predicament. I consider him my kid/egg cause I thought of his early lore and relate to him and was originally mine. What I posted was about my feelings and to get the secret off my chest.
This secret has been EATING ME UP, I've almost fully quit streaming out of anxiety about accidentally breaking the NDA lmao so I really hope I can find some peace now that it's all out there c: (4/4)
Lots of love from Puella/Pue/Puelpa/Pepa/Pepito ❤️
This egg makes me SO EMOTIONAL. The way I relate to him,things he went through, how he got treated. I would have loved to continue playing as him til the end of time. In the end it wasn't sustainable for me to act during these late nights but he will ALWAYS be mine in my ❤️(2/4)
I want to thank all the other actors and sweet dedicated admins for giving the opportunity for this amazing character to be created. ESPECIALLY
@LittleMissSun
,
@CherryBee_art
and
@Lumi_Pomme
for all the emotional support both during and after my time there ❤️ (3/4)
Also for any new followers, my name is PuellaLinguae, latin for girl of the language - I have a huge hyperfixation on languages and can't wait to create more multilanguage content soon now that anxiety isn't tieing me down anymore. You can stay tuned ❤️❤️
I wouldnt wanna take away from the other admins and especially Lina who ended up actually developing pepitos character further. They did way more work! I was just sharing my own experience and never wanted to claim full ownership of pepito. Sorry for causing confusion! ❤️
Also also also if you have any spare pepito fanart, I'd love to see it and be tagged in it ❤️ I've been avoiding all qsmp things cause it made me sad and anxious but now im able to embrace it fully :3
Knowing that had I been 20 secs earlier to the Philza queue I wouldn't have met Fundy and had I been 10 secs later I wouldn't have met Phil and Mumza and Scott really cementing my faith in miracles tonight 😭😭 i was LUCKY
@Roiereal
Acabo de enterarme que en la noche de otipep realmente te hice sentir incómodo y no solo fue roleplay. Hasta ahora pensaba que a la gente simplemente les parecia extraño el comportamiento y no le gustaba el caracter, lo que es valido.
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR 3.5K FOLLOWERS!!!! I am so happy to have built such a lovely community and so many friends supporting me and being there for me. Thanks to all of you who show up to show love, to raid, to mod and to help me out in other ways ❤️ I am so glad to have yall
Woke up extra gay today 🥰 wishing a happy pride month to everyone, remember you are loved for who you are and deserve to enjoy life! Just like I enjoyed life when I looked at these pretty flowers omg they are so lovely
Ce secret m’a presque tué, j’ai presque complètement abandonné le streaming à cause de l'anxiété de briser la NDA(invalide) et d'avoir des ennuis. J’espère trouver un peu de paix maintenant que c’est dévoilé. Merci Lumi pour l’aide avec le francais❤️-Puella/Pue/Puelpa/Pepa/Pepito
@radaradatwt
@marzley_
yo? soy alemana y solo aprendi espanol en la escuela y uni, pero despues de mi mas actores actuaron como pepito, supongo que uno de ellos puede ser chileno c: me echaron del discord y no tengo ningun idea que pasó despues de mi tiempo o7
@CherryBee_art
I will never forget the comfort you gave me the first night and all your kind words and support, you are such a wonderful human and I wish we could have spent even more time together! I am so proud of what you achieved ❤️
Estaba en un modo de panico y queria continuar actuando de la forma que hizo sentido. Si hubiera tenido un metodo de escribirte te habria dicho antes que no queria ofenderte y fue un error mio que queria esconder bajo roleplay que parecio un compromiso en el momento. Lo siento!
Pero ahora leo que no era solo roleplay y realmente te sentias insultado. Lo siento tantisimo, nunca queria que no tengas un buen tiempo en el servidor. Ahora que he relevado quien soy y que me entero como te sentias, tambien puedo ofrecerte todos mis disculpes.
Je veux remercier tous les acteurs et admins dévoués d'avoir créé l'univers dans lequel ce personnage incroyable est né et a vécu. Tout particulièrement, merci à SunMin, Cherry et Lumi pour tout le soutien émotionnel pendant mon temps passé là-bas et après ! ❤️ (3/4)
TOMORROW! Is my 1 year affiliate anniversary and I am hosting a 10 hour capped subathon! We start with 3 hours on the clock and will play different games, some with viewers, even cook together❤
THE SUBATHON IS OVER! Finally. Many tears were shed, most by me. We had an emotional last stream with much wholesome. Thanks so so much to everyone who made it possible for me to get a new PC 🥺 Gifters, Subbers, Donators, Raiders and Lurkers! All of you made this experience!! ❤️
#IGotCaught
- I was looking up a cute coworkers information on a work computer.. Heared his voice behind me telling me how to correctly spell his last name....
Thank you all so much for 3k on twitch!! Your support is so appreciated and you made me real happy today. This could have never happened without the amazing raids from
@itsroesalie
,
@ryebuntwt
,
@LupyLoopss
, and the raid AND cute new pngtuber from
@Smuggiess
! Love yall so much<3
I don't think I've ever talked stats on twitter but this is the first time I hit 69 viewers ALL NATURALLY with only one raid at the end of stream. I still don't understand why yall like me so much or like being on my stream but holy shit I love you 1/2
Friendly reminder if I stop coming to your streams and stop talking in your discord server you did nothing wrong, its just me once again assuming nobody likes me and instead secretly hates me and wants me gone and Im doing you a favor by staying away 😂 mental illness is wild
Ce petit œuf m'émeut! Je m’identifie à lui, aux choses qu’il a vécu, à comment les autres l’ont traité. J’aurais aimé jouer son personnage jusqu’à la fin, mais il n’était pas possible pour moi de jouer si tard à cause des fuseaux horaires – mais il restera toujours mon fils (2/4)
Thank you all so much for being there for me during the last 1k hardcore days - I have never made it this far and I'm proud of myself :> Let's see how much further we can get ❤️
New pc is built and I set up my old stuff for temporary things and to transfer files - to think this is where it started, this room, this setup, and a 5 year old laptop, scuffed as fuck, 2 years ago. And look how far we have come 🥺
Thank you all so much for the support on yesterdays stream! We made the bee house better and we HIT 2k FOLLOWERS thanks to two big raids from the lovely
@Smuggiess
and
@gamerkittenx3x3
who you should all check out ❤️Love and appreciate you all so much, thanks for being with me 🥰
When I tell a chatter I havent seen in a while that Ive missed them I always hope it doesnt come across as "fuck you for not being here", today a streamer told me they missed me after I was gone for two days and when I tell you, havent felt this loved on stream in a long time 😭
I really went from being too shy and anxious to talk in twitchchats to joining vcs in big discords full of strangers just cause they play amogus within one week i am getting my happy and sunshine back and im so here for it
Tomorrow is the day!!! 8 hour birthday stream with hype party and different games and some cool incentives, I am excited to see you all there 💕💕 And big thanks to the lovely
@JupitersMo0n
for designing this invitation and helping me out so much 🥰
Yesterday I found out I will lose my job in december. I have cancelled all my twitch subscriptions & am working on finding something new and a roommate for my apartment. Please understand I might stream less & have trouble dealing with stuff. Thanks for your patience <3
When I started streaming this was the first panel I made. Fell down the online rabbit hole. 2 years later I told my bestie "Kinda ironic how depression made me stop doing all the things I used to enjoy". I thought the pandemic ruined the rest of me that was still unbroken
WE HIT 800 FOLLOWERS! Thank you all soo much for being on my stream today and for all the love!!! Special thanks to
@_meloisaa
,
@RadRadish01
and
@Ox3genLIVE
for their lovely raids! It was so sweet and wholesome and I appreciate all your support! I love you all so much ❤️
I AM LIVE!!!!! FACE REVEALING!!! TALKING ABOUT THE MEETUP!! also playing minecraft at some point on the hardcore and possibly finishing another berry interior, would love to see you all there and chat :3 <3
MERRY CHRIS EVERYBODY i decided not to stream until at least tomorrow night as i have been getting more sick again and wanna finally recover from this and will also be busy with family on chrimson but until then i wish you all great holidays ❤️
Thank you all so insanely much to those who were there for the return stream, I was really scared to get back into it but I hope I can actually go back to streaming now because I have missed you all alot and have had such a fun time talking to yall ❤️ love you all!! /p
Peeps call me Puella, I'm 23 y from Germany, autistic, ADHD and lgBt :) I stream Minecraft mostly but I'm open to streaming anything. Some might call me female Quackity but I'm not bald. You can follow me on twitch!
#AutisticStreamers
First world twitch problem is gaining followers so fast you can't even take a screenshot of 1k followers. Thank you all so much!! All of you have made this possible and it means the world to me 💕
I am honestly speechless after this amazing subathon. I will make a long thread tomorrow thanking everyone in particular, now I am just speechless and overwhelmed with love, thank you all so much 🥺💕💕💕💕
WE ARE LIVE!!!! Joint strimm with my bestie
@VoltButOnTWT
!! He controls mouse, I control keyboard, we will rage and kill each other (ingame), would love to see you all there and chat c: <3
THE BEBBIE SMP KICKED OFF! Together with my friends from Stargazers we speedran the game and had tons of fun! I was so happy to be with them and have so many lovely peeps in chat who enjoyed it too <3 Cant wait til more and more people join and the server gets even cooler❤️
I honestly missed streaming with facecam so much. I feel like its easier to convey my feelings when I can use facial expressions and gestures. And it is just nice to know people actually see my excitement when they join chat or say something nice :3 💕
Nothing compares to having someone you can be 100% real true & yourself with, authentically raw in your expression, who has seen the worst of you and you of them and still always be there for & love each other with no ulterior intentions, feeling truly accepted and accepting
Thank you all so much for the crazy support on my stream today!! Special thanks to
@itsroesalie
,
@IllogicalOrder_
,
@iStealFinals
,
@shuulkish
and
@hattipat
for their lovely raids! So happy that you trusted me with your communities 🥰And thank you for all the love and patience ❤️
If you ever think you game too much Im sitting outside listening to nearby party music and thought "lemme freecam spectate real quick where it is, whats the keybind for it" ... in real life :)
Today was so incredible. Thank you all so much for meeting with me and being so sweet and making me feel so safe and lovely.
@JupitersMo0n
,
@_meloisaa
,
@Smuggiess
,
@Juanbreezer
,
@Ollievier
and the rest, you guys are amazing and this was the best day of my year!!
1 YEAR AFFILIATE CELEBRATION SUBATHON THIS FRIDAY 2 PM CET!!!!!! Will post cool graphic with info and incentives tomorrow that I totally havent been procrastinating for an eternity haha 😳 Pooping my pants already but figured I have to tell yall at one point waaa scary ❤
Ive been having an AMAZING time irl, ive missed streaming and will definitely stream again this week but I cant say loudly enough how amazing real life is. Go out there and touch grass gamers, it beats online life by a billion times 🥰
Not sure if there will be a stream today and if yes then when, will possibly also be less active on social medias because the lovely
@Glessy_
is coming to meet up with me and we have some busy days planned ahead 🥳
You guys will not believe how thankful I am for the amazing subathon you gave me yesterday!! I love all of you so much for showing up and supporting me but especially.....
I miss streaming but I missed irl life and hobbies more. I still love to talk to the community and stream when I can. But this year has been the best of my life and big thanks goes to moving away from streaming. I still love you guys - and thanks for keeping me in your hearts ❤️
Thank you all so much for the support today!! Special thanks to the lovely
@PetiteTortuga
and turtlepastagaming for their amazing raids! Two lovely turtles you all have to check out 🐢 I could not be doing this without you guys, thank you all so much for being there. Love ya 💕❤
2 year streaming anniversary celebreation today, 4 hours from now at 2 pm CET!!! Minecraft hardcore, an escape room, some cooking simulator and whatever else we feel like. Would love to see yall there <3
I love my discord, unconditionally, sometimes on the condition that everybody renames to some form of "Tommy innit fan" or they get banned, but unconditionally besides that ❤️
3 hs from now will be the first stream on my viewer SMP. Today just a small select group will be whitelisted and stream with me but I am still nervous 😳 Theres so much work in this and so much can go wrong. Would mean the world to me to see you all and thanks for your support ❤️
Me "Pls dont watch my stream in class, education is more important :)"
Also me: *watches stream in class, parliament, at work, in a dark alleyway with free wifi while waiting on the bus* "Can't stop the grind"
Was about to dm them something completely unrelated - last message was how horrible 2022 was (worst year of my life), next message was how good 2023 was (best year of my life)... and its only getting better every single day. I'm so emotional rn, winning for the first time 🥲
I'm 20 followers away from 800 which I might hit in the next two streams and approaching 1k this steadily is making me feel weird because I never thought I would EVER reach that 😳 Thank you all so much for being on this journey with me, it is incredible 💕
Thank you all so much for the amazing support on my stream today! Special thanks to
@PetiteTortuga
and
@_meloisaa
for their lovely raids! And thanks for letting me hit 1.3k a second time 🥰 I love and appreciate you all so much 💕
Simp SMP? More like Amogus in Minecraft with
@itsroesalie
and
@Smuggiess
😳 Thank you all so much for the amazing stream, the support and just plain spending time with me!! Love you all <3 ❤️
IM TURNING OLD IN THREE DAYS FROM NOW :3 Big 12 hour stream with tons of cool stuff planned, timer is just for fun this is not a subathon, there are no goals or anything its just fun and vibing :3 ❤️
huge thanks to
@limecookii
for helping with the graphic AAAA 💚
I have recovered from uni and illness and will be live for subathon day 4 tomorrow as soon as me and custos have had breakfast, will update you gamers as soon as Im awake you wont believe it but im already missing yall