PSYCH0T1
@PSYCH0T1
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RT @TenZOfficial: I'm grateful for this incredible journey, and it's time to start a new one. Thank you for your support!
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15 days entirely sober. What I’ve noticed already: Weight improvement and more energy in the gym. Stress and anger down. Clearer thoughts and choices. Definitely a change in mindset and motivation. Being able to articulate myself more maturely and proper. These are just a few things I’m realizing and seeing change as I continue on this journey of sobriety, visibly I’m looking way healthier and saving tons more money.
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telling me the only update to kick was a fucking AI mod ??????????
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people who used to shit on me for speaking my mind the same people doing it now. Wild
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By this time next year I hope I can say I’ve been a year sober. In January of this year I had a relapse in which had lead me into a dark area of life mentally and physically. As of may 2024 I had fully been back into drinking and consuming party drugs trying to just feel something or feel as if I could fit in. With the consumption and constant pressure I had placed on myself I started losing interest in content creation entirely and would do anything to attempt to re ignite my passion for it however my heart was elsewhere and only wanted to consume more and more. Regardless of this I have received opportunities that I will forever be thankful for and that I did follow up on and am currently following up. Friday August 23rd 2024 As per usual I was consuming a heavy amount of alcohol and other drugs trying to have fun, whilst this happened I had blacked out and had been placed in a situation in which I don’t know the full details to. Regardless it scared the absolute dogshit out of me and has made me more aware and awake to my issues with drugs and alcohol consumption. With all this being said, I am attempting to go fully sober, it’s a scary thought knowing I will not be able to cope with outside issues with the consumption of everything I had previously depended on. To all my friends, I am deeply sorry that I have never expressed how much I’ve been struggling with all this. I am only human and I know I will continue to make mistakes, but abandoning my community for the soul fact I cannot be happy with myself and needed something to take off the edge makes me sick. I am truly sorry to anyone I have let down, I am trying and I am going to be getting help. I love you LLC ❤️ When I am fully able to cope properly and maturely I will be back. Take care.
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