I got told I'm not supposta change till I leak!😖🥰🐾🤎
I've already messed three times and my hopps are so poofy and mushy and tinky and good~🥰😊🤤🍼
Also yes here is verifiable proof that I am indeed a pupper!~🐾🦊🧡🐾
foxyskunkbnuuypup...thing 😇💙🍼
I am dying.
In the hospital; the palliative care unit.
Unit 4.12, up the gold elevator, in strong memorial hospital, if anybody cared to know where.
It is not unlikely that I'll die here.
I'm feeling many things. Sad. Curious. Excited.
I have an exciting announcement!!!
If all goes to plan, I'll be leaving the hospital today, and returning home on hospice, supported by my family.
Somehow, my body bounced back from the edge.
So... When I was out today, I wanted to see how much padding peek m my skirt had, so I took this video and hasn't looked back over it... 'till now 👉👈😖😖😨😋🤭🥰🥰
*Turns into a tomato*
A-at least it doesn't peek unless I bend down... w-wite? 😅💙😇🍼😳🥵🥰
I escaped the ICU.
Thank you, too all in the community for the outpouring of love.
In the cancer center inpatient now.
Chemo tears sting differently.
Feeling safe enough to eat and feel again.
Glad. So glad.
Thank you.
I don't even have good words. This made me so melty. I'm still melty from it. It feels so good, I still don't wanna changies.
I've never had a mess feel this good.
I think I'm gonna end up in padding like this forever.
And I want you to come with me on this amazing journey <3
Oh my gosh, it makes me so happy when pee trickles into my diapee without me noticing or feeling anything but the little tickle warming a spot on my diapie ;///////; 🥰🥰🥰😳😅☺️🤤🤤🤤😊🥰💕💕❤️
The cute skunk onesie stays on during sex.
And of course the messy padding beneath it does too.
I have told you I only wear it while I'm messy, haven't I?
Friends!
I've been cooped up in a hospital for three months and forgotten what all of the good diapers are!
My stash has run dry, and I'm trying to find out what to fill it with!
What excites you in the diaper stores these days?
What cozy thick padding should I get? 🥺😻💕
Lookieee!! I had an accident when I went to da hawdware stowe!!
Fow da first time ever, I actually couldn't control my but and thought I was just pee, but pee doesn't have farts at the end of it! 😳🌸😖😖😖☺️🥰💞💕🪄
I got fun pretty skirtalls I got from
@OnesieDownunder
last month!
I can't wait till summer when it's warm enough to go out in cute, fun, short little outfits like this!
... All I can do is to tug the hem down in hopes of coving just a biiit more~ 🤭😋😖😁🤤🥰
My diapee last night was so full and poofy..!
...and mushy and fun to humpies too!~ ☺️🤤😖😖🥴🥴🤤🤤🤤🌸💗💕🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
I kept wetting it over and over even tho it was full and kept leaking, I couldn't bring myself to change out of it for a while!
Slightly self indulgent tweet:
bulging, overly used stuffed or doubled diapers just barely held together with colorful duct tape are really cute 🤤🥰💖💗🌸🔥🥵
#abdl
#diapergirl
The results are in!!
I lived!
Some small % of me by mass died as tumors removed
I can breathe better now! Left lung partially back online!
My peeing of the OR is ongoing and will not be stopped until I'm put back in diapers
The aftermath was so mushy and full, I was so surprised I wasn't leaking all over the place...
Until I piddled again x.x
...my thigh highs need a wash and smell like baby now <3
It's my first time padded in too long!!
Being padded feels so safe and cozy, and I can't wait to drown the bunnies uwu and be a smol sogbutt again! ^=^
They took my diapers and put a catheter in me for the ICU 😭
I'm in a rough place.
Please send good soul energy, and hopes I can get back to the cancer center to be padded once more.
I'm feeling low.
I'm gonna show my doctor I'm a big girl and my diaper is gonna be completely dry and not wet one bit!!
😋😇😇💙🐾💜
...w-wuh do you mean I'm already soggy?
😖😖😭🍼🌸
A-at least I'm not 'tinky!
..y-yet...
(She loves possy the possum playing dead xD 💕💕💕🌸)
Gods I love my bunny hopps so much!🥰🥰🥰💗🌸
I got sent a size bigger than I ordered, so these leak a lot...
Buh!! I was a good girl and even tho they leaked in the middle of the day I just blushed and walked around with a wet spot on my shorts!~ 🥰🥰🍼💗🌸💖🤤🥰💛💕
It's too hot to work on my car in black, so thought it'd be fun to work on lil engineering projects in my pink'rple pastel NASA shirt!💜🌸
I didn't 'spect it'd go so well with purple hopps!💙😇🍼
...altho my hopps prolly needa be messy or (more) wet to match the white~💕😖😭🤤🥰
Be careful what you wish for...
I woke up today, & I smelled like little a lot more than normal.🤤🪄
My onesie felt cool &...
damp.😰
& so did my bed.
I wet in my sleep so much that my bunny hopp reached capacity & I soaked the bed, without a puppy pad to protect me 😭😭🤤🥰🥰
Do you ever just uncontrollably mess yourself during a telehealth appointment and somehow need to keep a straight face and the flow of conversation going?
...gods I couldn't stop my cheeks from going bright red tho.
I wonder if they noticed.
I've had an in intredibliy soul crushing day.
I just my breathing tube out.
My lungs weren't strong enough to keep my blood gasses safe..
A group of strong doctors explained putting me back on a vent was the only way...
I feel so trapped here.
Please send good energy for me.
Mushy minded messy hypnotized butt wiggles for
@KittenMelUwU
(She's secretly a big baby who belongs in diapies too tho!! and loves to make pushies! She's the real baby, I sweaw!!)
Goodness, I'm greatful beyond words that 3k of you have decided to join me on this shameless exportation of the cozy world of padding, littlespace, and all the friends in this community I've loved running into and bringing into my life!
Past my eternal commitment &...